"xiujuana，wangjiaxiaozikeshizanmenshilibacundejinguixu，nikebiebushitaiju！"
cunzhishuxifuzuozaiwojiakangtoushang，yibiankezheguaziyibianzhishouhuajiao。
wofangxiashouzhongdeshuxueti，lenglengdikanzheta："woshuolebujia。"
"nizheiyatouzenmezheimejiang？nvhaizijiajiade，duneimeduoshuyoushenmeyong？haiburuzaodianjiagehaorenjia，jipojiashengjigedapangxiaozi。"cunzhishuxifuyueshuoyuelaijing，"wangjiakeshizanmencunshoufu，taerzisuirannaozibutaihaoshi，danrenlaoshia！"
womazaiyipangcuozheshou，buganhangsheng。
"naozibuhaoshinirangwojia？"wozhanqilai，shengyintigaolebadu，"wolixiujuanningkeyibeizibujia，yebuhuijiajiyigeshazi！"
cunzhishuxifubeiwodehuaqideliandouhongle："nigesiyatou，chibangyingleshibushi？wogaosuni，jiunimenjiazheitiaojian，nengyouwangjiakanshangnijiubucuole！bieyiweizhangdehaokanjiulebuqi，zaizheicunzili，nvrenjiudetinghua！"
"neiwopianbuting！"woyibazhuaqizhuoshangdeshu，"gaosunimen，woyaocanjiagaokao！jinnianjiukao！"
zheihuayichu，wulishunjianjingdediaogenzhendounengtingjian。
cunzhishuxifulenglezuzusanmiaozhong，ranhouturanbaofachuyizhenjianruidexiaosheng："hahahaha！nishuoshenme？gaokao？jiuniyigecunyatou，haixiangcanjiagaokao？"
womayehehuaile，ganjinlazhuwodegebo："xiujuan，nibiehushuobadao！zanmenjianayouneigetiaojian！"
"sheishuomeitiaojian？"woshuaikaiwomadeshou，"wocongxiaoxuedaoxianzai，nacikaoshibushidiyiming？xianlidetongkaowoyeshidiyi！pingshenmewobunengcanjiagaokao？"
cunzhishuxifudexiaoshenggengjiacier："jiusuannichengjihaoyouzenyang？nibazaigongdishangganhuo，yigeyuejiuneidiangongqian，nimazaijiazhongdi，yiniandaotouyezanbulejigeqian。ninashenmeshangdaxue？hexibeifengma？"
"neishiwodeshi！"wojinwozhequantou，"fanzhengwozheibeizibukenengjiajiwangjianeigeshazi！"
"ni！"cunzhishuxifuqidehunshenfadou，zhizhewodebizi，"hao，niyoubenshinijiukaoqu！wodaoyaokankan，niyigecunyatounengkaochushenmemingtanglai！"
shuowan，taqichongchongdishuaimenerqu。
womatanzuozaikangshang，yanleidouchulaile："xiujuana，nizheishiyaobisimaa！wangjiayijingjilezanmenjiawubaikuaiqiancaili，nibadayinglerenjia，xianzainizheiyang，rangzanmenyijiarenzenmezaicunlitaitouzuoren？"
五百块钱？
wolengxiaoyisheng："suoyinimenjiubawodanghuowuyiyangmaile？wubaikuaiqianjiubaninverdeyibeizijimaile？"
"zheibushimai！zheishiweilenihao！"womakudegenglihaile，"niyigenvhaizi，jiusuankaoshangdaxueyounengzenyang？jianglaihaibushiyaojiarenshenghaizi？haiburuchenzhenianqingzhaogehaorenjia！"
"weilewohao？"woqidehunshenfadou，"ruguozhendeweilewohao，jiuyinggaizhichiwoqukaodaxue！ma，ninandaozhendexiwangwoyibeizidaizaizheigepocunzili，xiangniyiyangmianchaohuangtubeichaotian？"
womabeiwoshuodeyakouwuyan，zhishizaineilidiaoyanlei。
zheishihou，damenbeituikaile，wobaheizhelianzoulejinlai。tashenshanghaidaizhegongdishangdetu，liansenankandeyaoming。
"wozaiwaimiandoutingjianle。"wobazuozaiyizishang，zhongzhongditanleyikouqi，"xiujuan，bazhidaonicongming，danshizanmenjiadetiaojianniyeqingchu。wangjiayuanyiyaoni，yijingshikandeqizanmenjiale。"
"ba！"wobuganzhixindikanzheta，"lianniyezheimexiang？"
"bushiwozheimexiang，shixianshijiushizheiyang！"wobadeshengyinhenchenzhong，"nizhidaokaodaxueyaohuaduoshaoqianma？guangshixuefeiyinianjiuyaojiqiankuai，haiyoushenghuofei、zhusufei，jiaqilaiyinianqimayaoshangwankuaiqian！zanmenjianalaizheimeduoqian？"
"wokeyishenqingzhuxuedaikuan！keyiqingongjianxue！"wojideyanleidoukuaichulaile，"ba，zhiyaonimenzhichiwo，woyidingnengkaoshanghaodaxue！"
"nihaishitaitianzhenle。"wobayaoyaotou，"jiusuannikaoshangle，siniandaxueduxialai，zanmenjiazaojiupochanle。daoshihounibiyele，haibushiyaohuidaozheigecunzi？haiburuxianzaijiujiajiwangjia，qimanengguoshanghaorizi。"
我彻底绝望了。
lianwozuiqindefumudoubuzhichiwo，wohainengzhiwangshei？
但是我不甘心！
wojiubuxin，pingwodeshili，huikaobushangdaxue！
"hao！"woyaozheyashuodao，"jirannimendoubuzhichiwo，neiwojiuzijichuangchuyitiaolulai！wogaosunimen，wolixiujuanzheibeizijueduibuhuijiajiwangjianeigeshazi！woyaocanjiagaokao，woyaokaoquanshengdiyi！"
wobachedinule："nizheigesiyatou！chibangyingleshibushi？gangennibadingzui？wogaosuni，zheigejiawoshuolesuan！mingtiannijiuquwangjia，bazheimenqinshidingxialai！"
"wobuqu！"woyenule，"nimenyaoshiganqiangpowo，wojiupao！paodaonimenyongyuanzhaobudaowodedifang！"
"nigan！"wobayipaizhuozi，zhuoshangdewandoutiaoleqilai。
"woyoushenmebugande？"wolengxiaozhekanzhetamen，"fanzhengzainimenxinli，wojiushigeyonglaihuanqiandehuowu！neiwoburusilesuanle！"
shuowan，wozhuaqishubaojiuwangwaichong。
shenhouchuanlaiwomasixinliefeidekusheng，danwotouyebuhui。
woyaozhengmingjisuoyourenkan，lixiujuanbushirenrenbaibudehuowu！
woyaoyongshilidasuoyourendelian！