wobalinweigaizaochenglewanmeizuopin。sannianshijian，tacongyigejiaoaodecainv，
bianchengletiwoxiyizuofandewenshunnvpu。woxiangshouzhechedizhangkongyigerende**，
zhidaowomengongsikongjianglexinceo。huiyishidamendakai，
neigechuanzhedingjidingzhitaozhuang、yanshenrubingrendenvren，zhengshizuoyehaiguizheweiwocadidelinwei。
tamuguangsaoguoquanchang，zuizhongluozaiwocanbaidelianshang。“neigetongshi，qujiwodaobeikafei，sanfentang，buyaonai。
”quangongsidouzhidao，wocengshigongsilizuikanbuqita、gongkaishuotazhipeisihounanrendeneige。ercike，
tadangzhesuoyourendemian，yongzuiqingmiaodanxiedeyuqi，kaishiletadefuchou。
diyizhang：wanmeizuopinwotanzaishafashang，liangzhijiaoqiaozaichajishang，gangxiabanhuilaileidexiangtiaosigou。
shoujipingmushangshigemenergangfalaidexiaoxi，xuanyaotaxinpaodeniuer，shigexiaomote，xiongdayaoxi，
jiushipiqizeichou，zuowanyinweiyidianxiaoshigentanaoleyiwanshang。wochixiaoyisheng，huileju：“guande！
nvrenjiubunengjihaolian，nidelianlian，kankanwojiazheige。”dawanzheixingzi，wotouyelandetai，
hanleyisangzi：“linwei！jiaosuan！”shengyinbugao，daizhedianlisuodangrandebunaifan。jihushihuayingangluo，
linweijiucongchufangxiaopaozhechulaile。weiqunzhanzhedianshuizi，shoushangshilulude，dagaishizaixicai。
talianshangmeiyourenhebuman，zhiyouyizhongjinhubennengdeshuncong，kuaibuzouguolai，dunxiashen，shulianditaiqiwodejiao，
fangzaitaxigaishang，buqingbuzhongdiannieqilai。shoufalaodao，xueweijingzhun。sannian，
zugoubarenheshibianchengjiroujiyi。womanyidimiqiyan，jixugengemenerchuixu：“kanjianmei？zheicaijiaonvren。
nineige，zhongkanbuzhongyong。”gemenerfalaigexianmudebiaoqingbao。woditoukanzhelinweidetouding。
tatoufasongsongwanzhe，luchubaixidehoujing。cengjiheshi，zheibojinggaoangzhe，xiangzhijiaoaodetiane。xianzai，
zhiyaowoyigeyanshen，tajiuhuiwenshundidixia。sannianqiandelinwei，kebushizheiyang。neishihoutagangjingongsi，
shibumenlizuireyandexinren，mingxiaohaigui，caihuahengyi，mingmeizixin，xiangkexiaotaiyang，
zhuitaderennengconggongsimenkoupaidaoditiezhan。woyebuzhidaodangchushileshenmejing，
dagaijiushineiguzibufushudejingershanglaile，pianyaobazheiduogaolingzhihuazhaixialai。zhuidaoshouhou，caifaxianmafan。
tataiyouzhujian，tailiangyan，chendewoxianggepeijiao。zheizenmexing？wozhangmingdenvren，zenmenengyaguowoyitou？
yushi，gaizaojihuakaishile。qichushiqianyimohuadebiandi。“weiwei，nizheifanganzuodeshibucuo，
danxijiehaishitailixianghuale，bugoujiediqi，yaobushiwobangnidouzhe，zaobeilaobanmasile。”“nikanni，
chuanzheimehuazhizhaozhande，waimianneixienanrenzenmekanni？woshiweinihao。”“nineigepengyou，
shuohuazazahuhude，shaolaiwang，yingxiangni。”manmandi，bianchenggongkaide“wanxiao”。juhuishi，wolouzheta，
duixiongdimenshuo：“womenjiazheiwei，yejiuzhangdehainengkan，shenghuoshangjiushige**，lilewodeesi。
