dangran,zuoweiapiao,wobunengjiedianhua。
yushi,shoujizhendongleyihuier,ranhoujiutingle。
ranhou,tayouliangle,shiyitiaoduanxin——
“suqing,nizenmeganbujiewodedianhua!wobushigaosuguonibuyaojiwodadianhuama?youshenmeshima?”
我当然没有回复。
tayoudalaidianhua,danwomeiyoujieting。
ruguoninzaicichangshibodadianhua,shoujidianliangbuzu,huizhijieguanji。
wojihukeyixiangxiangtaxianzaikanqilaiyouduofennu。
zhishiwoyijingbuzaihule。
shiniandeyuanfen,shicongwohetazaishudiandewudingxiabiyu,xiangshiyixiao,naqitongyibenshu,yongshouzhifumokaishide。
dangwojuedinglikaideneiyike,yiqiejiujieshule。
我的心已经死了。
wosihoudisantian,jiejiezhaodaolewo。
kanzhetananyizhixindikanzhewoburenzhishideshenti,baozhewoku,woxinlihennanguo。
danapiaomeiyouyanlei,suoyiwokubuchulai。
wosihouyigeyue,luxindegongsijiumianlinzhejudadewenti。
yinweiwomeiyoujiaojiejiupingkongxiaoshile,henduoshiqingdouchabudaoxinxi,yelianxibushangren,suoyizhenggegongsiyipianhunluan。
luxinwushucijiwodadianhua,dantadeshoujishizhongchuyuguanjizhuangtai。
tashizairenwukeren,zuihoujiwojiejiedaledianhua。
“nidexiongdizainali?”luxinfennudeshengyinchuanlai。
“wogegesile。”meimeisuqingshuodao。
“rangtajiedianhuaba。”luxinmeihaoqidishuo:“xiaoshiyigeyuejiugoule,wodaixiaoyichuqujitaguoshengri,tahenshengqi,xianzaibunengdiuxiagongsibuguan!”
suqinglengxiao:“luxin,zheicaishinizhenzhengdemude,ruguobushigongsilifashengleshenmeshi,nigenbenjiubuhuixiangdaowogege。”
“你...”
“zhengyizheimehao,nizenmezheimehao?nibuxiangrangtabangnichuligongsideshiqingma?”suqingfengcidao,“niyoushijiuquzhaowoge,nixiangtanlianaijiuquzhaozhengyiba?wogezheishijiniandeqingchunzhenshiweigoule!””
“biefeihuale,rangwoganjinhuigongsi……”
luxinhuahaimeishuowan,suqingjiudaduanle。tahongzheyanjingshuodao:“wogesile,bunenghuigongsile。”
shuowan,tajiugualedianhua。
luxinyoudalaidianhua,suqingquemeiyoujieting。
tabashoujirenglexiaqu,ruodadebangongshilimeiyourenganhangsheng。
zuizhong,huziyouyouyuleyixia,zhanleqilaishuodao:“lujie,womenzaichulineipihuowudeshihou,relebushaomafan,wojiefukenengshiyudaoleshenmeshiqing,danwuletadeshijian。”
“zheixienian,jiefuyoufapiqile,woconglaimeiyoufangqiguogongsi,zheiyici……”huzikanleyiyanzhanzaiyipangdezhengyi,“zenmeyang,lujie,quzhaonidelujieba。”xiaojiuzi?”
zhengyikanlehuziyiyan:“nishenmeyisi?”
huziyeshengqile:“ninandaobumingbaiwodeyisima?gongsilidedashidoushiwojiefuchulide,nijuranganduiwoshuoshenmeshiba?jiuwenzheigegongsilisheiqizhong?”ni!”
“ni!”zhengyikule,“lujie……”
zuihou,luxinkaikoule,shuotahuiquzhaowo,ranghuzitamenzheijitianzhaokangongsi。。
kanzhehuziyouyubujuedebiaoqing,wobujinzhangzhangditanlekouqi。
wozhidaohuzishiguyide。
woheluxinyiqichuangbangongsishi,tashiyuanlao。keyishuo,shiwomensangerenbagongsicongyikaishijiutuanjieqilaile。
houlaiwoxiangluxinqiuhunle,zaitadebangzhuxia。
然后...
neitianwodeshoubeicheyadaolexiamian。shitaheluxinyiqisongwoquyiyuande。houlaitamenyedaizhexiongdiquduifuneixieqifuwoderen。
keyishuo,zicongluxinbazhengyidaihuilaizhihou,wodexinjiusile。wozhisuoyiliuzaigongsi,gengduodeshiyinweizheixiexiongdi。