biaomeizuoleyigezhaopinmianshidexingyunmeijia。
queshengchengganranlehpv。
她的工作丢了。
表妹指着我尖叫：
“doushijiejiehaide！neijiameijiadianshitajieshaode！”
yimayinhendemuguangsaoxiangwo，yanzhongchongmanyuandu。
houlai，yimazaiwangshangguawo，shuowoguyihaitanver。
nanyoumeile，gongzuohuangle。
我被网暴到抑郁。
zuihouzaiyigeleiyuye，cong25loutiaolexiaqu。
zaizhengyan，wozhengzuozaibangongshili，biaomeiduanzhenaichatuimenjinlai。
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“jie，zheijianaichawoqingni！”
wotaitou，kanjianbiaomeifangxiaoxiaoyangzheyizhangbaijingdeyuanlian。
tabanaichafangzaiwozhuoqian，muguangluozaiwoxinzuodemeijiashang。
woqianliangtianzuolejinnianzuihuodejiguangmaoyanjiao，jiazhi498，zaidengguangxiayiyishenghui。
“jie，nidemeijiahaopiaolianga。”fangxiaoxiaoyanlishanzheguang。
wodandanyixiao：“zheishivipzhuanshukuan，putonghuiyuandouyuebudao。”
tabusixindishuo：“jie，ninengbunengjieshaoworenshineigemeijiashi？woxiazhouyaoqumianshixingyaojituan，xiangzuogexingyunkuandezhandianxiqi。”
wofangxiashouzhongdenaicha：“xiaoxiao，zheishihaishigennimashangliangba。shangcinirantoufadeshiwokechigoujiaoxunle。”
fangxiaoxiaolianshangshanguoyisiganga。
yigeyueqian，takanwozuoleyinghuafentiaoran，feiyaogenzheyiqizuo。woxinruandayingle，haijitafuleqian。
meixiangdaodiertian，yimajiuchongjingongsizhaowo：
“chenqian，nizijibuxuehaoyejiusuanle，biedaihuaiwonver！”
woshigongsidejinpaixiaoshou，quezaizhongmukuikuizhixiabeitamadetaibuqitou。yiquntongshizhanzaibangongshimenkou，yongyiyangdeyanguangkanzhewo。yimasiwujidandiwuruwo、jiantawodezunyan，erwoquezhinengqiangrenzhequrubufayiyan。
yimazoushihairangwopeichangfangxiaoxiaozhongxinranheidefeiyong。
tazouhou，tongshimendexianyansuiyujiezhongerlai：
“yuanlaitazaiwaimianzheimehuiwan。”
“kanzhetingzhengjingde，meixiangdaosidixia......”
neixieqieqiesiyuxiangdaoziyiyangciruwodexinzang。woyongyuanjideneitianwuxiushijian，chashuijianliderenzaiwojinqushiturananjing，ranhouyongyiweishenzhangdeyanshendaliangwo。shenzhilianyixianggenwoguanxibucuodexiaowang，doukaishiduozhewo。
kexiaodeshi，wodangshihaizaixiangshibushiyaoquxiangyimadaoqian，qiutabiezailaigongsinaoshi。jiuyinweitashizhangbei，jiuyinweifangxiaoxiaoshiwobiaomei，wojiudeyicicirenqitunsheng。
wozuanjinlequantou，zhijiashenshenxianruzhangxin。neizhongbeiqinrenqiling、beitongshigulidetongku，wozheibeizidoubuhuiwangji。
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diertianzaohui，wozhengzaizuoyueduxiaoshoubaogao。
fangxiaoxiaoturantuimenerru：“jie，dengxiayiqichiwufana！”
bumenjinglizhoumeikanletayiyan，woganjindayuanchang：“hao，nixianqumang。”
kanzhetabengbengtiaotiaolikaidebeiying，wozuijiaogouqiyimolengxiao。
shangyishitajiushizheiyang，zhangzhewomenshibiaojiemeideguanxi，jingchanglaiwomenbumenhuangyou。
sheinengxiangdao，zuihoutahuihewonanpengyougaodaoyiqi。
“qianqian，zheigeyuedeyejihenbucuo。”jinglikuazandao。
wolimaodixiaoxiao，jixuhuibaogongzuo。
woshigongsidejinpaixiaoshou，shouliwozhejigedakehu。
zheixieziyuan，youyibufenshiwoheqiannanyouzhoufengyiqikaifade。tazaixingyaojituanzuoxiaoshouzongjian，womenjingchanghuijiaohuanyixiekehuziyuan，hezuogongying。
shangyishitahefangxiaoxiaogoudachengjianhou，bujinbeipanlewo，haibaneixiekehudoudaiqulexingyaojituan。
sanhuihou，woshoudaozhoufengdeweixin：
【jinwanyoukongma？dainijiangedakehu。】
peitushiyizhanggaodangriliaodiandezhaopian。
he，jiushizaizheijiadian，shangyishiwozhuangjiantahefangxiaoxiao。dangshitamenyishanbuzheng，fangxiaoxiaodemeijiahaicengdiaoleliangpian。zhishiwodangshixialeyan，tamendouzheimesiwujidanlewohaimeijuedeyoushenmeyichang。
wonaqishoujihuifu：【haoa，zhenghaowoyeyougejingxiyaojini。】
zhoufengmiaohui：【baobeizuibangle！】
我嗤笑一声。
zheishifangxiaoxiaoyouhuanglejinlai：“jie，nihezhoufenggeyuehuia？”
“嗯，怎么了？”
tazaiwoduimianzuoxia，guzuosuiyidishuo：“meishenme，jiushijuedenimenhaojiumeiyuehuile。zhoufenggezuijinshibushihenmang？wotingshuotazongzaiwaimianyingchou......”