”tadangshilianseyijiang，womeizaiyi，fanerjuedetaxiaotidazuo。tabushimeifankangguo，zhengchao、lengzhan，
doulaiguo。danwoyoudeshibanfa。lengzhan？wojiuliangzheta，dengtashoubulelaizhaowo。zhengchao？
wojiushuotawuliqunao，bugouaiwo。tameicituoxie，wodezhangkongganjiuzengjiayifen。
woqieduantahebuneime“wenshun”depengyoudelianxi，yi“weiwomendeweilaifendou”weiming，
rangtacidiaoleneifenxuyaojingchangchucha、rongyi“xuehuai”degongzuo，zhuanxinzhaogujiali。
wo“xinteng”tashangbanxinku，shijishangshibuxiangtazaiwaijiehuoderenhekenengzhichengtazixindepingjia。jiuerjiuzhi，
tayanlideguangyidiandianximie，querdaizhideshiyizhongxiaoxinyiyidetaohao。takaishibaolansuoyoujiawu，
bawodeshenghuozhaogudewuweibuzhi。woxiabanhuijia，yongyuanyourefanrecai；wosuikoushuojuxiangchishenme，
diertianzhunhuichuxianzaicanzhuoshang；woxinqingbuhao，tajiuxiangxianzaizheiyang，momojiwo**。
wochenggongdibayigeshanshanfaguangdedulinvxing，suzaochenglezhuanshuwode、yifuwocunzaidebaomu。zheizhongganjue，
bizhuanyibaiwanhaishuang。shoujiyouxiangle，shibumenqunlidexiaoxi，shuomingtianxinceoshangren，zhaokaiquanyuandahui，
sheidoubuzhunchidao。wosaoleyiyan，meitaizaiyi。gaocengbiandong，guanwozheizhongxiaobingpishi。“yongdianli。
”wochuailechuaixigaishangdejiao。linweilikejiazhonglelidao，shengyinqingqingde：“zheigelidukeyima？”“ng。
”wobishangyan，xiangshouzhetadefuwu，naozilipansuanzhemingtianzenmezaixinlaobanmianqianlugelian。
tingshuoxinlaobanshigehaiguijingying，zuofengqiangying，dehaohaobiaoxian，shuobudingshigejihui。“mingtiangongsidahui，
bawoneijianlanchenshanyunyixia。”wofenfu。“hao。”tayingzhe。kantazheifunilaishunshoudeyangzi，
woxinlineidianzhangkongyudedaojidamanzu。woshenzhishengchujifenhuangmiudedeyi，qiao，
wobayigecengjingneimeyouxiudenvren，bianchenglewodesiyouwu。gemenerpaoshigemote，
yebibushangwozheizhongchengjiu。diertian，wochuanzhebitingdelanchenshan，renmogouyangdizuozaihuiyishili。
zhouweitongshiqieqiesiyu，douzaitaolunzheiweikongjiangdedalao。jushuolaitoujida，zongbuzhijiezhipai，leilifengxing，
yilaijiuyaodadaokuofugaige。wotingzhiyaoban，xiwangnengjixinlaobanliugehaoyinxiang。shijianyidao，
huiyishidemenbeituikai。renliziyuanzongjianpeizhexiaolian，yinzheyigerenzoujinlai。quanchangshunjiananjingxialai。ranhou，
wokandaoleta。yishenliluodeheisedingjidingzhixizhuangtaoqun，jiancaiheti，goulechuganliandequxian。
gaogenxiecaizaidibanshang，fachuqingcui、lengjingdeshengxiang。tameikanrenheren，jingzhizouxiangzhuwei，bufachenwen，
daizheyizhongburongzhiyideqichang。lianshanghuazhejingzhidezhuangrong，yanshensaoguoquanchang，ruilidexiangshoushudao，
nalihaiyoubanfenzuowanzaichufanglideyouyanqixi？neizhanglian，woshuxidaokejinguzili。shilinwei。
wonaozili“weng”deyisheng，xiangbeizhongchuizazhong。xueyeshunjianchongshangtouding，youmengditunqu，liuxiachegudebingliang。
