womolemoweiweilongqideduzi,jiranchensijiezheimezhongshizheigehaizi,shenzhibuxipianhunrangwodangtongqi,neiwoyeyaorangtachangchangtongchexinfeideziwei。
bijing,shijieshangzuitongdebushishiqu,ershicengjingyongyou,queshizhijiaobei。
zaiyiyuanxiuyanglejitianhou,wobeichensijiejielehuiqu。
chensijiehenbaobeiwoduzilidehaizi,meitianbawodanggongzhuyiyanggongzhe,shenmehuodouburangwogan,shengpawoyoushenmeshanshi。
yanwo,huajiao,haican......chengxiangchengxiangdiwangjiaban。
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chenxiaoekanzhewohechensijieyuelaiyueqinmidemoyang,lianseyitianbiyitiannankan。
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ta“buxiaoxin”bachensijiejiwoaohaodexueyanwodafanzaidi,youbachufangdemenshuaidezhentianxiang。
neiwan,wotoutoudaodiaochensijiejiworedeniunai,bishangyanjingjiamei。
guoran,chensijiezaitingdaowopingwendehuxishenghoujiunieshouniejiaochulemen。
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“womeiwang。”chensijiemenmenkaikou。
“nizuihaoshizhendemeiwang。”chenxiaoelengzhelian,“zheiduanshijiannijiwolitayuandian,jialiyouwozhaoguta,chubuleshi。”
“ma,wo......”chensijiehaixiangzaishuoxieshenme,chenxiaoeyijingbunaifandizhuanshenzoule。
qishijiehunhouchenxiaoefeiyaogenzhezhujinxinfangdeshihou,wojiuyinyuechajuechulebuduijingdedifang。
chenxiaoeduichensijiedekongzhiyutaiqiang,kenengshiyinweichensijietabaqushidezao,chenxiaoehenyilaizheigeerzi,tazongshixiangrangchensijieanzhaotajitaguihuadeneiyangshenghuo,buyunxutatacuopianliguidaoyibu。
woweiwandishuoguoyici,erdabimu,genghekuangchensijieyijingjiehunle,zheiyangyingxiangbutaihao。
chenxiaoebuyiweiyi,taqingpiaopiaodipiewoyiyan,yanlijinshibuxie。
“tashicongwoduzilipachulaide,tashiwoerzi,woshitama。wokanzhetaguangpiguzhangdade,bujiushicuogebeima?nizhiyuzheimedajingxiaoguaide?congxiaotajiugenwoshuiyigebeiwo,shuixiguanlede,jiehunhoumuziyebunenglilexin。”