第4章
yanjingyuguangpiejiantalveweicuqidemeixin。
woheleyitiao，danxintabugaoxing，youyaobawosonghuidixiashi，lianmangchushenghuiying：
“wo、womingbaide，gegeshiweilewohao，woyidingnuligaibian，zuogehaoren，buranggegecaoxin。”
tashouhuihengzaibankongdeshou，“ng”leyisheng，“ninengxiangmingbaijiuhao，xianhedianshui，wandianworangyongrenjinisongfancaiguolai。”
jiantayaozou，woganmanghanzhuta：“ge！”
tatingxiajiaobu，chuimoukanwo，shensejianshiwoshuxiderouhe。
wobuanhuangkongdexinshaoshaoandingxiexu，nieruzhezuichun，youyujimiaocaikaikou：
“gege，wobuhuizaigenqiaoyinqiangrenhedongxi，yebuhuizaizhenduita，danshineigeyupeishiwobabaweiyiliujiwodeyiwu，nengbunenghaijiwo？”
woshuowan，toutoutaimoukanta，jiantamouseweichen，wojimangbuchongdao：
“tazhendeduiwohenzhongyao！
“jiu、jiusuanyaowobiededongxizuojiaohuan，woyeyuanyi，keyima？”
tahuanlehuanshense，moranjimiaocaidao：
“keyi，woqubangniyaohuilai，dannibixudayingwo，buxuzaizhenduiyinyin。”
“好。”
我松了一口气。
danyiwanshangwodoubujiantazaihuilai。
woyiweitazhishipianwoshi，yirizhongwu，yongrenjiusonglaiyigeguseguxiangdehezi。
limiantangzhedezhengshiwobaliujiwodeyupei。
womulujingxi，haosinazhexishizhenbaoyiban，jinjinwozheyupei，shengpatazaidiule。
raner，haoxinqingweichibudaoyifenzhongjiubeiyigebusuzhikedasanle。
“wogennishuodehua，nitingdaomeiyou？”
muqinkanwomune，chuozhewodenaodaibunaifandao。
wotingdaole，danshiwufalijie。
“niqianricaishuobuxuwoyuxiaohenggegeduchu，buxuworanzhita，xianzainiqueyaowopatadechuang，haiyaonulihuaishangtadehaizi？nizaikaishenmewanxiao？”
muqinyanshenshanduo，buganyuwoduishi，yiminglingdekouwengenwoshuo：
“nibuxuyaozhidaoneimeduo，zhiyaojinkuaizhaojihuigentashuiyijuejiuxing！”
“我不同意！”
woyijingjuedingbaituoqianshidemingyun，zenmekenenghaizuosiqupatadechuang？
neibushiyouyaozhongzoudiyuyibandeqianchenwangshi？
jieliandezhemo，yijingkuaijipowodexinlifangxian，wobuganxiangxiangzailaiyiciwohuiduobengkui。
muqinyibazhangshanzaiwonaodaishang，“nimeizigebutongyi！
“nibushixiangqujiangshishixi，xiangbajiangshidaihuidianfengme？
“niyaoshibudayingwodeyaoqiu，woxianzaijiubajiangshidegufenmaile！
“dengjiangshichenglebierenjiadegongsi，wokannizenmebajiangshidaihuidianfeng，youzenmeduideqinibadexinxue！”
“你——！”
woqijie，chuizaishencedeshuangquanjinzuan，yaoyaqiechidikanzheta。
tashiwoma，shiwobadejiefaqizi。
babashengqianduitaneimehao，taweishenmenengshuochuzheimehenxindehua！
“你答不答应？”
tamochushouji，enchushoujihao：“niruobudaying，woxianzaijiudadianhua。”
woyaojinyaguan，zaitadianhuabochuqudeqianyimiao，lengzhesangyinshuodao：
“nijiusuandasiwo，woyebukenengdayingni！”
wojianxintashebudemaidiaojiangshigufen，fouzetajiubuzaishigaogaozaishangdejiangfurenle。
muqinjianweixiebudaowo，qideshouqishouji，jigebazhangchaowoshanguolai。
tabugandawolian，pabeiguxiaoyanfaxian，zhinengyonglidazaiwoshenshang，huozheshijingqiawo。
“jiantizi，wokanshitaijiumeijinidianjiaoxun，nijiubuzhidaozijishisheile！”
“nidabudaying！dabudaying！”
wobaozhenaodai，renyoutada。
zaijingshenbingyuanneisannian，woshoudezhemohaishaoma？shentishangzheidiantongsuandeleshenme？
kewo，haishihuixintongdea......