woshenzhihuaiyizijishibushizuowanmeishuihao，chuxianlehuanjue。woshijingzhalezhayan，zaikan。meicuo，jiushilinwei。
neigezuotianyelihaiyinweiwobaoyuanyijushuitaitang，jiumangbudiequduiliangshui，
ranhouxiaoxinyiyiduandaowomianqiandelinwei。neigebeiwodangzhongchaoxiao“yejiuzhihuisihouren”delinwei。
tazenmehuizaizheili？tazenmekenengshixinceo？wojiangzaizuoweishang，shoujiaobingliang，
xinzangkuangtiaodekuaiyaocongsangziyanbengchulai。wonengganjuedaozhouweitongshitoulaidemuguang，jinge、yihuo，
zuihoudoubianchenglekanhaoxidewanwei。gongsilisheibuzhidao，
wozhangmingmeishaozaitongshimianqian“diaokan”woneige“shangbudetaimian”denvpengyou？suiranwomeimingshuomingzi，
danneizhongbiandiheqingshi，shigerendoutingdechulai。xianzai，baoyinglaile。linwei，bu，xianzaishilinzong，luozuole。
tameizuorenheziwojieshao，zhijieqieruzhengti，shengyintongguomaikefengchuanbianzhenggehuiyishi，lengjing，qingxi，
daizheyizhongshangweizheteyoudeyapogan。tashuodeshenme，woyigezidoumeitingjinqu。
erduoliquanshizijizheneryulongdexintiaosheng。wosisididingzheta，xiwangcongtalianshangzhaodaoyisipozhan，
yisixixue，huozhenapayisifennu。danmeiyou。taquanchengmianwubiaoqing，jiuxiangzaikanyiqunmoshengdexiashu。
tademuguangouerhuisaoguowozheibian，danyezhishiyisaoerguo，meiyourenhetingliu，
fangfowozhishihuiyishiliyigewuguanjinyaodebaishe。zheizhongchedide、binglengdewushi，
bizhijiedenumagengrangwoxinjingdanzhan。huiyijiejinweisheng，tajiandanzongjielejiju，ranhou，
xiangshihuranxiangqishenme，muguangzaicitouxiangwodefangxiang。quanchanganjing，suoyourendoupingzhulehuxi。takanzhewo，
zuijiaojiqingweidigouleyixia，buxiangxiao，daoxiangdaofengshanguodeyimolengguang。“neigetongshi，”takaikou，
shengyinbuda，queqingxidizajinmeigerenerduoli，“dui，jiushini。”quanchangdemuguang，
xiangtanzhaodengyiyangjujiaozaiwoshenshang。wohoulongfagan，xiangdong，quexiangbeidingzaileyizishang。takanzhewo，
yanshenpingjingwubo，yongneizhongfenfuxiarenbandeqingmiaodanxiedeyuqi，shuodao：“qujiwodaobeikafei。
”taweiweiyidun，buchonglexijie，xiangshiyigenxixidezhen，jingzhundizhajinwozuixiuchidejiyili。“sanfentang，
buyaonai。”“hua——”jinguanjiliyayi，huiyishilihaishixiangqileyipianyizhibuzhudechouqihedihua。
suoyourendouzhidao，wocengzaiyicibumenjucanshi，dangzhesuoyourendemian，
yongbankaiwanxiaobanxuanyaodeyuqishuo：“wonvpengyoua，yejiuzhukafeihaixing，sanfentang，buyaonai，
sihourendaoshitingdaowei。”dangshihongtangdaxiao，wodeyiyangyang。xianzai，neijuhuaxiangyijixiangliangdeerguang，
gezheshikong，henhenchouhuilewodelianshang。**ladeteng。wozuozaineili，lianshangyizhenhongyizhenbai，
xueyefangfodouninggule。wonengganjuedaowushudaomuguangshezaiwoshenshang，haoqide、chaonongde、xingzailehuode。
wochenglequanchangzuidadexiaohua。qu，haishibuqu？qu，wojiushidangzhequangongsidemian，
