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shuowanbujiwobianjiedejihui,zhijieguaduanledianhua。
shengdexiwangchedibeiwozuiqinjinderenqinshouqiaduan,shoujipadayishengdiaozaidixia,waimianderenfaxianlewo。
tamenjiangwolachuweishengjian,duiyuwozheizhongwangxiangqiujiuderen,zuihaodefangfajiushi**yifurengdaodatingtiaowu。
wo**,shoujinqurudeshihou。
爸妈在干什么呢?
peijihelinshuyuezaiganshenmeni?
我不知道。
danwoxiang,meiyouwozheigezuai,tamenyinggaihenkaixinba。
kanzhewoxianruchensideyangzi,peijilengxiaoyisheng。
“songjiajia,nizaifashenmedai,ganjinjiwogunguolai!”
“nizenmezheimebuyaolian,woqingdingjiandexinlixuejia,jiushiweilerangnixuezheixieshouduan?”
“wojinggaoni,daoleshuyuemianqian,nijiwoshouqinineixiexiaoxinsi。”
shidingjiandexinlixuejiama?
nanguai,tamenzuihuiliyongrenxingderuodianzhemoren。
erbiancaozadeyinleshenghenahanshengzhujianxiaoqu,xintiaoyezhujianhuifuzhengchang,wotaiqitoulai,peijizhengyilianbunaifandekanzhewo。
我这才回过神来。
“peiji,nishilaijiewodema?”
peijietouqingjinbaoqi,jinwoquantou。
“wohenishuolezheimejiudehua,nandaoniyizhimeirenchuwolai?”
“heng,sannianshijian,nidaoshixuehuishuohuangle!”
“woganggangshuodehuanidoutingdaoleba?yihuijianleshuyue,shenmegaishuo,shenmebugaishuonidouqingchuba!fouze,buyaoguaiwo!”
womianwubiaoqingdedianlediantou,touguozheizhanglian,wofangfokandaoleneigecixiangdepeinainai。
sinianqian,wojiuletuijiaobubiandepeinainai。
peinainaiqushiqianzuidayuanwangdejiushikandaopeijitongwochenghun,weileyuanlaorendemeng,peijiqulewo。
neishiwobingbuzhidaopeijiyijinghewobiaojiezaiyiqi。
hunhoupeijisuiranlengdan,danduiwohenhao,jiuzheiyang,zairifuyiridexiangchuzhongwoaishangleta。
zhidaosannianqian,biaojiecongguowaihuilai,woqinyankanzhepeijimangshangmangxia,zhishiweilehongbiaojiekaixin。
wocaizhidao,yuanlaipeijizhenzhengaiyigerenshizheiyangde。
原来他从未爱过我。
nainaiyijinglikai,woyuanbenxiangyaotuichuzheichangsanjiaoguanxi。
quemeixiangdaozailinshuyuedejiefengyanshang,peijihebamahuzheyishenwenhendelinshuyuecongerloubaoxiangchulai。
mingyanrendouzhidaofashengleshenme,tadingzhewo,numuyuandeng。
“shuyuexianglaiwenroudadu,tadoubujieyinidecunzai,yidingshinizheige**shejiyaohaisishuyue!ganhaishuyue,nijiugaifuchuyingyoudedaijia!”
houlai,peijijiaolaizhuli,jiangwosongdaoletamingxiadezheijiaheichanjiuba。
lengbudingxiangqizheijianshi,jinguanyijingguolezheimejiu,xinkouhaishichuanlaimimimamadetengtong。
ruguowodangshimeiyouxuanzehepeijijiehun,yiqieshibushidouhuibuyiyang?
kanwoyijiudizhetou,peijizhijiejiuzhewodeyiling,jiangwozhuaichulejiuba,rengjinlecheli。