第1章
1983年夏。
laojiudetupifangmenwai，wushihaojidelimubamenbanpaidepapaxiang，dashengpaoxiao。
“suqingwan，ninaogoumeiyou！nidabogegangbaniconghelijiuhuilai，niyoujiwoduozaiwulixunsimihuo，jiunizheiyangnaoteng，zhikainengqunicaiguai！”
guyanchengnazhebaoguoconglingyigefangjianchulai，tingdaozheihua，zhouzhemeishangqian，“liyi，tajinquduojiule？”
“congnihuilaidaoxianzaijiumeichulaiguo，nishuozheihaizi，zhikaizaibuduizhaolegeduitaqiantuyoubangzhudexifuneiyeshihaoshia，bujiushishuotalianghunyuebuzuoshu，jitalingzhaogerenjiaa。”
“tadaohao，sansuidaowojiadangtongyangxi，chiwodechuanwode，xianzaijiwozhengzheisichu，wokanjiushiduitataihaole！”
guyanchengcoushangqian，congmenfenglikanguoqu，piejianlimiandechangjing，yanmoumengdiyisuo，taijiaojiubamenjichuaikai。
kanzhesuqingwanxuanguazaifangliangshang，tajimangbarenbaoxialai。
suqingwanjuliedekesouqilai，dakoudehuxizhekongqi，erbiandoushimanmasheng。
“nigepeiqianhuo，laoniangbaniyangda，nibuganenhaijiwoxunsi，wodasini！”
suqingwantaiqitou，haimeihuiguoshenlai，yanzhengzhengdekanzhebazhangchaotalianshangshanlai。
meiyouyuqidetengtong，zhiyoushuxideshengyin，“liyi，zhikaihuihunyuejiuyijingduibuqiqingwanle，ninjiubiedatale，haohaohetashuo，bijingshininyangdade。”
suqingwanzheicaikanxiangguyanchengsongkailimudeshou，naohailishanguoqianshigezhonghuamian。
她重生了！
zhongshenghuidaotiaohexunsibeiweihunfulizhikaidetanggeguyanchengjiudeneitian。
qianshibeidangzuotongyangxiyangdadeta，dezhilizhikaiyaoqubiedenvren，yiqizhixiatiaohe，beiguyanchengrengonghuxijiuhuilai，yilushangbeirenzhizhidiandian。
yixinxiangjiajilizhikaidetajieshoubulezheixie，zhaolegenmashengshangdiao，shiyaozuolijiadegui。
“ai，suanle，shiniangbuhao。”
limulazhesuqingwanqishenzaichuangshangzuoxia，“qingwan，niangzhidaonishouweiqule，yaobuzheiyang，dengzhikaixiacihuilai，wojiujiniliangbahunshibanle，nikebiezaizuozheiyangdeshashile。”
suqingwanmengditaitou，duishangzhuanerwenrouhexudeshenqing，taidujuejuedejujue。
“buyao，wobujiajizhikaile！”
zhousitingxiayishidekanxiangta，zhenghaoduishangtakanguolaideyanshen，jiandingyoupoqie。
zhizhetaqiangyingdao：“woyaojiajita！”
“zheizenxinga，yanchengkeshinitangge，nayoudagequdixide。”
guyanchengyanmouweichen，“qingwan，jiranliyiyijingdayingrangzhikaiquni，niyejiubiexiangneixiele，anxindengtahuilai，daoshihouwohuijitaanpaijiaqi。”
“buxing！nibawoconghelijiushanglai，youshiqin，youshimode，zhenggecunliderendoukanjianle，wodeqingbaibeinihuile，nirangzenmejiajizhikai？”
suqingwancaibuxinlimuzheimehaoxin，shuoshenmedenglizhikaihuilaiquta。
qianshijiushiguyanchengqianjiaoganghuibudui，diertian，tajiujiazhuangjitazhujidanshuobushenzi，rangcunlideguanfubatashuile，haiguyidaizhecunlidezhangshefusushenzizhuangjiantamendehaoshi！
zhuanyanjian，shilibacundouzhidaozheishi，tazhinengjiajineilaoguanfu，houlaitacaizhidao，zheiyiqiedoushilimushejide。
bujinranglizhikaibaituoleta，haibaibaidedaolesanbaikuaicaili！
ertabeilaoguanfudaihuiquhou，beibizheshengerzi，quelianzheshenglesigenver。
weilenengzaodianrangtahuaishangerzi，laoguanfuzaitahaimeichuyuezideshihou，jiubizhetatongfang，tafankang，jiubeitaanzheda，gezhongbiantaidezhemo。
