病名为爱:放弃治疗后,他说我是他的双生镜像精选章节

xinliyishengguhuaiyuandezhenliaoshili,shijianshiquleyiyi。

dangyishujiasuwangezuihouyiciwenta“wogaixuanzejiankangderenshengma”,tasisuiletadebingli,

jiangposuidejingpiananzaibicixiongkou。tamencengshiyishengyubingren,lierenyuliewu,

rujinqueshigongxiangtongyizhongbingzhengdegongfan。zaizheijianqiujinlinghundejingshili,

weiyidejieyaoshichengren——womenhuweibingyin,yehuweijiushu。

diyimu:zhenliaoshi·jingxiangdelaolonghuanghunxiangyiweichenmodegongmou,jiangtianguangdiaochengyizhongaimeidejuhuise,

qiaowushengxidimanjinzheijiandingcenggongyugaizaodexinlizhenliaoshi。shineishijizhide“guhuaiyuanfengge”——lengsediao,

jijian,jihumeiyourenheduoyudezhuangshi。baisedeqiangbi,huisededitan,xiantiaoyinglangdeheisejiaju。

shujiashangdeshujianzhaogaoduhesexiyangepailie,rutongjieshoujianyuedeshibing。

zheilibuxiangyigerongnarenleifuzaqingxudechangsuo,gengxiangyigejingmiyunxingdeshiyanshi,

huozheyizuoxiandaizhuyidelaolong。guhuaiyuanzuozaikuandadeheisebangongzhuohou,

shenshangshiyuntiedemeiyouyisizhezhoudeqianhuisechenshan。tazhenggerenxiangyimeiqianruhuanjingde、lengjingdefuhao。

tadeshouzhixiuzhang,zhengwuyishidimosuozheyizhimontblancgangbi,

bingliangdejinshubimaofanshezhechuangwaicanyudetianguang。tademuguangluozaishafalideneigenvrenshenshang,pingjing,ruili,

qizhuanyexunlianhou、nenggouchuantoubiaoxiangzhidabenzhideyanshen——yizhonglixingde、jinhuwuqingdeshoushudaoshidezhushi。

tazaijilu,zhishangshitaqingxierkezhidebiji:「suwange,dishiercizhenliao。zhusu:qinmiguanxizhangai,

chuangzuotingzhi,chixuxingshimian。fangyujizhi:qinggangeli,toushexingrentong…」

suwangequanzaiduimianneizhangangguide、naibaiseyidalirongshafali,

fangfoshituyongzhenggeshentiquduikangzheijianwuzideguizhengyubingleng。tachuanzheyitiaosecaibanlandeboximiyafengzhangqun,

yuzhouzaohuanjinggegeburu,xiangyipianwurujiheshijiederedaiyulin。tadeyanshenlingdong,

ouerhuilveguoshujiahuoqiangshangdechouxianghua,danshenchuquezangzheyisinanyibuzhuodehuansan,

fangfotadelinghunyouyibufenshizhongyoulizaiwai,bukenquanranluodi。“suoyi,”guhuaiyuankaikou,shengyinpingwen,

meiyourenheduoyudeqifu,shibiaozhundezhiliaoshiyudiao,“womenshangcitandao,

dangnishitukaishiyiduanxindeguanxishi,zonghuiwuyishidiyushebeipaoqidejieju。zheizhong‘beipaoqidekongju’,

womenkeyizhuisudaonidetongnian。”tashaoshaodiaozhengleyixiazuozi,rangzijikanqilaigengjukaifangxing,

yegengjuyouburongzhiyidezhuanyequanwei。“nishisuineinian,mudulefuqinlikai。zheizhongchuangshangxingtiyan,

zainiqianyishiligoujianleyigehexinxinnian:‘woshibuzhidebeizhangjiuyongyoude’。yinci,

nizaichengnianhoudeqinmiguanxizhong,huibuduan‘ceshi’duifangdezhongchengdu,

yongshulihuotiaoxinlaiyuyanbeipaoqidechangjing,yicihuodemouzhongzhangkonggan——zhishao,jiejushiyouniqinshoucuchengde,

erfeituruqilaidebeidongchengshou。”tadunledun,jiyuxinxichendiandeshijian,yeguanchazhetadefanying。

zheishitaguanyongdeshoufa,yongluojidekuangjiaqukuangdinghunluandeqinggan,jiangqiguilei、fenxi,tieshangzhuanyedebiaoqian,

fangforucibiannengjiangneixiebukekongdenengliangfengyin。suwangemeiyoukanta,shixianluozaizijijiaodiedezhijianshang,

shengyinyouxiepiaohu:“guyisheng,nishuodexiangzaijieyidaoshuxueti。‘yinweia,suoyib’。

