第四章陈应年
xizhuanggelvdenianqingnanrenyanedewangzhewo，“luyao，nijiushizheiyangziganduoluode，nizhenshidiuwolujiadelian！”
neihenbudeqiasiwodeyanshen，lianlaoshidouhaipale。
danshiwoquediyiciguzuyongqi，yangqitou，“luziyan，nipingshenmezheimeshuowo！nishiqinyankandaole，haishiqinertingdaole！niheneixierenyiyang，nibupeidangwogege！”
laoshibangongshilijingdekepa，laoshilianmangchushengdayuanchang，“luxiansheng，kenengshihaizinianjihaixiaozheicaizoulewanlu，huijiahaohaojiaojiao，yidingnenggaizhengguolaide。”
luziyanlianshangmanshinuqi，“hao，niyouguqi，neiniyihoujiubiezaihuilujia！”
luziyandangzhenjiuzhijielikai。
bangongsilijigelaoshimianmianxiangqu，zuizhonghaishiyigelaojiaoshibawofuqilai，duiwoshuo，“nigegekenengzhishiyishizaiqitoushang，nihuijiahetadaoleqianzhihoutajiuhuiyuanliangnile，nizheinianjicaiduoda，likailejia，nikezenmeban。”
那不是我的家。
congwobabamamaqushizhihou，neilijiubushiwodejiale。
yexuluziyanyinggaiyuanwo，shiwohaitashiqubabamama。
danshizheibudaibiaowojiuyidingyaonilaishunshou。
woxianglaoshiqinglezhangjia，yizhidaochuzhongjieyekaoshiqian。
laoshigujidaoxuexiaoxianzaideqingkuang，henkuaijiupizhunle。
woshoushihaodongxilikaixuexiaoqian，neiweilaojiaoshihaizaizixidingzhuwoyidingyaohuijia。
wochulexuexiao，zhengxiangzheyinggaiqunali，jiutingjianshenhouyourenjiaowo，“wei，xiaogui。”
wohuitou，jimiwai，yigedabandehenkuchaodeshaonianren，tamanmandezhaixiadangguangyanjing，luchujunyidewuguan，worenchutashiheheluziyanyibannianjidade，haoxiangshijiaochenyingnian。
wobulita，zhuanshenjiuzou，xianzairenheheluziyanzhanbianderenwodoulandedali。
“ai。”chenyingniangubudeshuashuaile，paoguolailanzhuwo，“nizoushenmea，nixianzaihuibulejia，hainengqunali？”
wobuxianghetashuohua，“neiyebuyaoniguan。”
“xiaoyatou，caiduoda，shuohuadaoshitingyingqi，zheiyangba，nijiaowoyishenggege，wodainihuijia。”
我仍然不为所动。
chenyingniantanlekouqi，“shihuiwojia，nifangxin，wochibuleni。”
chenjiahelujiayesuanshiyouwanglai，danshiwohechenjiaderenbingmeiyouduoshaojiechu，duichenyingnian，yezhishizailuziyanshenbianjianguojicimianeryi。
wohuaiyidekanzheta，“ninengbaozhengbugaosuluziyan？”
“luziyan？”chenyingniannianleyixiazheigemingzi，fandaoshitingmanyideyingxia，“dangran，woyefanta。”
suoweidirendedirenjiushipengyou，wojintianbenyinggailiuluojietoude，meixiangdaohainengpengdaochenyingnian。
jinwandezhuchuyoulezheluo。
wogenzhechenyingnianhuiqu，danshimendakaizhihou，wojiushayanle，ketinglijiupingluandao，qitadongxiyehenluan，genbenbuxiangshirenzhudedifang，hechenyingnianguangxianlianglidewaibiaoyidiandoubuxiang。
wobujinwen，“nizhendeshizhuzheilima？”
chenyingnianshuo，“henyourenqierbushima，jinlaiba，kongdefangjiansuibiantiao，woxianqushuijuele。”
kefangdaohaiganjing，zhishiketingshizaicanburendu，wokanbuxiaqu，bangzheshoushileyixia。
ketingnongganjingzhihou，molemoduzi，paoquchufang，xinghaobingxianglihaiyoudongxi。
jiuzijixialeyiwanmian，zhengzhunbeichi，chenyingnianwenzheweizhaolaile，jingxidekanzhewo，“nihaihuizuofan？”