zuoshilezijishigekeyibeitasuiyishihuandexiaochou。buqu，jiushigongranweikangxinceodemingling，
wodegongzuohaiyaobuyao？linwei，bu，linzong，jiuneiyangjingjingdikanzhewo，yanshenlimeiyoucuicu，meiyouweixie，
zhiyouyizhongmaozhuolaoshubande、binglengdenaixin。shijian，yimiaoyimiao，jianaodiliushi。
dierzhang：shesikaijuhuiyishilijingdekepa，lianzhongyangkongdiaodechufengshengdoubiandeyichangqingxi。neiyidaodaomuguang，
xiangshaohongdezhen，mimimamazhazaiwobeishang、lianshang。wonengtingjianzijixinzangfengkuangleigudeshengyin，dongdongdong，
kuaiyaozhuangsuixionggu。sanfentang，buyaonai。zheiliugezi，xiangdaizhedaocidegouzi，
bawodingsizaizheizhanglianjiadebangongyishang。woqu？neiwozhangmingcongjintianqi，zaizheijiagongsijiusuanshehuixingsiwangle。
yigebeixinshangrennvceo，erqieshigangganghaibeizijishiweisiyouwudeqiannvyou，
dangzhongshihuanqudaokafeidemapijing？buqu？taxianzaishiceo，niesiwobiniesiyizhimayihaijiandan。
fangdai、chedai、xiageyuejiuyaojiaodefangzu……wonaozilishunjianshanguozheixiexianshideyali，
xiangbinglengdetieliankunzhuwodeshoujiao。woxiayishidikanxianglinwei。tayijiuzuozaizhuweishang，
zhijianqingqingdianzheguangjiedehuiyizhuomian，muguangpingjing，shenzhidaizheyisishenshideyiwei，
jiuxiangzaipingguyijianwupinshifouhege。tabushizaishengqi，yebushizaibaofu，tazhishizaixingshiyizhongquanli，
yizhonglisuodangrande、jugaolinxiadequanli。erzheizhongquanli，zuotianhailaolaowozaiwoshouli。
quruganxiangfeitengdeliqing，congjiaodibanyilushaodaotianlinggai。wojihuyaorenbuzhupaianerqi，
zhizhetadebizimatashigepianzi，shigeyanxisanniande**！dancancundelizhixiangyigenxisi，sisizhuaizhewo。
wobuneng。zhongmukuikuizhixia，shitaipaoxiao，zhihuirangwosidegengcan。renliziyuanzongjian，
neigepingshijianlewozongshixiaomimipaipaijianbangdewangjie，cikezhengyongyizhonghunhezhejingyahecuicudeyanshenkanzhewo，
zuichunwushengdidongledong，kankouxingshi：“kuaiqua，xiaozhang！”zhouweidetongshi，youdeditoujiazhuangkanbijiben，
jianbangqueweiweisongdong；youdehaobuyanshidiliezhezui；haiyoujigepingshijiugenwobuduifude，
yanlidoukuaifangchuguanglaile。woshenxiyikouqi，zaixiyikouqi。feiyexiangpofengxiangyiyanglachezheteng。ranhou，
wozhanleqilai。yizituihedimianmocafachucierdeshengyin，zaijijingdehuiyishiligewaixiangliang。
wonengganjuedaosuoyoumuguang“shua”diyixiajizhongdaowoshenshang，xiangjuguangdengdazaiyigejijiangxingxingdefanrenlianshang。
wodizhetou，bugankanrenheren，youqishizhuweishangdeta。maikaibuzi，meiyibudouxiangcaizaishaohongdetanhuoshang。
zoudaohuiyishijiaoluodekafeijipang，shoudoudejihuwobuzhuneigeyinzhegongsilogodebaisecibei。
kafeijiyunzuodewengwengsheng，shiwocikeweiyidebeijingyin。
wonengxiangxiangshenhouneixierenshizenyangyongyanshenjiaoliuzhewushengdechaofeng。daoleduoshaotang？shouyidou，haoxiangduosaledian。