”taqingqingxiaoleyixia,neixiaoshengxiangfengchuiguofengling,qingcuiquedaizheliangyi,“kerenshibianliang,bushichangshu。

”guhuaiyuandemeitoujibukechadiculeyixia,danxunsuhuifupingzheng。

“xinlixuebenjiushiyimentanjiuyinguodekexue,suwange。lijieguoqude‘yin’,cainengjiekaixianzaide‘jie’。

”“shima?”tazhongyutaiqiyan,neishuangmouzizaijianandeguangxianli,xiandegewaiqingliang,yegewaijuyouchuantouli,

“neinide‘yin’ni,guyisheng?”taweiweiqianqingshenti,qunbaishangdeliususuizhihuangdong,

xiangjiaodongleyichijingshui。“nimeiciduiwoshuochu‘xinrenshiliaoyuyiqieguanxidejichu’zheijuhuashi,

nidewumingzhi,douhuifeichangqingweidi、lianxudiqiaojizhuomian。yixia,liangxia……xiangzaiqiaomosimima。

”tademuguangjingzhundiluozaitafangzaizhuomiandezuoshoushang,“nishizaishitushuofuwo,haishizai……shuofuniziji?

”guhuaiyuandeshouzhishunjianjiangzhu。yizhongbeishunjianbokaiweizhuangdeganjue,jianruierxunmengdicichuanletalixingdejiazhou。

tacongweiyishidaozijiyouzheiyangdexiaodongzuo。zhenshilixianruyipiansiji,

zhiyouqiangshangjijianguazhongmiaozhenxingzoushifachude、jihutingbujiandewengming。huanghundeyinyingyounongyulejifen,

jiangtadebanbianlianpangyinruhunan。zheishitamendediwushucijiaofeng。tashituyongzhuanyedekuangjiajiangtajingu,

taquezongnengxiangshuiyinyiyang,zhaodaozuixiweidefengxishenru,yongtayishujiateyoude、zhijuexingdeminrui,

quwajietalaiyilizudegenji。tabuxianggebingren,gengxiangyigelengjingde、leyuchaijietajingmiyiqidetongxing。

tashenxiyikouqi,qiangxingjiangneigubeidaluanjiezoudeyunnuyaxiaqu,zhongxindaihaomianju。

“zheishiyizhongwuyishidezhitiyuyan,huoxuyuwodegerenxiguanyouguan,

danzheibingbuyingxiangwomenduiniwentidezhuanyefenxi。”tadeshengyinyijiupingwen,danzhiyoutazijizhidao,

neilimougenxianyijingbengjin。“gerenxiguan?”suwangekaohuishafa,baoqiyigerouruandebaozhen,

xiabadizaishangmian,yanshenxiangyizhijiaoxiaerweixiandemao,“nideshujia,guyisheng。suoyoudeshu,

doubixuangaoduheyansepailie,fenhaobucha。nidegangbi,yongyuanfangzaibijibenyoushangjiaosishiwudujiaodeweizhi。

shenzhilianzheijianwuzideguangxian,meiyitian,meiyigeshike,doujihuyimoyiyang。”tadunledun,

meiyigezidouxiangqingqingqiaodazaibingmianshangdeshizi。“nibaziji,henideshijie,

doufengzhuangzaiyigejueduikekongdeguizeli。shiyinwei……nihaipashikong,duima?

jiuxiangnihaipawo……shikongyiyang。”“peng”deyishengqingxiang。shineizhimontblancgangbi。

tazhongyucongguhuaiyuandezhijianhualuo,diaozaijianyingdehutaomuzhuomianshang,fachutuwuerqingxideshengyin。

tazhongyuwufaweichineiwanmeidepingjing。tadeyanyu,tadeyanshen,taneizhongmanbujingxinquezhizhihexindedongchali,

xiangyiketourutaxinhudejushi,shunjianjiaoluanlesuoyouzhixujingrandedaoying。

tagandaoyizhongshuxide、hunhezhefennuyuwuligandeqingxuzaixiongqiangliyongdong。taxiangyaobochi,

