第一章 以前的他,不是这样的

diyizhangyiqiandeta,bushizheiyangde

wozainanyouzuijiongpodeshihoushuaileta,houlaitayousuochengjiu,yongjingezhongbanfabawoquhuilejia。

hunhouquexiangbaofuwoyiyang,meitiandouzaizhanhuarecao。

danshiwohaowubolan,pingjingdedaizaifangjianli,conglaibuhetajijiaoxieshenme。

womashangjiuyaosile,danshitagenbenbuzhidao。

tashengqizhiji,culudewenzhewo,haosiyaobawochidiao,yadishengyinzhiwenzhe:「weishenmebushengqi?」

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woguoshengrineitian,congqichuangkaishijiutouyunzhiji,hailiulebixue。

woyigerenquleyiyuan,yixiliejianchazhihou,yishengshuowozhiyousangeyuedeshijianle。

wobupasi,suoyibingmeiyoushenmefanying,duiyuxianzaidewolaishuo,shuobudingsilegenghao。

danshiwohenpateng,yizhiyilai,douhenpa。

yishengshuoyouyizhongyaokeyirangwobuneimetongku,keshihengui。

xianzaiwoshenshangdeqianzhifubuqi,yushijiuquzhaosuheranle。

wohesuheranjiehunsinian,tazuijinbaolegeqingchunmeilidenvdaxuesheng。

tajiaobaibingbing,zhangdebaixipiaoliang,rerenlianai,queshishisuheranxihuandeyangzi。

liangrendeguanxiyijingchixuleyinianzhijiu,tashineimeduonvrenzhongzuishouzhongshide。

wodepengyoumendoujuedebaibingbingheneixienvrenbuyiyang,quanwoduozhuyiyidian。

wusuoweile,tazenyangwodoubuzaiyi,zuihaoxiaosanshangweibawojixiaquba。

woqulegongsi,dasuanzhijiequbangongshizhaota。

qiantaidexiaomeimeibawohanzhu:「linxiaojie,suzongxianzaibuzaigongsi,ninyoushenmexuyaowokeyibangninjiluyixia。」

「tarenxianzaizainali?」

xiaomeimeizhizhiwuwu,wodagaicaidaole,suheranheneigehulijingzaiyiqi。

wodanmodeshuo:「nishuoba,wobuhuirangbierenzhidaoshinishuode。」

dezhisuheranzaiktvhou,woganleguoqu,zaineiliwodiyiciyujianlebaibingbing。

baibingbingdaxuedeshihoulianggerenjiuyoulelianxi,tayibiye,suheranjiubataliuzaileshenbianzuomishu。

wotuikaimenjinqu,suoyourendoutingxialeshoushangdedongzuokanxiangwo。

fanyingguolaihou,dajiadoukaishihewowenhao:「linqingjiehao。」

wodiantoushiyi,huanshiyiquanhou,faxiansuheranbuzai,jiuzuozaijiaoluodengta。

baibingbingmeiyouhewowenhao,yizhishangxiadaliangzhewo。

taqiaoqiaohepangbianderenshuo:「zheijiushisulaobandelaopo?wohaiyiweiduopiaoliangni,erqieweishenmezhangdeyifuduanmingyanga?」

「juranhaiyourenshuowohetazhangdexiang,zhenkexiao,wozheimepiaoliang,nalihetaxiangle?」

baoxiangliyinweiwodedaolaibiandehenanjing,suoyibaibingbingshuodehuawodoutingjianle。

wokanxiangbolishangdaoyingdewo,chuanzhesuiyi,qiseyehenbuhao。

queshibutaihaokan,erqieyequeshihuobuzhangle。

pangbiandetongshidishengshuo:「neishiyinweitajintianmeiyoushoushi,tashaoweidabanyixiadehua,nizenmekenengbideshangta?」

「haiyoua,nikebiejuedelaobanchongni,jiuqujitazhaoshiqing。」

「suzonghaishihenaitade,niyaoshiredaota,kemeiyouhaoguozichi。」

baibingbingbufudezeleyisheng。

taxiaorendezhideyangzirangwofangan,woyingshangtademuguang,kanjiantafanlegebaiyan,zuoshiyaozoudaowodemianqian。

pangbiandetongshiyibabatalazhu:「wei,niyaoganshenme?」

baibingbingshuaikaitadeshou,gaoaodeshuo:「wokebuxintanengyingguowo。」

tazheimeyoudiqi,shiyinweisuheranduitaqueshigenbierenbutaiyiyang。

tazhiqianyeyouhenduodenvren,danshitamendaduozhiyouyiyejifuzhiqin,suheranconglaibuhuizaitamenshenshanglangfeitaiduodeshijian。

womingbai,suheranzhishixiangliyongtamenlaichaofengwo,xiangrangwoshoujinchaoxiao。

danshibaibingbingbuyiyang,tamenlianggebujinxiangchudeshijianhenzhang,erqiesuheranduitabaibanhehu。

baibingbingxiakeshi,suheranhuizaixiaomenkoudengta,ranhouquguangjie,kangedianying,chigefan,xiangxiaoqinglvyiyangtianmi。

baibingbingsihaobuqie,dingzhewodeshuangyanzouleguolai。

shoulihaiduanzheyibeijiu,yinyangguaiqideshuozhe:「qingqingjie,nizenmeyelaizheilileya?」

