第三章
wanfandeshihou，babahegegedouhuilaile。
babamianqianfangzheyipanqingcaichaorou，mamamianqianfangzheyipanshaoqiezi，gegemianqianfangzheyipankelejichi。
wojiuzhejigenqingcaichenmodibazhewanlidefan，yibianbafanyibiantoukangegemianqianneipankelejichi。
nongchoudejiangzhijunyundibaoguozaijichishang，yaoyikouhuiyouxiannendeziweizaikouqiangzhankai，tianlidaizheweiweidexian。
但我不敢夹。
yinweiwomashuo，“meiyoupojiahuixihuanchannvren，zuoweinvrenyinggaibahaodongxiyouxianrangjilaogong、haizihegongpo。”
“bieyikanjianhaochidejiugenesiguitoutaiside，geyiqianzheiyangdexifudoushiyaoaizoude。”
suoyizheipankelejichisuiranwozuode，danwoyidanchilejiuhuibeidashangchandemaming。
kewoyoushizaixiangchi，jiuhuizhuangzuobujingyizaitaliansehaodeshihou，jianeimeyiliangge。
这次就被抓包了。
womabakuaizizhongzhongdishuaizaizhuozishang。
“nikankan，nikankan，jingtiaohaochidechi！sheijiaguinvxiangnizheiyang？ganhuobuyuanyigan，yikanjianhaochidejiukejingchi？”
“zheijiushizaijiali，buransheirenzheni？woduinigouhaoleba？shuoniliangjukanwojiugenkanchourenside！”
babaxiangmeitingjianyiyangheleyikoubaijiu，gegehaobuzaiyidichilezuihouyigejichi，dalegemanzudebaoge。
zhiyouwojiongpodidizhetoukanzhewanlidezuizheng，chiyebushibuchiyebushi。
xinghaogegechiwancacazui，jiwojielewei，“ma，jiwonaliangqiankuaiqian，xuexiaoyaojiaoziliaofei。”
woyexiangqizheiyicha，jimangfangxiakuaizi，xiaoshengkaikou，“womenyeyaojiao，dangaoyimeiyouneimeduo，zhiyaoyibaiba。”
mamadenglewoyiyan，ranhoutaochuqianbaokaishishuqian。
taxianjiangshuhaodeliangqianwubaikuaifangdaogegemianqian，lundaowodeshihouzetingdunlehenjiu，caijiangyoulingyouzhengdepiaozishuaidaowomianqian。
“nijiushiminghao，tuoshengdaowoduzili，wohaiyuanyigongnidushu，ruguoyaoshiguannipopoyaonikantajibujini？”
“zaowanbierenjiaderen，gongnichigongnichuan，haigenwoshengqi。”
woyanlizhiyouqian，zuoertingyouermao，xiaoxindibaqianshouhao。
yinweiruguodiule，tabuhuizaijiwodierci。
quanbushoushihaoyijingshidianbanle，wotangzaichuangshangkanzhejiaojiedeyueguangfadai。
pibeixiangshichaoshuiyanmeilewo，hunshenshangxiananadouteng，woquezenmeyeshuibuzhe。
naodailidoushizijideqianbansheng。
wobuzhidaozheiyangderenshengyoushenmeyiyi。
zaijializhanzhanjingjingdihuozhe，dengdaolenianjichujia，zaidaolingyigejiatingjixudangniuzuoma，jixuguochiyikoukelejichidouyaokanbierenliansedeshenghuo。
nandaorenshengdeyiyijiushishengyigehaizi，zuoyigehaoerxi，zhidaoaogouershinianaochengyigepopoma？
keshilianchiyikoujichidouyaokanbierenliansedeshenghuozhendeyouyiyima？
zheimetongku，woweishenmeyaohuozhe？
我搞不清楚。
ruguohuozhejiushishouku，neihaiburuxianzaisilehao。
sizheigeniantouyichuxian，jiuxiangliangshideshuicaoyiyangjinjinchanzhulewo。
wozuoqilaijiezheyueguangyidianyidianshuzheshoulideyibaibashikuaiqian，zheixieqianyinggainengmaidaoyipinganmianyao。
足够我体面地死去。
zuohaojuedinghou，woxinliyisong，diyicishuideshifenanwen。
yizhiyudiertianmeinengzhunshiqilaizuofan。
kebeiwomacongchuangshangzhuaixialaideshihou，woxinlishipingjingde。
tamawodeshihou，woyiranmeiyoufanying，wozhenggerendoufangfoxianruyizhonganningdefenweidangzhong。
chiwanfanwomeiyouxiwan，zaitademashengzhongzhibenleyaodian。
我就要解脱了。