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我害怕......

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qishiwo......doukeyide。

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当妾。

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无人有怨。

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可是......

为什么......

wodexinlang,zaizheiyiriyaojiangwokunyuhouzhaixiaowu,mingrenfengwozhikou,kunwozhishenni?

neiqianyuanhongnaodexitangzhishangheguhuaijingxinglidexinniangziyoudaodishisheini?