yiriqingchen,tianmengmengliang。
shenxinmimihuhuzhengkaiyan,jiukandaozhengfangshihedeshenji。
kanzhegaodadichendeshenying,shenxinzhanglezhangzuibuzhidaogaishuoshenme。tabingbushiyuanzhu,meiyouqinrendeta,congxiaojiubudongshenmeqinqing,yebuzhigaizenmexiangchu。
ziyoucongjishiqijiugenzaiyanjiuyuan,genzheshifuxuexi,houlaitianfuguogao,beishifudiudaojunyingxunlian。
zheixienianlaitaxiangshishifudeyanjiuqi,zhiyaotajuedeyouyongde,meiyiyangdourangtaxue,jiashangtatianfugao,meixueyiyangdoushibierennanyikanghengdecunzai。
zheixienianzhengdexingbichulerichangkaixiaowai,doushitaneiweijianhurenshifude。
fanghaoshihedeshenji,gangzhuanshenliangrensimuxiangdui。
mianduicongxiaochongaidemeimei,shenjijiwunaiyouxintengdao:“yihoubuyaozaizuochunshile,yaobushizheiciwofaxianbuduijing,nipashi……”
shenxinmeiyoufanbo,tacongjinruzheifushentihou,yejuedeyuanzhudexingweigouchunde。yaoshihuanzuotadehua,tiedingdezoujixia,banaodaidehuhunongdiao。
jiantahaiyizhidengzhehuiying,shenxinruoruodao:“erge,fangxinwobuhuizaifanchunle。”
tingdaozheiyangdehuida,shenjimanyile:“nishiwomenjiazuicongmingde,fanyicichunjiugoule。mashouleniyiye,woxianrangtahuiquxiuxile。xianchidedongxi,jinidaileshourouzhou。”
shuozhejiunaqipen,ranhouchuqujieshuiqule。
bingchuangshangdeshenxinsonglekouqi,haihaogangcaimeiyoubeifaxianbuduijing。
tazaixianglaidaozheizhongwuzikuifadeniandai,yizijiyiqianshiliangpashinanyi………
youturanxiangqishenme,tajidezaiyuanlaidexingji,quyanjiuyuanzhaotaneiweishifushi,yiwaihuodedechongmanwuzi,haiyougezhongwuqiyijiyaoheyiliaoqixiedekongjian,buzhidaoyoumeiyoudaiguolai。
dangshitameiyoucaicuodehua,shifuzhidaoyupeikongjiandiushihou,paijiqirenanxiaxunzhao。bijingneidongxitaibaoguile,tebieshilimiandeneixiedongxi,tazhidaoshifubugandalixunzhao。
xiangdaozhetachangshileyixia,henkuaijiujinrulekongjiannei。
kanzhegezhonggeyangdewuzi,xinliqiexi,xinghaokongjiandailaile。zheiyangjibianzaiyewai,yebuyongbeiesi。genghekuangxianzaijushidongdang,yebuyongdanxinweixian。
danshiyixianzaizheifushenqu,haidabudaotaxiangyaodegaodu。
lijiyidunfanzhao,henkuaizhaodaonengtishengshentisuzhideyaoji,haobuyouyudejizijilaileyizhen。
nonghaozheigetingdaojiaobusheng,tabuganduodai,lianmangchulekongjian。
meiguojimiaozhong,fangmenbeidakai,shenjideyuqiwenhelexie:“xianxishuba!nonghaolezaichi。”
shenxinqingshengdao:“hao,xiexieerge。”
daidaoshenjibadongxinaguolai,shenxinhuanhuanqishenxishu。
diaolezhenshuishenxinmeiyouneibanxuruole,zhishilingwaiyizhigewandeshoumeiyousihaodeliqi。
kandaotazheigeyangzi,shenjiyouxieburenxin,zhihaobangtanazhexishudegangzi。
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cishizaijunqudayuanchu,lujiayangloudatingchu。
gangdezhizijiaerzichuquzhixingrenwudelumu,meitoujinsuo,yuanbenshuohaodejintianrangerzihuilai,qushenjiatuiqin,jieguo………
lufubenlaishiyaoqushangbande,yinweierzizheishiqinglejia,xianzaiquyebushibuquyebushi。
lunainaikanzheyanxiazheizhongqingkuang,haishirenbuzhukaikou:“wojuedeshenxinneiyatoutingbucuode,yebuzhidaonimenzenmexiangde,feiyaotuiqin?”
zheiqinshishilulaoyeziheshenjiadingxiade,shiguolelide,xianzaituranshuoyaoqutuiqin,tayeshuoyouxieyihuode。
bijinglianggehaizidoutakanzhezhangdade,suiranbuqingchutamenshifoubicidouyouneifangmiandexiangfa,kehaodaihaishishizhigenzhidide。
takanxianglumu,yuqiyansudao:“zheiqinshinimenyaoshibujigehelideshuofa,woshibutongyiqutuiqinde。”
lumuwunaidao:“woyezhidaoshenjianeiyatoubucuo,keshizijiaerziduitameiyouxiangfa。jiashang……jiashangshenjianeiyatou,bushichuduixiangle。tabuhaoyisikaikou,zanmenyebunenglanzherenjiabufang。”
tingdaozheihua,qifenyixiazininggu。
lulaoyezijuedeyouxieqiguai,tacongshenlaoyezineizhidaoshenxinchuquliuxueshi,youhenduozhuiqiuzhede,keneiyatouyagenmeikaiqiao。
huilaihou,yemeiyouqujiechushenmepengyoude,bijingtadeqingkuangteshu,zheigejieguyanshangsheidoubugancoushanglai。
“nishicongnalitinglaide?”