xiangyaoyonggengqiangdadelilunjiangtayazhi,xiangyaozhongxinduohuizheichang“zhiliao”dezhudaoquan。dantameiyou。

tazhishichenmodikanzheta,kanzhetazaihunhuangguangxianxia,xiandejicuiruoyouqiangdadeshenying。

zhenliaoshizheigejueduishuyutadelingyu,cikequefangfobianchengleyigejiaodouchang。tamenzaizheilibodou,

bushiweileshanghaiduifang,ershiweile……kanqingziji。tongguoduifangdeyanjing,

kanqingzijibuyuanmianduideliehenyushenyuan。zheizhongjixianghuxiyin,youxianghucitongdejizhizhangli,rangtagandaozhixi,

yerangtagandaoyizhongbingtaide、wufajiechudexingfen。tahuanhuandi、jihushiyouxiejiannandi,

wanyaojianqileneizhibi,jiangtazhongxin、yisibugoudifanghuibijibenyoushangjiaosishiwudujiaodeweizhi。ranhou,

tayingshangtademuguang,diyici,zaizheichangzhenliaozhong,luchuleyigejihusuanbushangshixiaorongdebiaoqing。

“jintiandezhenliaoshijiandaole,suwange。”tadeshengyin,diyicidaishangleyisibuyichajuedeshaya。

suwangemeiyoushuohua,tazhishijingjingdikanzhetawanchengneiyixiliedongzuo,

kanzhetazhongxingouzhuqineibinlinbengkuidelixingfangxian。piankehou,tazhanqishen,qunbaiyedi,

meiyoufachurenheshengyin。tazoudaomenkou,shouwozhubinglengdehuangtongmenbashou,tingdunleyixia。“xiazhoujian,

guyisheng。”menbeiqingqingdaishang。zhenliaoshilizhishengxiaguhuaiyuanyigeren,hetaneibeichedijiaoluandexinshen。

huanghunchedibeiyemutunshi,fangjianxianruyipianheian。tameiyouqukaideng,zhishijingjingdizuozaineili,

xiangyizunchenruzijiyingzidediaosu。kongqizhong,

fangfohaicanliuzhetashenshangneigudandande、hunhezhesongjieyouhemouzhonglengliehuaxiangdeqixi。

neishiyipiantayongyuanwufayongguizequzhangliang,yewufayonglixingqufengcunde,weixiandeyulin。erta,

zaoyimishiqizhong。diermu:wangshideyouling·liehendegenyuanzhenliaoshidejijing,zaisuwangelikaihou,

bianchengleyizhongjuyouyapogandeshiti。guhuaiyuanmeiyoudong,renpingheianjiangzijitunshi。

kongqizhongfangfohaicanliuzhetadehuayu,xiangwuxingdesixian,chanraozheta,jiangtatuohuineigeyiqieshangweibenghuai,

queyianliuxiongyongdeguoqu。jiyirutongbeiqiaokaidepanduolamohe,daizhebanlanerweixiandesecai,xiongyongerzhi。

neishisannianqian,yigechunmodebangwan。shimeishuguandeyanjiangtingli,

zhengzaijuxingyichangguanyu“yishuchuangzuozhongdeqianyishibiaoda”dejiangzuo。bishideguhuaiyuan,

shixinlixuejieranranshengqidexinxing,shouyaozuoweikuajiejiabin。tazhanzaijuguangdengxia,congrongbupo,yinjingjudian,

jiangkelaiyin、lakangdelilunyudangdaiyishuxianxiangqiaomiaojiehe,luojizhenmi,wuxiekeji。

tashiquanchangmuguangdejiaodian,shilixingyuzhihuidehuashen。tiwenhuanjie,yigechuanzhesusezhangqun,

yanmouqueliangdejingrendenvhaijieguolehuatong。“gujiaoshou,ningangcaitidao,

yishushiqianyishichuangshangdeshenghuayuweizhuang。danninshifourenwei,guoyuqingxidelixingjiedu,

benshenjiushizaishasiyishuzuiyuanshideshengmingli?jiuxiang……jiepouyizhihudie,womendedaolewanmeidebiaoben,

queyongyuanshiquletazhenchideshunjian。”shisuwange。neishideta,haizaimeishuxueyuangongduyanjiusheng,

meiyujianmanshiweijingshishideruiqiyulingdong。quanchangjingmoleyishun。zheigewentidaizhetiaoxin,queyouzhizhihexin。

guhuaiyuanweiweiyizheng,suijixiaole,neishiyizhongyudaoyouqutiaozhanshide、daizhejugaolinxiayiweidexinshang。

