第一章

woshihelinmingmeizhengqudeomega,taqueweilebaiyueguangjiangwoguanzaishiyanshiriyezhemo。

woxinhuiyilengqiusi,tayoubaozhewoyangqiu:“chuchu,huoxiaqu,woqiunile……”

beihelinqiujindediliutian,wode***qidaole,zhongyuzaicijiandaoleta。

wotengdebailelian,bennengquerangworenbuzhukaojinta,taqiazhuwodebozi,ehenhendixiuruwo:“linchu,nizhenjian!”

是啊,我贱。

woliyonggaoqihedudexinxisubitaquwo,mingzhitabuai,quehaiyaosisilaizaitashenbian,renshoutaduibaiyueguanghewodezhongzhongqubieduidai。

xiayimiao,jianruide***xiangqi,dianhuaneibianderenjinghuangshicuodihan:“xianshengbuhaole,jiangyushaoyegewanle——”

helinduomenerchu,qukantadebaiyueguang,zuoweitahefabanlvdewo,quebeidiuqizaibinglengdeshiyanshi。

helinquerfufan,liansenankan。

wotaiqicangbaidelian,wulifawen:“youyaochouwodexuele,shima?”

helinzhouzhemei,chuixialaikanwodeyanshenhenleng:“zheishiniqianxiaoyude。”

woqianjiangyu?wojuedeyouxiehaoxiao。

liangnianqian,jiangyuyuewohekafei,hewanbeibangjia,jiuhuilaihouyishengshuotabeidalebingdu,zheijiuchenglewodezuiguo。

wohetaxuexingxiangtong,bianlisuodangrandibeihelinguanqilaichouxuepeijieyao,kaishi“shuzui”。

wopeihediluqixiuzi:“chouba。”

helinqueturanyouxienao,zhuazhewodeshouwanwen:“zenmeshoulezheimeduo?”

我笑了笑,没回答。

tabuzhidaotadeyishengyijingbeijiangyumaitong,meitianbianzhefadizhemowo,woyebudasuangaosuta,yinweiwozhidaotabuhuixin。