第2章

“shichuan,neiwomendehaizizenmeban?woyijinghuaiyunbageyuele,niyaowozenmejitaxianxue?”

woguizaidishang,wuzhejulietengtongdeduzikuhanzhe。

yeshichuanmianseyinhen,chezhuwodeyilingbawocongdishangzhuaileqilaizhiwenwo:

“neijiudadiaoa!nizenmenengneimezisi,zhiyixianzaixingmingyouguan,taneimexiyoudexuexing,chuleni,wolaibujizaizhaoxueyuanle!”

woshenxiayizhenjutong,tounaofahun,ganjueyanqianmaolejinxing。

yeshichuanjianwobuyuandatai,yuqiruanlexialai,guizaiwodemianqianbawobaojinhuaili,rouzhewodetoufaqingshenganwei:

“shuangshuang,zheishizuihouyici,haobuhao?zhiyihewoyiqizhangda,womabatadangqinnver。nirangwoyigezuogegedezenmekanzhetashouku?”

woyaojinxiachun,bukenhuida。

yeshichuanzhejidikanleyiyanshoubiao,shenzhiyiyijingsongjinqiangjiushiwufenzhongle,tashebudezairangshenzhiyibaoshoubingtongdezhemo。

taxinzangbuhao,cike,talianetoudoumaochulenghan,wuzhexinzangtongkudizhiwenwo

“shuangshuang,ninandaozhenyaoyanzhengzhengkanzhezhiyisidiaoma?nijiuyanzhengzhengdikanzhewoxintongzhisima?nijiuzheimezisi,zheimehendu?”

“neiwoni?wohuaiyunbageyue,dadiaohaizizaiquxianxue,wohainenghuoxialaima?”

“zenmebuneng,nibushidaguoyicijizhiyixianxuema?shangcidoumeisi,zheiciyebuhuiside!”

tingyeshichuanzheimeshuo,wobishangyan,xianrulejuewang。

wocengzailiangnianqian,huaiguoyeshichuandehaizi。

diyicihuaiyundewo,pengshangleshenzhiyizuoshoushushixueguoduo。

huaiyunsanyuedewoliudiaolehaizi,jitaxianxue,ziciwodeshentizhuangkuangyiluoqianzhang,liuxialebushaobinggen。

diaoliliangnian,wozhongyuzaicihuaiyun。

zheiyiciwoxiaoxinyiyi,zhongyulinjinshengchan,kesheixiangdao,yeshichuanjuranganranghuaiyunbageyuedewozaiciliuchan。

“liuqingshuang,wozhenshimeixiangdao,nijuranzheiyangyanzhengzhengdikanzhezhiyisidiao。yeyeshuizaiwozhenbianderenjuranshigesharenxiongshou。chuchehuodezenmebushini?tangzaibingchuangshangde,zenmebushini!”

“ruguohuanzuoshiwo,niyehuibihuaiyunbageyuedeshenzhiyiliuchan,jiwoxianxuema?”

wopinjingzuihouyisiliqi,chaozheyeshichuankuhanchuzheijuhua。

tadechenmo,jiushidaan。

yeshichuanbuhuixiangdao,zheishiwoduitashuodezuihouyijuhua。

shuowanzheijuhua,wojiuyintilibuzhihejiduxuruohundaozaidi。

yeshichuanjianzhuang,baoqiwojiuquleyiyuan。

tayiwozhangfudeshenfen,tongyilewodeliuchanshoushuhexianxuexieyi。

dayuefenyinchan,liuguoyigehaizi,cengguoduxianxue,rujinyouyaozaicidaliangxianxue。

renheyigenvrenzaiciqingkuangxia,douhuihuobuxiaqu。

woxianwanxuehouhunmibuxing,beiyeshichuansuiyidiuqizailezoulangshang。

yiqiangzhige,shenzhiyijieshoulezhiliao,zaihaohuadanrenbingfangzhonghuanhuanzhengkaileyanjing。

shenzhiyikanjianshouzaitabingchuangqianqiaocuideyeshichuan,puzailetahuaili:

“shichuangege,wohaohaipa,woyiweiwozaiyejianbudaonile。”

yeshichuanxintengdirouzhetadenaodai,zaitadechunshangliuxiayigeshenshendewen:

“buhuide,zhiyi,shiwomeizhaoguhaoni。nihunmilezhengzhengbangexiaoshi,womeiyimiaodouguodehenjianao。”

wenyuninanjian,tamenchanmianzaileyiqi。

aimeideshengyinchuanchumenwai,woquemeiyoubandianfanying。

因为我已经死了。

tangzaibinglengdezoulangshang,tingzhewodezhangfuhenvrenchanmian,woquejiuzheimesile。