“henhaodewenti。”tadiaozhengleyixiahuatong,muguangjingzhundisuodingleta,“dan‘shengmingli’benshen,

jiushiyigexuyaobeidingyideganxingcihui。lixingdejiedu,bushiweileshasi,ershiweilelijieshengminglidegoucheng。

lijielezhenchidekongqidonglixue,huoxuwomennengchuangzaochugengmeidefeixingqi,

erbushijinjinmanzuyuzantan‘zhenmei’。”tadehuidayingdelemantangcai。jiangzuojieshuhou,

tazairenqunwaiweikandaoleta,zhengbeijigetongxueweizhetaolun,shenqingxingfen,shoushifeiwu,xiangyituantiaoyuedehuoyan。

taguishishenchadizouleguoqu。“nidewentihenyoujiandi。”tadichuzijidemingpian,

yuqishiqiadaohaochudewenheyushuli,“ruguoduixinlixueyuyishudejiaochalingyuganxingqu,

keyikankanwoxiangguandelunwen。”suwangejieguomingpian,zhijianyutayoushunjiandechupeng。tataiqitou,

yanzhongshihaobuyanshidechongbaiyuhaoqi,xiangkandaoleyigeyunzangfengfukuangmaidexindalu。“xiexiegujiaoshou,

wohuide。”neishikaishideshunjian。tabeitashenshangneizhongweijingdiaozhuo、quejijubaofalidecaihuasuoxiyin;erta,

zechenniyutayuanboxueshiyuchengshuwenzhongsuogouzhudemeilizhizhong。tamendelianqing,kaishiderutongyichangjufeng。

tadaitachurugaojixueshuchanghe,

xiangtazhanshiyigezhixujingran、chongmanzhilimeigandeshijie;tazejiangtalajinhuashi,

rangtazhanranmanshendeyanliaoqixi,jitakanneixiekuangye、hunluanquechongmanshengminglideweiwanchengzuopin。relianshi,

tashitaweiduyiwuerdezhenbao,shitalixingshijieliyidaoyiwaichuangrude、xuanlandecaihong。danhenkuai,

taxinggedicengdemouxiedongxikaishixianlu。tahui“bujingyi”dipingluntadepengyou“guoyufuzao,quefashendu”,

jianyitajianshaoyutamendewanglai。tahuizaitayunanxingtongxueweileketijilietaolunhou,chenmoyizhengwan,

ranhouturanzailingchenfalaiyipianguanyu“renjibianjiegan”dezhangwen。takaishishiwujuxidiguanxintadechuangzuo,

congxuantidaogoutu,douhuitichu“jianshexingyijian”,erneixieyijian,

wuyiliwaidizhixianggeng“anquan”、gengfuhezhuliushenmei、gengyiyubeitaneigequanzilijiehejieshoudefangxiang。

zheishiyizhonghuanmande、yiaiweimingdecanshi。shikongzhibenxingduicaichandezhangkongyugaizao。

suwangezuichuchenjinzairelianzhong,jiangzheixieshiweitajiduzaihutadebiaoxian。

tashenzhigandaoyizhongbeiqiangliexuyaodeanquangan。danjianjiandi,yizhongzhixiganrutengmanbanchanraoshanglai。

tafaxianzijinaqihuabishi,naohailihuibuzijuedixiangqitadepingjia;tayupengyoujuhuishi,

huixiayishididanxintadefanying。taneipianziyoushengzhangdeyulin,

zhengzaibeiyizhijinyigeyoutashejihaode、wendushidudouyangekongzhidewenshi。liehen,zaiwushengzhongmanyan。

zhenzhengdebaofa,fashengzaineicimingwei“linjiedian”dehualangkaimujiuhuishang。

neishisuwangediyiciyoujihuizairucizhuanyedechanghezhanshizijidexiliezuopin《qingxujihe》。

tajijinzhangyouxingfen,chuanzheyitiaotacongweijianguode、pojushejigandeheiselifuqun,

xiangyizhijijiangchucidengtaideheitiane。jiuhuiqifenrelie,tadezuopinxiyinlebushaomuguang。ranhou,

neiweizaiguoneidangdaiyishuquanjuzuqingzhongdecezhanren,liminghao,zoudaoletamianqian。“su**,