shiniandeshijian，tabushizaishengwa，jiushishengwadelushang，erzijishengxiadejigenvergengshibeilaoguanfumaile，zuihoushengxiayigeerzi，queyinweiyizhishengyu，shentibeitaokongnanchan，yishiliangming。
ertaneishicaibudaosanshisui！
guyanchengmeitouningdejinjindi，minzhechunkanzhetashitujieshi。
“qingwan，woneishirengonghuxi，ruobuzheiyangjiuni，nikenengjiumeile。”
“wobuguan，wodeqingbaijilenishishishi，zheiquancunderendouzhidaole，zhikaiyaoshizhidao，jiugengbukenengquwo！”
“aiyo，qingwan，nizanengzheiyangzuoa，nishizhikaidexifu，wozheidoudayingrangzhikaixiujiahuilaigennibanhunshile，nizahailaishangyanchengle？”
limuzhuaizhesuqingwandeshoubei，“tinghua，biezainaotengle，niangjinizhujigehebaodan，nixianshuiyijue，yanchenghaiyoushiyaochulini。”
suqingwankanxiangguyancheng，“nizhendebuquwo？”
“zheishiwojieshidehenqingchu，liyiyedayingrangzhikaihuilaiquni，daoshihouwohuigentajieshijintiandeshi。”guyanchengtaidujianjue。
“suoyinibuchengrennihuilewoqingbaishima？”
“shi，wohuibuduihuihezhikaijieshiqingchu，rangtahuilaiquni。”
suqingwanmeishuohua，jiantayaochuqu，yemeilanzhe。
limuganjinquzhuhebaodan，suqingwanzeshigenlechuqu，kanzheguyanchengjinletadefangjian，yebuzhidaozuoshenme，yizhidoumeichulai。
buduohui，limuduanzhehebaodanchulai，suqingwanwenlexia，haishiqianshineiweidao。
tacaideguoranmeicuo，xingxushiyinweitaxiangyaobiguyanchengquta，suoyitahuangle，jihuatiqianle。
“qingwan，niganjinbahebaodanchile，haohaoxiuxixia，niangyaoqucaiyuanlizhaidiancai，yanchengzhongwuchilefanyaohuibudui。”
“haodeniang，niqumangnide，wohuichiwande。”
suqingwanduanzhehebaodanqiaokaiguyanchengdefangmen。
kandaota，guyanchengzhoulexiameitou，“youshi？”
“zheishiwoniangzhudehebaodan，woxianglexianishuodeyeyoudaoli，buguanzenyang，wodemingshinijiude，zheihebaodannichile，jiudangshiwoduinideganxie。”
guyanchengkanletayiyan，neimanshibudingpojiudeyifukuansongdedounengzaisaijinquyigeta。
zijidoushoudegenshenmeyiyang，haibajidanjitachi，daohaidongdeganen。
“nixinyiwolingle，jidannizijichi。”
guyanchengshuozhejiuyaochuqu，shoubeibeisuqingwanzhuazhu，takanxiangta。
“woshizhenxinshiyiganxienide，nijiuchileba，buranwoxindiyebuan。”
guyanchengshenshenkanletayiyan，daodishimeizaishuoshenme，sanliangxiabajidanchiwan，tangyehewanle。
“jidanwochiwanle，zhiqiandeshijiudangmeifashengguo，dengzhikaihuilai，nimenbahunshibanle，haohaoguorizi。”
suqingwankanzhetazhuanshenchuqu，zuijiaoweiyang，zhiqiandeshitakeyidangmeifashengguo，zhihoudeshi，tanengrangtabufasheng？
kanleyantapangbianfangzhedeyifuhezhenxian，suqingwanzoushangqiannaqi，“wobangnifengba，zheizhenxianhuonanrennalinengzuodelai。”
guyanchengxiangshuobuyong，suqingwanyijingnaqilaikaishifengle。
kanzhetazheixianhuidemoyang，tabujinkaikoukuanweita，“niyebiexiangneimeduo，huitouwohuidaobudui，jiujizhikaianpaijiaqi，rangtahuilaigennibahunshibanle。”
suqingwannglesheng，yemeiduoshuo，fenglehaoyihui，yifucaibeifenghao。
taqishennajiguyancheng，“nikanxiazheiyangkeyima？”
takaodehenjin，guyanchengdounengwendaotashenshangneidandandexiangqi，momingjuedezaore。
suqingwanjianzhuang，shenshoutanxiangtadeetou，dihuyisheng，“nizheietouzenmezheimetang？”
chupengdaotadeshouzhi，guyanchenghuxidoujicuqilai，shentibushoukongzhi，taliansemengdiyibian，“nigangcaijiwochidehebaodanfangleshenme？”