lumuyouyuleyixia:“shiwokandaode,taheneixiaoziyoushuoyouxiaode。”youturanxiangdaoshenme,“qishizheishihetawandehaodelinxu,gaosushenxinneiyatouchuduixiangle,buhaoyisigenwomenkaikou,xiwangwomennengxianqushangliangtuiqin。”
zuozaiyipangbucengkaikoudelubeiye,tingdaozheihua,juedenalibuduijing:“ma,neiniwenguoshenyilema?”
lumuyaoleyaotou:“meiyou,buguozheituiqindeshiqing,nidiqianmiangenwotiguoyizui。tashuoduishenjiayatoumeiyouneifangmianxiangfa,rangwomenzhaogeshijianbaqintuile,miandedanwulerenjiaguinv。”
ludasaotingdaozheili,dagaiyemingbaile,zheicaikaikou:“jiranshiqingshizheiyang,womenhaishizunzhongxiaoshuzidexuanze。zheiqinshidoushizhangbeidingxiade,neijiuyouzhangbeiqutuiba。”
lulaoyezihaixiangshuodianshenme,lunainailanzaiqiantoushuole:“jiranhaizimenwuyuan,neiyebubiqiangqiu。wandianshenjianeixiaozixiabanle,womenguoquyitang,badingqinlizhunbeihao。”
陆母点了点头。
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chiwanzaocanhou,shenjikanzhechuangshanghuifuqisedeshenxin,dichenshengyinxunwen:“jiexialainidasuanzuoshenme?suirannigangcongwaimianliuxuehuilai,kenidexingzhibingbuyanzhong,zhaoyifengongzuoshikeyide。”
shenxinyebuzhidaogaizuoshenme,bijingzijicailaiyagenbushuxinengzuoshenme?suiranyiqianshangkeshi,yeshangguolishixingdekecheng,quebuzhidaoyiqiandenenglihebuheshi。
jiantayanshenkongdong,shenjiwunaidao:“nichuguoliuxuexuedexiyi,rangmabangnijinyiyuanyinggaibuchengwenti。”
tingdaotamendezheifanhua,shenxincaixiangqilaizheishi,yuanzhuchuguoliuxuejiushixuedeyishu。keduixianzaidetalaishuo,biqizuogezhengjiuxingmingdeyisheng,tagengxihuanzhanchangshangdesisha,zhiyouneiyangcaikeyixuanxietadeliqi。
xiangdaozheixieshenxinyaoleyaotou:“jiubumafanmale,zheicirangtagoudanyoule。”
shenjitucao:“nihaizhidao,jiubugaifanchun。”
anzhaowangchangshenxinkendingzourenle,bijingxianzaiyongrenjiadequti,tabuhaomaorandongshou,zhinengjixiediantouhuiying。
shenjixianglexiang:“buquyiyuan,neinidasuanqunali?”
shenxinmeiyouyouyu:“woxiangjinrubudui。”
shenjilengzhule,“nishuoshenme?”sihuxiangdaoshenme,youjiezhedao:“nigaibuhuihaibusixin,weilelubeichenneixiaozicanjunba?”
shenxinfue,zheigentayaozhananweihunfuyoumaoguanxi!tazhishixiangdanchunqubuduiwanming。(qushadirenxuanxiekoueryi)
“neinixiangduole,zheigenlubeichenmeiguanxi,shiwozijixiangqu。nifangxinwobuhuiqutazaidebudui,nijiwoyigecankaodebudui。”
shenjiyouxiechayi,pingrilishuohuawenroudemeimei,zenmejinrituranyoulehuoqi。
buguohaishihuiyingdao:“woshiyanjiuyuande,bushibudui,meifajinicankao。nikeyiwenba,huozheyeye,rangtamenjinianpai,buguowoganjuetamenbuhuitongyide。”
shenxinyejuedezheishibuhaonong,bijingtamenkeshiyigebiyigechongyuanzhu。
dangchuzhanluanshi,tamenjiusongyuanlaizhuquliuxue,zheibianjushidongdangyoulianmangqujiehuilai。
qubuduichiku,zenmekenengshede,dantashita,meirennengzulantazuojueding。
“wohuiqushuofutamende,buguoergedebangwo。”yanbabakanxiangshenji,touluchuweiruoqiqiu。
zaidirenmianqianshiruo,shitazaixingjixueduijineng。
zuishoubulemeimeirucideshenji,zhinengxinruandaying:“xing,wokeyidaying,buguocanjunzhinengshijunyi。”
tajuedejunyizhishaobijiaoanquanyixie,youjiezhedao:“qiantishinidejianchidezhuxunliandeneiduanshijian,zuihoubeituihuijiubuxuqule。”
duiyuzaizhanchangshangsishaduoniandeshenxinlaishuo,ququxunlianbuzaihuaxia。zhishizuojunyitayouxiebuganxin,haixiangyaozaizhengquyixia。
haimeilaidejikaikou,hushikaimenjinlaihuanzhenshui。