第6章
xiaqingcongmengzhongjingxing，renbuzhuhanchulesheng。
她不要这种人生！
buyaohuodezheimelangbei，zheimewonang！
yishuangwennuandeshoumoquletatoushangdehan，ciaideshengyinlimanshixinteng，“aiyou，naidebaoera，haishibeihezhele，kankanzheitoushangdehanyou.......xiaoxia！youbin！kuaiguolai，naonaohaoxiangfashaole！”
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“shiyoudianertang，yaobu，quweishengsuokankan？”xufengxiahuangdebuzhidaogaigansha。
xiayoubinwanyaotishangxie，nachuledangjiananrendepoli，“weishengsuoxiabanle，zanzhijiequhushujia，woqutuiche，nigenmazhaogeyifujiwaguoyixia！”
yeyijingshenle，yuebumingxingbuliang，luhaibupingtan。
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xiaqingmimihuhushuizhele，yinyuetingjiandafuzaimaxufengxiahexiayoubin，caisanshiqiduliu，zhibuguoshijishifare，rourouduzishaochidianjiuhaole，feiyaodabanyezamendahandajiao，zhenshihunao。
xufengxiahexiayoubinbeimadebuganjieshi，zijiawayixiangtiaoshi，haoburongyiduochidian，sheinengshedelanzhe？
只能一个劲儿道歉。
xiaqingqingbuzijinchunjiaoshangqiao，youzheiyangdebama，qishiyetinghao。
zhibuguoyuanzhujiyizhongcengjingyouyimu，shizhouyinanbeiyafuxingchangzhixingsixingdetupian，dengzaibaozhishang，biaotihaoxiangshi“baiyizhapianfanbeizhixingqiangjue！”
neixiaozixianzailianfandouchibubao，doubiliandouganjing，jialihaizheimezaogao，zenmejiunengzaiershinianhouzhapianjibaiyini？
xiaqingxiangbuchulai，yebuzhidaoweilaidezhapianfan，xianzaidexiaokelianzhouyinan，cikezhengzaimianlinyigezhongyaojueze。
tadingzhechuangshanghunshuidezhoudashan，meitoujinzhou，youyuzheyaobuyaochenxianzaibaqiancongtashenshangtouzou。
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yixianghesanjiudeta，jintiankuochuodemailedaqu。
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liangpingjiu，sikuailiu，zaitiansimaoqianjiugoujiaotakaixuedexuefeile。
zhouyinanbuyuanyixiangqitama，queyizhiwangbudiaotazonggentashuodeneijuhua，“renyidingyaodushu，zhiyoudushucaihuiyouchulu！”
tamajiushikaoshangdaxuehoulihunzoude，zhouyinanjuededushuduoleyebuyidinghao。
keyoujuedebudushubiandegenzhoudashanneiyanggengzaogao，suoyinapajialiqiongchengzheiyang，tayehuixiangjinbanfashangxue。
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napabeifaxian，lebuqijiushibeidadepikairouzhan，kezhiyaobusi，tajiunengxiangbanfarangqianshengqian。
wulunruhe，tadouyaoshangxue，douyaolikai，douyaohuodexianggeren！
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maizikuainenggele，deduoliuxinqiaozhe，bunengtaiqing，yebunengdengquanhuang，burandafengyichui，mailijiudiaodilile。
hongshuyangtengzhangdedoukuaimanpulonggoule，deganjinfanyangdajian；huangdoudilidechongyoudianduo，dequzhuoyizhuo；gaoliangdilidecaozhanglebushao，yegaichuchule......
shaodaishouzaigedianzhucao，jiandianerchaihuo，tiaoshuijiaojiaoditouzhongdenanguaqiezishenmede，yishangwujiumangguoqule。
dilidehuoerjiushizheiyang，chuledadongtianshangdong，qitashihouzongshiganbuwan。
xiajiadedibuduo，zhiyouliumusanfen，lianzaiyiqidesanmubafenzhongdedoushimaizi，shengxialiangkuaifensankaidedilizhongdehongshu。
shenmegaoliangguzihuangdouneixiexuyaorenfeishifeilidalide，doumeizhong，jialiyougongjiarenyougongzi，buyonggenbiejiayiyangguangzhiwangdilideshoucheng。
danneidoushiyiqianle，xianainaizhuomozhedengshoulemaizi，yegaigenbierenjiayiyangduokaijimuhuangdi，zaiyangjitouzhu，buranzheidadaxiaoxiaoyijiazi，zuochishankongkezenmexing。
zuohaolezaofan，xianainaimanghanxiayoubinqichuang，zuotiantaqudilikanguomaizi，chabuduonenggele，deganjinzhunbeihaogongju。
laotouzibuzaile，jinnianpashimeineimeduorenguolaibangmang，zijiadetiqianzuozuzhunbei，biebayiniandeshouchengdangele。
chilefan，xiayoubinzuiyimojiukaishimoliandao，shoushibanche，faxianshengzibutaigou，cheguluyederundianyou，niutoujiuchumenqutadajiejia。
xufengxiahexiaqingshuidaorishangsangancaiqichuang，xianainaiyijingquhouyuancaidilimangleyitong，tileyilanzicaihuilai。
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“guaibaoer，shuixingle，nainaijinixigefanqiechi，haobuhao？”
xiaqingkandaoxianainaishoulihongtongtongdefanqie，shijingdiantou。
xufengxiaduanzhefancongchufangzoulechulai，jianzhuangmangdao：“ma，fandourehaole，rangnaonaoxianchifanba。”
“neixing，xianchifan，chilefanzaichifanqie，woduoqiejigefanqie，banshangtang，nigennaonaodouchi。”xianainaixiaozhejinlechufang。
xiaqingliuyidaoxianainaishuozheihuadeshihoutebieziran，xufengxiayemeijuedeyoushabudui，hairangxianainaiduofangdiantang。
kanlaizheiliangrenxiangchudehenrongqia，jialidezhuyaomaodunhaishifuqimaodun。
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juedezijixianzaizheixiaoriziguode，yehaibucuo。
kechilefan，kandaoxianainaimangmangliuliu，xufengxiahaigentayiqikoutaiyanghuazhongziwan，xiaqingrenbuzhule。
“ma，nizenmebubangwonainaiganhuo？”