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我死在了临盆当晚。

haisiwode,shiwozuiaidenanren,dangjinshengshang,xiaozhengting。

youandedengguangxia,tajugaolinxia,kanzhewozhengzhadetongkumoyang,zuijiaogouqiyimochaofeng。

“怎么样,疼吗?”

jiajitazheimeduonian,diyiciwenwotengbuteng,jingranshizaiqinshouguanlewoduotaiyaozhihou,duomefengci。

wobuganxin,“weishenme......”

weishenme,yaohaisiwohewodehaizi,weishenmeyaohaiwoyanfushangxia......

woyutaziyoudingyouhunyue,ziqingdouchukaibianxinyueyuta。wokanzhetacongyigehuangzi,chengweitaizi,zaijieguoneichuanguoyuxi,chengleyiguozhijun。

woyanjiamanmen,zhongjuntiguo。ketaqueweileweihuhuangquanjiangtudaoduizhunwodejiaren。

didihanyuanruyu,zaiyuzhongbeizhemozhisiquehaibuwangxiexialiuqianzidezhiguocelun;fuqinzhansibianjiang,sishihaiwangzheguodoudefangxiang、guaniantaweichushengdewaisun......

xiaozhengtingfushouerli,chixiaoyisheng,“weishenme?zheishini,qianlianerde。”

我愕然。

莲儿......

yuanlaiershiniandexiangshoupeiban,bibuguoyichangchuxinjilvdeqipian。

zhenshikexiao,dangnianwochushengaogui,quechuchurangzheneidiaomandeceshi。jiulianwodiyiciliuchan,doumeiyoubazhengjubaizaitamianqian,jiupatafenxin。

rujin,tayiwei,shiwohailetadelianer。

xiaozhengting,wozhenshixialeyanhuiainizheimeduonian。

xiabeizi,woyiding,buyaojiajini。