guantani！meiyounai！wobaneibeiguntangde、heisedeyeti，xiangduanzheyibeiduyao，
yibubuduanhuidaozhangtiaohuiyizhuodelingyitou。zoudaotamianqian。wotingxia，yijiudizhetou，
babeiziqingqingfangzaitamianqiandezhuoshang。**weiwodezhandou，huangchulaiyidian，jianzaiguangliangdezhuomianshang，
xianggechouloudewudian。wodengzhe。dengtahuoxuhuishuoshenme，yijuchaofeng，yijuqingmiede“xiexie”，
shenzhiyijugenghendexiuru。dantameiyou。tashenzhimeiyoukanneibeikafeiyiyan，muguangzhijieyueguowo，
touxiangrenliziyuanzongjian，yongneizhonghaowubolande、gongshigongbandeyuqishuo：“wangzongjian，jixuxiayigeyiti。
”fangfowogangcaideyiqie，dikafei、shoudou、jianchudewudian，
douzhishiyiduanwuguanjinyaode、keyisuishiqiediaodewushengyingpian。wobeichedidiwushile。
xianggewanchengrenwudebeijingban，wojiangyingdizhuanshen，huidaozijidezuowei。meiyibu，
douganjuebeihouyouwushugenshouzhizaichuowodejilianggu。zuoxiashi，
pangbiandetongshixiayishidibayiziwangpangbiannuolenuo，fangfowoshenshangdaizheshenmewenyi。huiyishengxiadeshijian，
woxianggehunyoutianwaidemuou。linweishuoleshenme，gongsiweilaiyoushenmezhanlveguihua，woyigezidoumeitingjinqu。
naozilifanfuhuifangde，zhiyoutagangcaineibinglengde、chediwushideyanshen，
hehuiyishilineisijiyouzhuoredekongqi。huiyizhongyujieshule。talvxianqishen，zaiyizhonggaoguandecuyongxia，
touyebuhuidilikailehuiyishi。gaogenxieqiaojidimiandeshengyin，xiangsangzhong，yishengshengqiaozaiwoxinshang。
tongshimenkaishixixisusudishoushidongxi，jiaotoujieer，muguangyouyiwuyidipiaoxiangwo。yayideqiexiaosheng，
xiangwenziyiyangzaierbianwengwengzuoxiang。wojihushitaoyesidechongchulehuiyishi，zhibenxishoujian。suoshanggejiandemen，
**zaibinglengdegebanshang，dakouchuanqi，weiliyizhenfanjiangdaohai。jingzilideziji，liansecanbairuzhi，
etouquanshilenghan。wanle。quanwanle。wozhangmingzaizheigongsidelian，jintiansuanshidiujinle。bu，bujinjinshidiulian。
linweihuilaile，yizheiyangyizhongnianyashidezitai。tashishei？tazheisanniandaodizuoleshenme？
tashibushizaojiujihuahaole？yigegewentixiangdusheyiyangchanzhuwo，jihurangwozhixi。
shoujizaikoudailizhendongqilai，shiwobumenlineigedazuibaliqiang。wozhijieandiao。jinjiezhe，
weixinxiaoxijiukaishikuangtiao。“mingge！shenmeqingkuang？！xinceozhenshinineige……linwei？！”“**！
jingtiandaguaa！nizhiqianbushishuotazailaojiazhongdima？”“gemenerniwendezhuma？
xuyaoxiongdijinidaipingsuxiaojiuxinwanbu？”wofanzaodiguandiaoweixin，yiquanzazaigejiandemenbanshang，
fachuchenmendexiangsheng。zhongdi？shia，woweilechediduanjuetahewaijiedelianxi，weilerangtagengyilaiwo，
wopiantongshimenshuotayinweinenglibuzubeiyuangongsicitui，shoubuledajihuilaojiaxiuyangle，
shenzhianshitajingshenchuledianwenti。wobatasuzaochengyigelibukaiwobihude、kelianxixideyifuzhe。
