第1章
“wu......”yikoudaizheliangyideshuimengguanruzui，songlilimengranhuishen，faxianzijizhengzaiheli！
zijibushizhengyinliuganbingfazhengtangzaiiculima？
zuihoudejiyishizaiheianzhong，hushizaiyipangtanxizhe：“jisongayibaguanba，talaogongyijingqianzitongyifangqizhiliaole。”
taxiangjujue，quefaxianhunshenwuli，suihoujiuyinzhixishiquleyishi。
zaicihuifuyishi，bianshizaiheli！
zenmehuishi？nandaoguonaiheqiao，shixuyaozijiyouguoqude？
songlililaibujixixiang，jimangdengtui，xiangyaofuchushuimian，dantuibushunjiancitong——choujinle！zhixiganhexiazhuigantongshichuanlai，siwangdekongjuzaicixiangtaxilai。
“kuailairena！jiuminga！neigeguniangchenxiaqule！”
anshangderenkanjiansonglilichenxiaqule，fenfendashenghujiu。
cishizhengshishangwu，hebianyoubushaoxiyifudedajie，danrensuiduo，quemeirengantiaoxiaqujiu。bijingganggangsonglilijiushiweilejiuyigexiaonvhaiertiaoxiaqude。xiaonvhaidaoshijiushanglaile，ketazijiquechenxiaqule。
jiuzaizheishi，yigechuanzhejunzhuangdegaogezinanrenkuaisupaoleguolai，fangxiashouzhongdexinglidaihou，yibiantuojunzhuangyibiantingzhouweidashenshuoledagaideweizhi。tuowanjunzhuang，yigemengzizhalexiaqu，chaosongliliyouqu。
banhunbanxingjian，songlilimenglongdikandaoyigegaodadeshenyingxiangzijiyoulai，shenshouzhuazhuleziji。
“heibaiwuchangyuanlaibushitongshichuxiandea！”songlilinaohaizhongshanguozheigeniantouzhihou，jiuchedihunleguoqu。
“kuai！rangkairangkai，renjiushanglaile！”anbiandedashenmenjianrenjiushanglaile，jimangrangchuyikuaikongdi，haorangnanrenbasonglilifangxia。
“zenmeban？renmeiqilea！”yigedashenshangqianshileshibixi，faxiansongliliyijingmeilehuxi。
yiqunrenjidetuantuanzhuan，yishibuzhidaogaizenmeban。
“doutuikaidian！”yishengliherangrenqunshunjiananjinglexialai。
zhijiangangcaijiurendenanren，dunzaisonglilishence，tanleyixiatadebixihou，kaishijinxingxiongwaianya。
renqunzhongshunjianxiangqileyizhenqieqiesiyu，zheigenanrenzhenshitaidadanla！zheikeshigegunianga！juranzhijiewangtadexiongshangan！
qieqiesiyuhaiweitingzhi，bianjiannanrenbaikaiguniangdezui，wanglichuileliangkouqi。
renqunzhongshunjianxiangqizhenzhendaoxilengqideshengyin，zheidouqinshangle，guniangyihoukezenmejiarena！
songliliganjuefeizhongmengranguanruleyizhenkongqi，suijiyizhenfanwei，tuchuyidakoushuilai！
“huolehuole！”renqunzhongcishixiangqiyizhenhuanhusheng。
nanrenjiansongliliyijingyoulehuxi，bianqishenzoudaobuyuanchu，tuodiaoleshenshangshitoudechenshan，ningganshuifen。
songliliyouyouzhuanxing，niutoujiukandaolechuanzhebeixindenanrenzainingchenshan，shoubeishangdejirouxiantiaopiaoliangyouli，shitoudebeixintiezaishenshang，fujiruoyinruoxian。
“jipin！”songlilinaohaizhongshanguozheigeniantouzhihou，jiuzaiciyunleguoqu。
daisonglilizaicixinglaishi，faxianzijitangzaileyigejishuxiyoumoshengdefangjianli。
shuoshuxi，shiyinweizheigefangjiangentachujiazhiqianzhudefangjianyimoyiyang！shuomosheng，shiyinweizheigefangziyijingchaiqianershinianle！
“nixingle？youmeiyounalibushufu？”yigeguanqiedeshengyinchuanlai。
songlilixunshengwangqu，jurankandaolenianqingshihoudemama！