tadaleile，jianwoshizhongbudaying，fangxiajijuhenhualikaile。
wodeyanleihaoxiangjueledi，zenmeyetingbuxialai。
只为自己感到悲哀。
babaliwoerqu，muqinbutengwo，xiaohenggegeyebuzaichongzhewo，zaizheigeshijieshang，wojiushiyigerenrenyanqidelaji！
lianzheliangriguoqu，wodeshenticaizongsuanhuifuxiexu。
kenengshiwoweizhuangdehenhao，qijianguxiaoyanyidianyemeifaxianwobeidadequanshenshishang。
yekenengshitaquanshenxinzhizaiqiaoyinshenshang，genbenzhuyibudaowodeyiyang。
jiusuanruci，tingdaotazhongwuyaohuilaichiwufandexiaoxi，wohaishinanmianxinzhongqidai。
woyijingshuofuzijifangxiata，queyijiuhuiyinweitadecunzaierxinxi。
napazhishiyuanyuankantayiyan，yenenggaoxingshangbantian。
kexi，tazheiyangjinguidutedenanren，yongyuanbukenengshuyuwo。
他只属于乔茵。
chiwufanshi，wojianqiaoyinjiangwocengjingmaideqinglvkuaizidiujinlajitong。
眉心蹙起。
neishiwotedimaijiwogenxiaohenggegede。
wochuilechuiyanmou，yaxianeiguxinsuan，nulidangzuoshenmedoumeifasheng。
qiaoyincaishiguxiaohengdenvpengyou，tacaiyouzigeyutayongqinglvkuan。
wozhishitademeimei，zheiyishi，wohuibaizhengwodeshenfen。
youqiaoyinzai，zheidunfanwochidebushihenkaixin，qianqianchilejikoujiubaole。
yebuxiangdaizairangwoganjuebiemenzhixidehuanjing，duzichulemen。
baiwuliaolaidizaijieshangxianguang。
zhanzaiyijiashoushidian，kanzhechuchuanglidelanbaoshixianglian，renbuzhufadai。
wodiyicigangkandaozheitiaoxianglianshi，haishizaizazhishang。
wogenxiaohenggegerangzheyaozheitiaoxianglian，tashuodengfashoujiumaijiwo。
kexi，zheitiaoxiangliandouguazaizheilile，taquebujideneijianshi。
woniutouzhengyaolikai，yingmianjiukandaoyigezangxixi、**shouzhidenanrenchongwoshaxiao。
“heihei，meinv......qinqin......”
tatoufalingluan，manlianwuzi，duzhezuiyaolaiqinwo，exinzhiji。
kanqingtadelian，woruduobingku，zhijuedehunshenxueyeniliu。
ta，jingranshiqianshizaijingshenbingyuan，jiangwoyiciyouyicizhuairushenyuandeemozhiyi！
qianshineixieheiandehuamianzoumaguanhuabanzaiwonaohailishanxian，zhemozhewodeshenjing、wodeyizhi。
zhizhizuihouyigenxianchedibengduan，wobenkuididunxiashenbaojinziji。
sizhibaihaichongchizhekongju，houbeibuduanmaochulenghan。
“buyao、buyaoguolai......”
juewangzhiji，wokandaoyidaoshuxideshenying，wobuguyiqiechaotachongleguoqu。
xiangzhuaizhujiumingdaocaoyiyang，sisidizhuaijintadeyijiao。
“qiuni，jiuwo......”
guxiaohengxiayishijiangwohujinhuaili，zhengyaoxunwenwoshenmeqingkuang，jiupiejianzhuiguolaidejingshenbingren。
“zenmele......”
tagangkaikou，wojiutingdaojingshenbingrenhuranhanwo：“meinvbuyaozou，meinvyaoqinqin......”
shuxidehuamian，shuxideshengyin，rangwochedibengkui，hunshenzhandouduozaiguxiaohenghuailibuganchulai。
yanqianxuanzhuandehuamian，rangwoyishifenbuqingxianshigenmengjing。
“zoukai、zoukai！woburenshini......”
“buyao、buyaopengwo......a！”
guxiaohengloujinwo，anfudipaizhewodehoubei。
“meishimeishi，wozaini，wanyuenilengjingyidian......”
“xiaoyangege......”
wodeshouzhuaijintadeyijiao，sesefadou。
“nibiediuxiawohaobuhao？wohaohaipa......tamendouqifuwo......”
“sheiyaoqifuni？shizheigerenma？”
guxiaoyanroushengxiyudesangyinrangwoshaoweilengjingxiexu，lenglexujiucaifanyingguolaizheibushiqianshi。
gangyaokaikou，jiubeiqiaoyinxianyibudaduan：
“wanyue，nishibushinaowogenahengchulaiguangjiemeidaini，caiguyi......”
tahuameishuowan，woquetingdongtadeyisi。
tashixiangshuowoguyigenzheigejingshenbingrenyanxipiantamen！
haibudengwohuanguolai，tajiuchuimoutanqi：
“wobugaidandugenahengchulai，duibuqi，wozheijiulikai，nibiebugaoxing......
“danshiwohaidetixingniyiju，nijiusuannaopiqi，xiangxiyinahengdezhuyili，yebieyongzheizhongbanfa，zheigerenkanqilaijingshenbutaizhengchang，wanyizhendeshanglenizenmeban？
“nikeshiahengzuixintengdemeimei，nishoushangle，tayehuinanshoude。”
guxiaohengshenqingshiwangdikanzhewo。
“jiangwanyue，nishenmeshihounengchengshuyidian，bieshuazheimeyouzhidebaxi！”
tadingzhewodemouzi，yiziyiju，yanlidao：“biebiwotaoyanni！”