xianzaixiangxiang，wotamajiushigechetoucheweidexiaochou！tazaiwaimianbuzhidaoshenmeshihouyijingtuotaihuangu，
chenglexuyaowoyangwangdecunzai，erwohaizaijialixiangshouzhebatadangbaomushihuandekelianyouyuegan！
fennu、kongju、quru、haiyouyizhongbeiyunongdehuangmiugan，jiaozhizaiyiqi，jihuyaobawobifeng。
wobuzhidaozaixishoujianlidaileduojiu，zhidaowaimianmeishenmedongjingle，caiganliuchulai。yonglengshuichonglebalian，
shuizhushunzhexiabadiluo，xiangyanlei。wokanzhejingzilineigelangbeibukandenanren，
diyiciduizijiguoqusanniansuozuodeyiqie，chanshengleyizhongjianruide、binglengdehuaiyi。wobatabianchengbaomu，
shibushi，qishishiwoqinshoujizijiwaleyigejudade、wufapachudefenmu？shihunluopodihuidaogongwei，
haimeizuoxia，neibutongxunruanjianjiudanchuleyigexiaoxi。fasongren：linwei,ceo。
wodexinzangmengdiyisuo。diankai。zhiyouyixingzi，gongshigongbandekouqi：“zhangming，laiwobangongshiyitang。xianzai。
”disanzhang：diyicijiaofeng“zhangming，laiwobangongshiyitang。xianzai。”zheixingzixiangcuilebingdezhen，
zhazaiwoyanqiushang。diannaopingmudeguangbiandeciyan，gongweigeduanfangfoshunjianzhanggao，
bawoweikunzaiyigexiaxiao、zhixidefangcunzhidi。laile。biyuxiangzhonggengkuai。
zhouweidetongshikansizaimangzijideshi，danneizhongwushengdeguanzhuxiangximidezhuwang，chanraozaiwozhouwei。
wonengganjuedaotamendeyuguang，nengtingdaoneizhongkeyiyadide、guanyu“kafei”he“ceo”deqieqiesiyu。
woshenxiyikouqi，shituyaxiahoulongkoudexingtian。qujiuqu！nandaotahainengzaibangongshilichilewo？
zuiduobuguoshibeikaichu！danxindilingyigeshengyinzaijianjiao：kaichu？neifangdaizenmeban？chedaizenmeban？
xiageyuedeshenghuofeizenmeban？zaizheixing，beidingjiangongsiceoyizheizhongchirudefangshikaichu，
woyihouhainengzhaodaoxiangyangdegongzuoma？woqiangpozijizhanqilai，
zhenglileyixiawaidiaodechenshanlingkou——zheijianchenshan，haishitazuowanqinshouyuntangde。
zheigeniantourangwodedongzuoyoushiyijiang。zouxiangceobangongshidelu，congweirucimanzhang。
bangongqudetongdaohaoxiangbeiwuxianlazhang，meiyishuangkansiwuyipielaideyanjingdouxiangtanzhaodeng。wotingzhijibei，
nuliweichizhezuihouyidiankeliandetimian，danxigaiquezaifaruan。zhongyuzhanzaineishanhouzhongdeshimumenqian。
zhanxindemingpai：“linwei,chiefexecutiveofficer”。
wotaiqishou，qiaomendeshouzhiyouxiezhandou。“jin。”limianchuanlaitadeshengyin，lengjing，shuli。wotuimenjinqu。
bangongshikuanchangmingliang，judadeluodichuangwaishichengshifanhuadejingxiang。linweizuozaikuandadebangongzhuohou，
zhengditoukanzheyifenwenjian。yangguangsazaitashenshang，neishenangguidexizhuangmianliaofanzherouhedeguangze。
tazhenggerenlongzhaozaiyizhongjingying、ganliandeqichangli，yuwojianeigexizheweiqun、yanshenwenshundenvren，
panruoyunni。tameitaitou，yemeirangwozuo。wojiuneimegangadizhanzaibangongzhuoqian，