“ma......”songlilihanleyisheng，quefaxiansangziyadilihai。
songlilidemuqinchenshuyingshangqianmolemotadeetou，suihousongleyikouqi：“shaoyijingtuile，nizaixiuxiyihuiba，dengxiachulaichiwanfan。”shuobajiuzhuanshenchuqujixuzhunbeiwanfan。
songlilijingjingdizaichuangshangtangleyihui，naohaizhongshanguowushucaixiang。piankehou，taniezhuzijidegebo，shijingqialeyiba。
“si......”qingxidetengtongganxilai。
suoyizheibushimeng，yebushisihoushijie？tazheishizhongshengle？
songlilimengdifanshenxiachuang，zaishuzhuoshangxunzhaorili。
zaikandao“1988nian4yue10ri”shi，judadexiyuejiangtayanmei。
tazheige50duosuidelaoayi，juranzhongshengdaole25sui！
zheishitahaimeiyoujiehun！taderenshenghaimeiyougenneigezhananbangzaiyiqi，yiqiedoulaideji！
xingfendesonglilipaodaowaimiandechufangli，congshenhouyibabaozhulemama：“mama，woaini！”
chenshuyingjiansonglilizheitiaotuodemoyang，bujinbanqilelian：“ganggangcaisilitaosheng，nikeyouzhedianba！yaobushirenjiajiefangjuntongzhi，nimawokejiuyaobaifarensongheifarenle！”
songlilizixihuixiangzheqianshideshihou，sihuyeyouluoshuizheihuishi。
jintiantazhengzaihebianxiyifu，turantingdaoyourenhan，yigexiaonvhaidiaojinhelile。tazirenweishuixingbucuo，jiutiaoxiahequjiule。sheizhigangbaxiaonvhaituixianganbian，tadetuijiuchoujinle，ranhoujiuchenlexiaqu。
qianshitazaicixinglaishi，jiuyijingtangzaijialile。dangshi，mamazhitileyizui，shiyigejiefangjuntongzhijiuleta。
keshi！mama！neikebujinjinshijiefangjuna！suiranmeilaidejikanlian，danshikanshencaiyijingshijipinle！
“ma，jiefangjuntongzhiyoumeiyouliuxiamingzi、zhuzhishenmede？dehaohaoxiexierenjiaa！”songlilibaozhumuqindeshoubeisajiaodao。
chenshuyingdeyanzhongshanguoyisiyiyang，suihoujimangditouqiecai：“meiyou。renjianeishizuolehaoshibuliuming。erqie，nizhidaode，zanmenjiadechengfen......nijiubiedongwaixinsile。”
songliliwenyan，yanshenyeandanlejifen。zijiwaigongshidadizhu，yeyeshizibenjia，suishuojialixianzaiqiongdedingdangxiang，danyaojunhun，shishuyuchengfenbuhaodeneilei，zhiqianjiejietanlegejunguan，jiushiyinweichengfenwentiguobulezhengshen，zuihouzhinengfenle。
“ma，wozhidaode，wojiushiwenwen。”songlilizhuanshenzhunbeihuifang。
“nibafangjianshoushishoushi，mingtianyizao，chenjianguojiajiuyaoshangmenlaiyiqinle，daoshihoukandaonineigouwo，xiaoxinrenjiaxianqini！”chenshuyingbufangxindilaotaozhe。
songlilihuitoukanlemamayiyan，yuyanyouzhidihuilefangjian。
huixiangqianshi，mamabutongyizijijiajichenjianguo，shuoneijiarenkanzhedoubushishancha。ketaqueguimixinqiao，jianchiyaojia。sheizhi，xianshihenhenjiletayibazhang。
nverchushenghou，zhongnanqingnvdegongpobuyuanzhaogutahehaizi，tawanshanghonghaizi、baitianxiniaobu，luoxiayuezibinggen。
jialideqianzongshimomingqimiaoxiaoshi，genchenjianguodachaodanaozhihoucaizhidaoshinaqubutieletalianggedidi。
zijishiyiyuntizhi，queduixiangjiaozhideanquantaoguomin，neichenjianguosihuobuyuanjiezha，tashanglejieyuhuanhouhaiduocihuaiyun，zuihouyicirenliushi，yinweidachuxue，budebuzhaichulezigong。
rujinlaotianrangtazhongshengyici，tayidingyaoyuanlizhanan！