“shichuan,neiwomendehaizizenmeban?woyijinghuaiyunbageyuele,niyaowozenmejitaxianxue?”
woguizaidishang,wuzhejulietengtongdeduzikuhanzhe。
yeshichuanmianseyinhen,chezhuwodeyilingbawocongdishangzhuaileqilaizhiwenwo:
“neijiudadiaoa!nizenmenengneimezisi,zhiyixianzaixingmingyouguan,taneimexiyoudexuexing,chuleni,wolaibujizaizhaoxueyuanle!”
woshenxiayizhenjutong,tounaofahun,ganjueyanqianmaolejinxing。
yeshichuanjianwobuyuandatai,yuqiruanlexialai,guizaiwodemianqianbawobaojinhuaili,rouzhewodetoufaqingshenganwei:
“shuangshuang,zheishizuihouyici,haobuhao?zhiyihewoyiqizhangda,womabatadangqinnver。nirangwoyigezuogegedezenmekanzhetashouku?”
woyaojinxiachun,bukenhuida。
yeshichuanzhejidikanleyiyanshoubiao,shenzhiyiyijingsongjinqiangjiushiwufenzhongle,tashebudezairangshenzhiyibaoshoubingtongdezhemo。
taxinzangbuhao,cike,talianetoudoumaochulenghan,wuzhexinzangtongkudizhiwenwo
“shuangshuang,ninandaozhenyaoyanzhengzhengkanzhezhiyisidiaoma?nijiuyanzhengzhengdikanzhewoxintongzhisima?nijiuzheimezisi,zheimehendu?”
“neiwoni?wohuaiyunbageyue,dadiaohaizizaiquxianxue,wohainenghuoxialaima?”
“zenmebuneng,nibushidaguoyicijizhiyixianxuema?shangcidoumeisi,zheiciyebuhuiside!”
tingyeshichuanzheimeshuo,wobishangyan,xianrulejuewang。
wocengzailiangnianqian,huaiguoyeshichuandehaizi。
diyicihuaiyundewo,pengshangleshenzhiyizuoshoushushixueguoduo。
huaiyunsanyuedewoliudiaolehaizi,jitaxianxue,ziciwodeshentizhuangkuangyiluoqianzhang,liuxialebushaobinggen。
diaoliliangnian,wozhongyuzaicihuaiyun。
zheiyiciwoxiaoxinyiyi,zhongyulinjinshengchan,kesheixiangdao,yeshichuanjuranganranghuaiyunbageyuedewozaiciliuchan。
“liuqingshuang,wozhenshimeixiangdao,nijuranzheiyangyanzhengzhengdikanzhezhiyisidiao。yeyeshuizaiwozhenbianderenjuranshigesharenxiongshou。chuchehuodezenmebushini?tangzaibingchuangshangde,zenmebushini!”
“ruguohuanzuoshiwo,niyehuibihuaiyunbageyuedeshenzhiyiliuchan,jiwoxianxuema?”
wopinjingzuihouyisiliqi,chaozheyeshichuankuhanchuzheijuhua。
tadechenmo,jiushidaan。
yeshichuanbuhuixiangdao,zheishiwoduitashuodezuihouyijuhua。
shuowanzheijuhua,wojiuyintilibuzhihejiduxuruohundaozaidi。
yeshichuanjianzhuang,baoqiwojiuquleyiyuan。
tayiwozhangfudeshenfen,tongyilewodeliuchanshoushuhexianxuexieyi。
dayuefenyinchan,liuguoyigehaizi,cengguoduxianxue,rujinyouyaozaicidaliangxianxue。
renheyigenvrenzaiciqingkuangxia,douhuihuobuxiaqu。
woxianwanxuehouhunmibuxing,beiyeshichuansuiyidiuqizailezoulangshang。
yiqiangzhige,shenzhiyijieshoulezhiliao,zaihaohuadanrenbingfangzhonghuanhuanzhengkaileyanjing。
shenzhiyikanjianshouzaitabingchuangqianqiaocuideyeshichuan,puzailetahuaili:
“shichuangege,wohaohaipa,woyiweiwozaiyejianbudaonile。”
yeshichuanxintengdirouzhetadenaodai,zaitadechunshangliuxiayigeshenshendewen:
“buhuide,zhiyi,shiwomeizhaoguhaoni。nihunmilezhengzhengbangexiaoshi,womeiyimiaodouguodehenjianao。”
wenyuninanjian,tamenchanmianzaileyiqi。
aimeideshengyinchuanchumenwai,woquemeiyoubandianfanying。
因为我已经死了。
tangzaibinglengdezoulangshang,tingzhewodezhangfuhenvrenchanmian,woquejiuzheimesile。