第二章

dangran,zuoweiapiao,wobunengjiedianhua。

yushi,shoujizhendongleyihuier,ranhoujiutingle。

ranhou,tayouliangle,shiyitiaoduanxin——

“suqing,nizenmeganbujiewodedianhua!wobushigaosuguonibuyaojiwodadianhuama?youshenmeshima?”

我当然没有回复。

tayoudalaidianhua,danwomeiyoujieting。

ruguoninzaicichangshibodadianhua,shoujidianliangbuzu,huizhijieguanji。

wojihukeyixiangxiangtaxianzaikanqilaiyouduofennu。

zhishiwoyijingbuzaihule。

shiniandeyuanfen,shicongwohetazaishudiandewudingxiabiyu,xiangshiyixiao,naqitongyibenshu,yongshouzhifumokaishide。

dangwojuedinglikaideneiyike,yiqiejiujieshule。

我的心已经死了。

wosihoudisantian,jiejiezhaodaolewo。

kanzhetananyizhixindikanzhewoburenzhishideshenti,baozhewoku,woxinlihennanguo。

danapiaomeiyouyanlei,suoyiwokubuchulai。

wosihouyigeyue,luxindegongsijiumianlinzhejudadewenti。

yinweiwomeiyoujiaojiejiupingkongxiaoshile,henduoshiqingdouchabudaoxinxi,yelianxibushangren,suoyizhenggegongsiyipianhunluan。

luxinwushucijiwodadianhua,dantadeshoujishizhongchuyuguanjizhuangtai。

tashizairenwukeren,zuihoujiwojiejiedaledianhua。

“nidexiongdizainali?”luxinfennudeshengyinchuanlai。

“wogegesile。”meimeisuqingshuodao。

“rangtajiedianhuaba。”luxinmeihaoqidishuo:“xiaoshiyigeyuejiugoule,wodaixiaoyichuqujitaguoshengri,tahenshengqi,xianzaibunengdiuxiagongsibuguan!”

suqinglengxiao:“luxin,zheicaishinizhenzhengdemude,ruguobushigongsilifashengleshenmeshi,nigenbenjiubuhuixiangdaowogege。”

“你...”

“zhengyizheimehao,nizenmezheimehao?nibuxiangrangtabangnichuligongsideshiqingma?”suqingfengcidao,“niyoushijiuquzhaowoge,nixiangtanlianaijiuquzhaozhengyiba?wogezheishijiniandeqingchunzhenshiweigoule!””

“biefeihuale,rangwoganjinhuigongsi……”

luxinhuahaimeishuowan,suqingjiudaduanle。tahongzheyanjingshuodao:“wogesile,bunenghuigongsile。”

shuowan,tajiugualedianhua。

luxinyoudalaidianhua,suqingquemeiyoujieting。

tabashoujirenglexiaqu,ruodadebangongshilimeiyourenganhangsheng。

zuizhong,huziyouyouyuleyixia,zhanleqilaishuodao:“lujie,womenzaichulineipihuowudeshihou,relebushaomafan,wojiefukenengshiyudaoleshenmeshiqing,danwuletadeshijian。”

“zheixienian,jiefuyoufapiqile,woconglaimeiyoufangqiguogongsi,zheiyici……”huzikanleyiyanzhanzaiyipangdezhengyi,“zenmeyang,lujie,quzhaonidelujieba。”xiaojiuzi?”

zhengyikanlehuziyiyan:“nishenmeyisi?”

huziyeshengqile:“ninandaobumingbaiwodeyisima?gongsilidedashidoushiwojiefuchulide,nijuranganduiwoshuoshenmeshiba?jiuwenzheigegongsilisheiqizhong?”ni!”

“ni!”zhengyikule,“lujie……”

zuihou,luxinkaikoule,shuotahuiquzhaowo,ranghuzitamenzheijitianzhaokangongsi。。

kanzhehuziyouyubujuedebiaoqing,wobujinzhangzhangditanlekouqi。

wozhidaohuzishiguyide。

woheluxinyiqichuangbangongsishi,tashiyuanlao。keyishuo,shiwomensangerenbagongsicongyikaishijiutuanjieqilaile。

houlaiwoxiangluxinqiuhunle,zaitadebangzhuxia。

然后...

neitianwodeshoubeicheyadaolexiamian。shitaheluxinyiqisongwoquyiyuande。houlaitamenyedaizhexiongdiquduifuneixieqifuwoderen。

keyishuo,zicongluxinbazhengyidaihuilaizhihou,wodexinjiusile。wozhisuoyiliuzaigongsi,gengduodeshiyinweizheixiexiongdi。