第一章
gaokaoluqutongzhishudaodeqianyitianwobeijubaotouyao，suihoubeisongwangdaxibeilaogaiwunian。
huilaihoushoujinchaofenghebaiyan，haihaozhangfuheerzishizhongduiwobulibuqi。
woganjitamen，xinganqingyuandiweizheigejiariyecaolao，haowuyuanyan。
zhidaoliangnianhou，woqujijiangshaominsongfanqueyiwaitingdaotaheerzideduihua。
“baba，nirangmamabiezailaixuexiaojiewole，dangnianwobatahexiaoyideluqutongzhishujiaohuan，tajiushangbuledaxue。”
“nifeiyaobazuiyindaotashenshang，rujintachenglelaogaifan，tongxuemendouxiaohuawoni。”
jiangshaominmozhejiangdongyuedenaodai，renzhendao：
“wodayingguonixiaoyiyidinghuirangtashixianzijidelixiang，yi**xinggezhidaozijiluobangleyidinghuizhuichadaodi，wozhinengbatasongquxibeizhangdianjiaoxun。”
yuanlaiwoyinyiweiaodexingfujiating，buguoshiyichangjingxinbianzhidehuangyan。
......
jiangshaominmolemojiangdongyuedenaodai，renzhenzhufudao：
“dangnianniwaipozhidaozhenxianghoubeiqisi，babajuedekuijiusuoyiyidengnixiaoyibiyewojiuquweinima**le。”
“zanmenqiantadeyijinggouduole，niyaoduotingtadehua，womenfuzilianghaohaoshouzhetaxiabanbeizijiudangshiduitadebuchangle。”
jiangdongyuexiaoxiaodeliandanzhouchengyituan，buqingyuandidianlediantou。
fuziliangdeshengyintouguomenfengqingxichuanjinwoerduoli。
zizijujuyouruliren，henhenzhajinwodexinzang。
jiaobushengjianjin，wolangbeidiluohuangertao。
yizhiyinrendeleishuiduokuangerchu。
dangnianwoxiafangxibeinongchanglaogai，cong25suidao30sui，zuimeihaodenianhuadoumaizangzaineipianhuangtudili。
wodaizheyishenshangtonghuidaojiaxiang，kedengdaiwodequeshidangniangaokaochengjiluobangdexiaoxi，yijimuqinbingshideehao
babaxianwodiulian，jiwoyigengunzizhangdecushengrangwoshangdiaozijin。
zhiyoufuziliangguliwoxiangqiankan。
jiangshaominjinjinbaozhewo，tadeyanlimeiyouyisibiyihexianqi。
“xiuzhi，renshengmeiyoushenmeshiguobuqude，wohedongyuehuiyizhizainishenbian。”
jiangdongyueyongxiaoshoutiwoshiquyanlei：
“mamabuku，wohebababaohuni！”
fuziliangxiangshuguangbanzhaoliangwodeshenghuo，jiangwocongjuewangdezhaozezhonglachu。
quebucengxiangwosuozaoshoudekunanhequru，doushitamenweilewodejimeishenjiahuisuojingxinshejide。
woyiweidewennuan，yeshitamenweileyangaizhenxiangershishedelianmin。
zhuanshenbalvfanhelibaoleyixiawudejiaoziquandaorulajitong。
huidaojiagangtuikaimen，jiangdongyuejiupujinwohuaili。
“妈妈！”
wolijihuluanmolebalian。
buguozheiciwomeiyouxiangwangchangyiyangyihuijiajiuhetayongbao。
“mama，nizenmeyanjinghonghongde？shibushiyourenqifuni？”
jiangdongyuezhuyidaowohongzhongdeyanjiao，yanliquanshidanyoudeshense。
jiangshaominwenyanlimajinzhangqilai，wozhuwodeshoushangxiadaliang。
“xiuzhi，zenmelianseneimecangbai？shibushinalibushufu？”
wobudongshousechouhuishou，yuqidandan：“waimianfengda，chuide。”
jiangshaomintuoxiashenshangdejundayipizaiwojiantou，muguanghaishixiangcongqianbanwenrou。
rucizhenshideguanxinyeshijiadema？
woqiangyaxiaxintoufuzadeqingxu，bizijizhenjingkaikou。
“我有些饿了。”
jiangshaominganmangjinchufangkaihuoxiamian，jiangdongyueyegenzhequbangmang。
yizhuantou，wodemuguangluozaizhangmuxiangshangdegaodianhe。
jiangshaominzongshizaiyeshenrenjingshijuzheshoudiantongfanyuehezilimiandedongxi。
wocaizhetiaodengnaxiahezidakai。
kandaorijishangderiqishi1978nianhou，wodexinjianjianchenlexiaqu。
neinianwoxiafangnongchangbeizhemodeshougulinxun，taquepobujidaidihuainianshangdaxuedeshenjiahui。
wozinvebanyiyeyefankanzhetaduishenjiahuishenqingdegaobai。
“jiahui，nidexiaorongshiwomeirideyangguang，wennuanermingmei。”
“jiahuiwobunengmeiyouni，fouzewodeshijiejiangshiqusecai，rutongyekongmeiyoulexingchen。”
wocengjinganshiguotaxianmuhuixieqingshuderen，tazhishitouyebutaijiaowoshaokandianlugudexifangxiaoshuo。
neishiwozhidangtamenjunrendouneilianhanxu，quebucengxiangtazhibaideaiyizhishibuxiangwobiaolubale。
haiyoushubuqingdejiwangjingbeidexinjian，meizhangyoupiaodoubeitabaocunwanhao。
hezizuidixiahaiyouyizhangsanrenzaijingbeidaxuemenkoudehezhao。
shenjiahuichuanzhexueshifuxiaoyeruhua，fuziliangdemuguangdoubuyueertongdiwangxiangta。
wowozhezhaopiandeshouyonglizuanjin。
yinweicuoaiyiren，shenjiahuichengleshourenzunjingdeyisheng。
wochenglelingrentuomadelaogaifan。
用过晚饭后。
jiangshaominzhaoliqujiwoqieshuiguo，jiangdongyuezhudongqujiwodaxijiaoshui。
cengjingrangwojuedewubishuxiyougandongdexingwei，cikezhijuedejibeifahan。
diertianwoquminzhengjutijiaolelihunshenqing。
ranhouquyinxingquchuwomashengqianliujiwodecunkuanhaiyouwojijiangdongyuezandeshangxuefei。
daohuochezhanmaileyizhangliangrihouquguangchengdepiao。