“nixiaoxidaoshilingtong。”wolengxiaoyisheng，“shenmeshihouduiwoweihunfudexingchengzheimeguanxinle？”
talengleyixia，suijisajiaodao：“wozheibushidanxinnima。tingshuotajingchangqingneixienvkehuchifan，haizhuanmendairenjiaqukanfang。jie，nidoubuchicudema？”
“chicu？”wowanghoukaozaiyibeishang，“woyaoshixiangmouxierenyiyangzhengtiandingzhebierendenanpengyou，qibushihendiaojia？”
fangxiaoxiaodexiaorongjiangleyixia，danhenkuaiyouhuanshangyifutianzhendebiaoqing：“jie，wobushineigeyisi。zhishiniduigongzuotairenzhenle，yemeishenmeshijianguanta。zhoufenggezhangdeshuaiyouyoucaihua，neixienvrenkendingpuzhetade。”
“duile，”wodaduanta，“nibushiyaoquxingyaojituanmianshi？shenmegangwei？”
“renliziyuan。”tadizhetoushuo，shouzhihaizaibuandibainongzhequnjiao。
“neizhenghao，zhoufengrenshitamenhrzongjian，yaobuyaobangniwenwen？”
fangxiaoxiaoyanjingyiliang，gangcaidexinxuyisaoerkong：“zhendema？jie，nizuihaole！”
woxiaozheshuo：“dangran，womenkeshijiemeia。”
kanzhetahuantianxididipaochubangongshi，wodakailejiankongruanjian。shangcijizhoufengdexinshouji，yijingbeiwozhuangshanglejiantingchengxu。woyaokankanzheiduijianfu***，hainengzhuangdaojishi。
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wanshangqidian，wozhunshidaodayongheriliaodian。
zhoufengyijingzaibaojiandengzhe，kandaowolianmangqishen：“baobei，zheibian！”tajintianteyipenlexiangshui，xizhuangyeshixinmaide，xiangzhihuazhizhaozhandekongque。
wozhuyidaotazhengzaiditoufaxiaoxi，shoujipingmudeguangyingzaitaguzuoyinqindexiaolianshang。
shafashangyijingzuozheliangweikehu：jiangchengdichandezhangzonghetadezhuli。
“chenzongjian，”zhangzongxiaozheshuo，“jintianzheigexiangmukequankaonile。”
wozhengyaohuida，fangxiaoxiaodexinxijiufaleguolai：【jie，nizaiyongheriliaodianma？woganghaozaifujin！】
“yaobuyaojiaoxiaoxiaoyelai？”zhoufengyeturankaikou，yuqilishizangbuzhudeqidai，“zhenghaorangtarenshixiazhangzong，duitagongzuoyeyoubangzhu。”
“zhouzongjianduixiaoguzidaoshihenguanxin。”wodandandishuo。
“aiyou，”zhangzongtingchulaishenmeyisile，xiaozheyongkuaizidianledianzhoufeng，“guanxinzeluana。wokanzhouzongjianbichenzongjianzheigedangjiejiedehaishangxin。”
zhoufengdelianshunjianzhangdetonghong，lianmangjizijidaojiuyajing。
wohuifufangxiaoxiao：【neilaiba，zhenghaorenshixiakehu。】
kanzhezhoufengfangzaizhuoshangdeshoujipingmuzaiciliangqi，wozaixinlifanlegebaiyan。zheizhongmoqizhenshirangrenzuoou。
shifenzhonghou，baojiandemenbeituikai。fangxiaoxiaocaizheshilimidegaogenxieniuyaozoujinlai，nongyandezhuangrongzaidengguangxiaxiandeyouxieyaoye。tateyihuanleyitiaoheisedixionglianyiqun，qunbairuoyinruoxian。zheishendabanyushangwufanjugegeburu，daoxiangshiyaoquyediankuanghuan。
zhangzongweiweitiaomei，danshenmeyemeishuo。
“jie，haoqiaoa！”fangxiaoxiaotiannidefaqiangdeshengyinrangwoqileyishenjipigeda，“woganghaoluguo...yi，zhoufenggeyezaia？”
taguzuojingyadeyangzirangwojihuyaoxiaochusheng。mingmingshizijiyaoqiuyaolai，xianzaidaozhuangqileyangzi。
gongchoujiaocuojian，fangxiaoxiaozongshijiezhejiacaidejihui，jiangshenziwangzhoufengneibianqingxie。tashibushiliaoyixiatoufa，luchuxiuzhangdebojing。erzhoufengsuiranqiangzhuangzhending，yanshenquebushoukongzhidiwangtashenshangpiao。
