qisuineinian,wozaishiyancanglizhengkaiyan。
mamawozhewodeshou,shouzaiwoshenbianqitianqiye,yanjingdoukuchulexue。
tashuowoshitayongminghuanhuilaide。
shibasuineinian,wobingzhongwochuang。
babatoutouqianxiatongyizhiliaoxieyi,bawotuijinleneijianbaiguangciyandeshiyanshi。
neiyiye,tadetoufaquanbaile。
woyizhiyiwei,zijishitamendequanbu。
zhidaoershiwusuineinian,wowuyizhongzaiyanjiuyuandexitongli,kandaolingyigenvhaidebianhao——
yuwoyimoyiyangdejiyinxulie。
她的档案上写着:
“gongtiwanhao,peixingwanquan,mubiaojiatingmanyi。”
woquzhaofumu,tamenguizaidengguanxia,shuangshouheshi,leiliumanmian。
mamahanzheneigenvhaidemingzi,shuotazhongyujiankangle。
那一刻,我才明白,
yuanlaiwozhishibeizaochulaidetidaipin……
——————
babahemamabaozheneigenvhaideshihou,dengguangzhenghaodazaitadelianshang——
和我一模一样。
mamadelianshang,gengshiwocongweijianguodewenrou。
taqingqingdiwenzhenvhaidelian,shuo:
“fuzhitiyijingzhunbeihaole。”
“womensuishikeyiyongtadeqiguan,laitihuannidequanbuqiguan。”
“suoyiranran,niyidingyaohaohaohuoxiaqu。”
shengyinzhandou,fangfoshizuiqianchengdeqidao。
touguoboli,wokanjianchuangshangdenvhai。
takanqilaibiwohaixiao,pifucangbai,huxihenqing,jiuxiangshisuishihuisuidiaodeciwawa。
nvhaiguaiqiaodidiantou,jiuxiangcengjingwozaimamahuailidewoyiyang。
beibabamamajianhuilaideneiyinian,wohendanxiao,shengpazuocuolenajianshi,babamamajiubuzaiyaowole。
weilerangwozouchuyinying,yeweilerangzuishouruodewohuoxiaqu,babamamaduiwoyongjinleguanai。
qisuineinian,woqiguanshuaijie,babahemamaqiulexuduojiayiyuan,qiutamenweiwotihuanqiguan。
napabeijujiejishicidoumeiyoufangqi。
houlaihaishibabaqianxialeshiyanxieyi,yongtazijidexinzangdangzuolinshidegongti,caijiangwocongsishenneiliqianghuilai。
ertazijizechadiansizaishoushutaishang。
mamagengshizaizoulangliyundaosanci……
可是现在……
babaxianyibufaxianlewo,ranhoucongwujuncanglizoulechulai。
他拉着我往病房去。
wobuken,tashoulidelidaobianshurandaleqilai,meiyansuiranpingjingruchang,danyandixiweidebunai,haishibeiwobuzhuodaole。
“chengxi,nishenticaigangganghaozhuanyidian,buneng……”
我甩开爸爸的手。
yanleiyixiaziyongleshanglai。
“nimenshihaipawoshengbing,danwuwoweitajuanxianqiguanma?”
babazhenglezheng,lianshangshanguoleyishundexinxu。
fangjianlidenvhaixuruodikeleliangsheng,haishiyiranjuerandixiankaibeizi,guangzhejiaopaodaobabademianqian,liansecangbaidejihutouming,quehaishijueqiangdidangzaitademianqian。
“jiejie,nibuyaoxiongwobabahaobuhao?”
mamahuangleshen,likeshangqianbatabaozhu,lianshengyindouzaizhandou:
“ranran!dishangliang,kuaihuiqu!”
suihoutahuitoukanwo,yanlishiwocongweijianguodejingti。
haoxiangneiyikekaishi,wocaishineigetayinggaifangyudemoshengren。
wokanzheyanqiandenvhai,xinkoududekuaiyaoshuobuchuhualai:
“ruguonimenshitadebabamama,neiwoyoushishei?tayoushishei?!”