xianggexiaoxueshengdengzhebeixundaozhurenfaluo。shijianyifenyimiaoguoqu，zhiyoutafandongzhizhangdeshashasheng。
zheizhongchenmodejianao，bizhijiedechizegengrangrennankan。tazaiyongzheizhongfangshimingquedigaosuwo，
womenzhijiandediweichaju，yiji，taduiwowanquandekongzhiquan。worenbuzhuxiankailekou，
shengyinganse：“lin……linzong。ninzhaowo？”tazhongyucongwenjianshangtaiqiyan。muguangluozaiwolianshang，
meiyourenheqingxu，jiuxiangkanyigemoshengde、fanlecuodexiashu。“zhangming，”takaikou，shengyinpingwen，
“jintianzaohuidehuiyijiyao，younifuzezhengli。xiabanqianfadaowoyouxiang。”wolengzhule。huiyijiyao？
zheizhongsuoshi，pingshidoushixingzhengzhulizuode。tajiaowoshanglai，jiuweilezheige？bushiweilexiuruwo？
bushiweiletanpai？tasihukanchuanlewodexiangfa，zuijiaojiqingweidicheleyixia，neihudulengdeheren。“zenme？
youkunnan？”“mei……meiyou。”wojihushixiayishidihuida。“henhao。”tazhongxindixiatou，
muguanghuidaowenjianshang，fangfowoyijingbucunzai。“chuqudeshihoudaishangmen。”wojiuzheimebeidafachulaile？
zhanzaibangongshimenwai，wohaiyoudianmeng。zheisuanshenme？leishengda，yudianxiao？tafeijinxinsigaozheimeyichu，
jiuweilerangwodaobeikafei，ranhoupaigezhenglihuiyijiyaodezahuo？bu，bukeneng。wolejielinwei，huozheshuo，
wolejiesannianqianneigejiaoaodelinwei。tajuebushirenqitunshengderen。xianzaideta，gengbukeneng。
zheizhongkansiqingmiaodanxiedewushi，zheizhonggongshigongbandetaidu，beihouyidingzangzhegengshendeyitu。tazaiwanwo。
xiangmaozhuolaoshu，bujizhechidiao，ershiyaomanmanwannong，xinshangliewujingkongshicuodeyangzi。huidaogongwei，
woduizhediannao，quefaxianzaohuideneirongwogenbenjiumeitingjinqujiju。naozililuanzaozaode，
quanshitabinglengdemuguanghehuiyishilineilingrenzhixideshunjian。wozhinengyingzhetoupi，
pingzhemohudejiyihetongshidelingxingtaolun，kaishipincouhuiyijiyao。meiyigezidachulai，
douxiangshizaichouzijideerguang。tataishanglengjingzixindemoyang，hewojiyizhongtadunzaidishangjiwocaxiedeyangzi，
buduanjiaocuozhongdie，rangwojiyuoutu。haoburongyiaodaoxiabanqian，
baneifenloudongbaichu、zijikanledoulianhongdehuiyijiyaofadaotayouxiang。jihushiyoujianfasongchenggongdeshunjian，
neibutongxunruanjianyouxiangle。haishita。“jiyaoguoyujianlve，zhongdianmohu，quefaluoji。zhongzuo。
mingzaoshangbanqianwoyaokandaoxiugaiban。”houmianfudaizhejijuxilidepizhu，zhizhiwofuyanleshidedifang。
wodingzhepingmu，yiguxiehuozhichongnaomen。tajueduishiguyide！mingmingkeyiyicishuoqingchuyaoqiu，
pianpianyaodengwozuowanzaidahuilaizhongzuo！zheijiushizaizhetengwo！womengdiwojinquantou，zhijiaqiajinzhangxin。
henbudelikechongjintadebangongshi，badiannaozazaitaneizhangjingzhidelianshang！danlizhizuizhongyadaolechongdong。
woshenxijikouqi，qiangpozijilengjingxialai。zhongzuojiuzhongzuo！wobunengrangtazhuadaorenhebabing，