「woyiweishiwomengongsijuhuini,meixiangdaohaiyoujiashulaia。」

「buhaoyisia,asushuoxianghaohaopeipeiwo,wangjikaolvnideganshoule。」

hunandedengguangchenzhetadexiaolian,meiyanjianyunianqingdewoqueshiyoujifenxiangsi。

woxiaolexiao,buganshiruodehuiyingdao:「zaizenmeshuo,niyezhishigexiaosaneryiya,haishiqipanzhewoliangzaodianlihun,fangbiannichenzaoshangweiba。」

「ni......nishenmeyisi!」baibingbingniejinlequantou。

「wodeyisishibaiqingchunizijidediwei。」wosihaobuxiangjitaliumianzi。

baibingbingtingdaowodehuahounaoxiuchengnu,pokoudamadao:「nideyishenme?nikankannixianzaideyangzi,nalikeyigenwobi?」

qitarenjianzhuanglianmangguolaiyaobabaibingbinglazou。

womeiyouyisiqingxubodong,wobuhuiweilesuheranshengqi,gengbuhuiyinweitashenbiandenvrenerquzhenglunshenme。

tameiyouzigerangwozheiyangzuo。

jiuzaizheigeshihou,suherantuikaibaoxiangdemenzoulejinlai。

baibingbingbeilazoudeshihoumeiyouzhanwen,shoulidejiubeidiaozailedishang,jianqidebolisuipianjiangtadexiaotuihuapo,liulehenduodexue。

suheranyijinlaijiukandaorucichangmian,ganmangpaodaobaibingbingshenbian,jiangtafuwen。

dunxiaxixindechakanzhetadeshangshi,bushihenyanzhong,zhishikanzhebijiaokepaeryi。

tazhanqilai,ehenhendekanzhelabaibingbingderen,wenta:「ninongde?」

neirenhaipasuheranguaizuita,lianlianhoutui。

gangxiangkaikoujieshixieshenme,jiubeiwodaduan。

「我弄的,怎样?」

baibingbingyinweipolepieryi,yanleihuahua,hesuheransazhejiao。

wokansuherandanxindeyangzijuedekexiao。

baibingbingjianworucitaidu,jiubatadeweiquyigunaodequanshuolechulai:「shiwoaishangleyoufuzhifu,rangwobeidajiakanbuqi,beidajiaruma。」

tazhuantoukanxiangsuheran,chuchukeliandeshuozhekexiaodehua:「danshimeiguanxisuxiansheng,weileniwodouyuanyichengshou,womenhuiyongyuanyongyuanzaiyiqi。」

zhenshitianzhendedaxueshenga,nengbazheizhonghuashuodeyibenzhengjing,tayinggaijiushikaozheizhongchunzhencairangsuheransixintadideba。

yanqiandechangjingrangwogandaoexin,woxiangganjinlikaizheili,buxianghetamenjixuyanxiaqu。

zhijieburuzhengti,xiangsuheransuoyaosanshiwan。

tatingdaohoumanbuzaiyi,huanhuandezuoxialai,duanqiyibeijiubaizaiwomianqian。

chaofengdeshuo:「30wandangranmeiwenti,danshinidexianjibaibingbingjingjiudaoqian,rangwokankannidechengyi。」

tingdaozheihuawolengzhule,taxiangnaqianlaixiuruwo,xiangnaqianlaihongtadexiaosangaoxing。

woqidequantoufadou,qishenxianglikai,zheigeexindedifangbuxiangduodaiyimiao。

yiqiandeta,bushizheiyangde。

chuleyaoqian,woconglaimeiyouzhudongzhaoguota,shenzhimeiyourenhelianxifangshi,woyaoqiandouhuiqugongsizhaota。

tacongbuguowenwoyaoqianganshenme,zhishimeicidoujishidadaowodekashang。

zheihaishitadiyicizheiyang,woxiongqiangxiangbeishenmeduzhuleyiyang,gandaohuxikunnan,yeshuobuchuhua。

wohenxiangzhidaodangwolikaideshihou,tazhidaowoshoudezheixieku,huishishenmefanying?

会哭吗?

haishihuigandaodeyi,juedewohuogai。