”liminghaowushisuishangxia,muguangxili,daizhezhangqijinyinyishuquansuoteyoudetiaotiyuminrui,

“nidezuopinhenyouyisi。zheizhongjiangchouxiangqingxushituyongbinglengdejihexiantiaojingu,

queyouzaixijiechuliuxiazhengzhabichudemaodungan,feichangdadongwo。youmeiyouxingquliaoliaogengshenrudehezuo?

wozaibolinyouyigehualangkongjian,zhengzaixunzhaoxiangnizheiyangyouqianlidenianqingyishujia。

”judadejingxizazhonglesuwange。zheishitamengmeiyiqiudejihui!tajidongdiyuliminghaojiaotanqilai,

guanyuchuangzuolinian,guanyuweilaidekenengxing,liangrenxiangtanshenhuan。guhuaiyuanduanzhejiubei,zhanzaibuyuanchudeyinyingli。

congweijianguode、zixineryaoyandeguangcai;kanzheneigenanrenxinshangshenzhidaizheyisizhanyouyudemuguangluozaitashenshang。

yiguhunzazhejidu、shikongganhebeiqinfandenuyi,xiangdushebancuanshangtadexintou。

tadekongzhixintaibeichedijihuo——tadezhenbao,zhengzaibeitarenjiyu,shenzhishituduozou。tamaibuzouleguoqu,

zitaiyijiucongrong,lianshangshenzhidaizhedetideweixiao。dansuwangeshuxitameiyigexiweidebiaoqing,

takandaoletayandishenzangdehanbing。“lilaoshi,jiuyang。”guhuaiyuanzirandijieruduihua,

shoubeizhanyouxingdilanzhusuwangedeyao,jiangtashaoshaodaililiminghaoyibudejuli,“wanwandezuopinhaihenbuchengshu,

rangninjianxiaole。”liminghaotiaoletiaomei,xianranrenchulezheiweixinlixuejiedemingren,xiaodao:“gujiaoshou?

meixiangdaoninyeduidangdaiyishuganxingqu。”“gerenxingquzhiyi。”guhuaiyuanyuqipingdan,

quedaizheburongzhiyidequanweigan,“youqishicongxinlifenxidejiaodu。biruwanwanzheifu《jiaolvdetuopu》,

”tazhixiangpangbianyifuyihunluanxiantiaohejianruijiaodugouchengdehuazuo,

“qineizailuojigengjiejinyuqiangpoxingfangyujizhideshijuehuachengxian,erfeitaziyiweide‘qingxushifang’。

yaolijieqishencengjiegou,kongpaxuyaogengduodelinchuangxinlixuebeijing,erfeidanchundeyipingshijiao。”tadehuayu,

xiangyibabinglengdeshoushudao,dangzhongjiangsuwangedezuopin,liantongtacikedexiyueyujiaoao,jiepoudezhiliposui。

tabushizaitaolunyishu,tashizaixuanshi**,shizaiyongtadezhuanyezhishi,

wuqingdibiandihefoudingtayijixinshangtaderendejiazhi。suwangelianshangdexueseshunjiantunqu。

taganjuexiangshibeidangzhongboguangleyifu,suoyoudexingfenhemengxiang,douzaitalengjingercankudehuayuzhongsuilie。

tamengdizhengtuoletadeshoubei。“guhuaiyuan!”tadeshengyinbuda,quedaizhejuliedezhandou,

“nipingshenme……”“pingwoshizuilejienideren。”tadaduanta,muguangchenjing,

quedaizheyizhongjinhucanrendeduding,“yeshiweinideweilaifuzederen。

”liminghaokanlekanmiansecangbaidesuwange,youkanlekanqiangshideguhuaiyuan,yiweishenzhangdixiaolexiao,

dichuyizhangmingpianfangzaisuwanshouzhong:“su**,jihuijinile,kaolvqingchu。youshihou,guoyu‘lejie’,

fanershiyizhongjingu。”shuowan,talimaodidiandiantou,zhuanshenrongrulerenqun。neiyike,

suwangejuedelanzaizijiyaojiandegebo,bianchengleyitiaobinglengdetiegu。takanzheguhuaiyuan,

zheigetacengwubichongbaiheailiandenanren,cikekanqilairucimosheng,rucikepa。taaidebushizhenshideta,