bunengjitarenhejietifahuikaichuwodeliyou！neiyiwan，wozaigongsijiabandaoshenye。kongdangdangdebangongqu，
zhiyouwojianpandeqiaojisheng。edeweiteng，quebuxiangchidongxi。naozilifanfuhuifangzhezheihuangtangdeyitian。
woxiangqizaoshangchumenshi，tahaitiwozhenglilingdai，wenroudishuo“zaodianhuilai”。neifuwenshundemianjuxia，
daodizangzhezenyangyikebinglengfuchoudexin？zhidaolingchen，wocaimianqiangbaxiugaihoudejiyaofachuqu。
tuozhepibeibukandeshentihuidaojia，yaochi**suokong，menconglimiandakaile。linweizhanzaimenkou，
shenshangchuanzheneijianwoshuxide、xideyouxiefajiudejujiafu，weiqunhaimeijiexialai。
lianshangdaizheqiadaohaochudedanyouhewenrou。“huilaile？zenmezheimewan？chifanlema？wojinireletang。
”yuqi，yanshen，zitai，hewangchangmeiyourenhebutong。fangfojintianzaigongsineigebawozunyancaizaijiaoxiadenvren，
zhishiwodeyigehuanjue。wokanzheta，kanzhezheizhangshuxidelian，weiliyizhenfanteng。
kongjuhehuangmiuganxiangchaoshuiyiyangjiangwoyanmei。tazenmekeyi……zenmekeyizhuangdezheimexiang？wosisidingzheta，
xiangcongtayanlizhaochunapayisiyihaodechaofenghekuaiyi。danmeiyou。
zhiyouquanrande、lingrenmaogusongrande“zhengchang”。woyibatuikaita，chongjinweishengjian，
duizhematongjuliediganouqilai。disizhang：wenroudao，geroutengjiexialaiderizi，wohuozaidiyuli。gongsili，
linwei，bu，linzong，duiwowanquanshiyifugongshigongbandeshangsizitai。tameiyouzaidangzhongxiuruwo，
shenzhihenshaozhijiegenwoduihua。dantayouwushuzhongfangfa，rangwoshishikekeganshoudaotadecunzaihenianya。
tahuizaibumenhuiyishang，qingmiaodanxiedifoudingwoxinkuaoyezuochudefangan，
yongjingzhundezhuanyeshuyuzhichuqizhongweibuzudaodexiaci，rangwozaiquantitongshimianqianwudizirong。
tahuibazuijishou、zuirongyibeiguodexiangmudiujiwo，meiqimingyue“kanzhongnidenengli”，
deadlinequejidejiqikeke。woshaoyouzhiyi，
tabianhuitaiqineishuangbinglengdeyanjing：“zuobudao？gongsixuyaodeshinengchuangzaojiazhideren。
”wochenglequangongsidexiaohuahezhongdianguanchaduixiang。yiqiangoujiandabeidetongshi，xianzaijiandaowodouraodaozou，
shengpabeiqianlian。yiqianbajiewodexiashu，xianzaiyeganyangfengyinwei。chashuijian、cesuo，
renhejiaoluodoukenengchuanlaiguanyu“ceoqiannanyou”he“baomu”deqiexiao。wodegongzuozhanghao，
ouerhuishoudaonimingdechaofengbiaoqingbao，huozhe“kafeizhudebucuo”de“zanmei”。erjiali，
shilingyigegenglingrenzhixidekongjian。meitianxiaban，tuikaineishanmen，jiuxiangqiehuanleyigekongbudepindao。
linweizonghuizhunshichuxianzaimenkou，chuanzheneishenrouruandejujiafu，lianshangguazhewenshundeweixiao，jieguowodegongwenbao，
dishangtuoxie。“huilaile？leileba？xizaoshuifanghaole。”“jintianzuoleniaichidehongshaopaigu。
”“jianbangsuanma？wobangnianan。”tabanyanzheyigewanmeide、titieruweidenvyou，
shenzhibiguoqusanniangengjia“wanmei”。fancaiyongyuanhewokouwei，jiawuzuodeyisibugou，