“xiaoxiao，”wojitadaojiu，“xingyaojituandemianshizhunbeihaolema？”
“ng...”tayaozhezuichundiandiantou，shouzhibutingdijiaozhecanjin。huran，tataiqitou，yongneizhongchuchukeliandeyanshenkanzhezhoufeng，“zhoufengge，nimengongsiyoumeiyoushenmejianyia？”
zhoufengdehoujiedongledong，zhengyaokaikou，quebeizhangzongdewenhuadaduan。fangxiaoxiaobumandijueqizui，zuozuodexianggemeidedaotangguodexiaonvhai。
tajizijidaolebeihongjiu，jubeishiguyirangqunzihualuoleyidian。“jie，nishuowogaizenmedabanquxingyaojituanmianshi？wozheishenyifuheshima？shibushitaichengshule？”
“xingyaojituan？”zhangzongchahua，“tingshuotamenrenliziyuanbuzuijinzaizhaoren。”
fangxiaoxiaoyanjingyiliang：“shide，woxiazhoujiuqumianshi。”shuozheyoujizijidaolebeijiu。
zhoufengturankaikou：“xiaoxiaobiehetaiduo，mianshiqianyaodiaozhenghaozhuangtai。”shengyinlideguanqierangzaizuoderendoulengleyixia。
wozhuyidaofangxiaoxiaoyandishanguoyisideyi。tajiushixiangrangzhoufengbiaoxianchuzheizhongguanxin，haorangsuoyourendoukanchuxieshenme。tayouguzuotianzhendishuo：“zhoufenggeshuodedui，wozuijindouzaizhunbeimianshi，youdianjinzhangni。”
zhangzongyiweishenzhangdikanlezhoufengyiyan，ditouhecha。
chidaoyiban，fangxiaoxiaodeshoujidiaozaidishang。tawanyaoqujian，bujingyipengdaolezhuoshangdejiubei。anhongdeyetishunjianjinshiletadequnbai。
“a，wodequnzi。”tahuangmangzhanqilai，shoumangjiaoluandicashi，“buhaoyisi，wodequxishoujianchuliyixia。”
tabulvcongcongdilikai，zhoufengdemuguangbuzijuedizhuisuizheta。tafangzaizhuoshangdeshoujiliangleyixia，tapieleyiyan，suijizhanqishen：“woyequtangxishoujian。”
zhangzonghezhuliduishiyiyan，momoditouchicai。
wodakaishoujishangdejiantingruanjian。xianzaitamenshuodemeiyijuhua，zuodemeiyijianshi，douhuichengweitamenchuguidezhengju。
ershifenzhonghou，baojiandemenbeituikai。fangxiaoxiaozoujinlai，lianseweihong，haizaizhenglizhequnbai。zhoufenggenzaihoumian，chenshanzhoubabade，lingdaiyewaizaiyibian。
“baoqian，”zhoufengyibianchezhelingdaiyibianshuo，“lushangpengdaogeshuren。”
zhangzongkankanbiao，sixiaofeixiao：“liaodetingjiua。”
fangxiaoxiaodizhetou，duanqijiubeimengguanleyikou，shouzhihaizaiweiweifadou。
“ganghaoliaodaogongzuodeshi。”zhoufengguzuozhendingdishuo。
“zhouzongjianzheilingdai，”woxiaolexiao，“xidebutaizhengqia。”
zhoufengdeshoujiangzailingdaishang，fangxiaoxiaodeliangenghongle。
zhangzongqingkeyisheng，jieguqujiedianhua。
“xiaoxiao，”woduanxiangzhetadeshou，“nizheigemeijiazhenpiaoliang。”
taxiayishibashousuodaozhuoxia：“xie...xiexiejie。”
呵呵。
zheidunfanchiwan，woyijingluxialezugoudezhengju。baokuotamenzaixishoujiandejingcaiduihua。
fanjujieshuhou，woduzizouzaiyeseli。
naohaizhongbuduanhuifangzhoufengneifujiaxingxingdezuilian。shangyishi，tajiushizheiyangyidiandianbeipanwo。biaomianshenqing，beidilihefangxiaoxiaobuzhidaotouqingduojiule。
neishidewoxianggeshaziyiyang，haichenjinzaijijiangjiehundexiyueli。shubuzhizaiwozijitiaoxuanhunshashi，tazaihefangxiaoxiaokaifang。tamenzaichuangshangxiaohuawobaoshou，shuowohuogaibeidailvmao。
wozuanjinshouzhi，zhijiashenshenqiajinzhangxin。
tong，jiuduile。zheizhongtongnengrangwojizhuchouhen。