第3章
“zhenshikexile。”nanrenkanzheshuaidaodejianghuaiyu，chongzhetayaoyaotou，“duohaodewudao，doubeizuihouzheiyixiajihuile。”
“shihaoshihuai，youbudenilaiduozui。”guchenanbuzhiheshizoudaolenanrendeshence，duizhetabinglengdao。
“jiejie，nimeishiba？”jiangnianrouxiaobupaodaojianghuaiyudemianqian，manliandeyidijiangtafuleqilai，yuqiqueshiqiansuoweiyoudeweiqu，“doushiwobuhao，ruguowo......”
jianghuaiyuquebieguolian，kanxiangzoulaideguchenan，“wodejiaoqianduanshijianshoushangle，yizhimeihao。”
jiantaguyibujiejiangnianroudehua，guchenanmiansenankan，tazoujinjianghuaiyudeshence，yibajiangtatuodaozijidemianqian，yuqifahen，“zheimeqiahaodeshijianshoushangle，nizhendebushiguyide？”
“haishishuo，nishiguyishuaidao，xiangrangwoxinruanme？”
jianghuaiyuzhijuedezhoushenbingleng，taqirandifanwendao，“guchenan，nihuima？”
“niyoushenmezhiderangwoxinruande，nipeima？”
guchenanshuozhe，henhendejiangtacongmianqiantuikai，manlianyane。
“zheicidedaiyanren，wohaishijuedenianrougengjiashihe，nishuoni？”guchenandeyanshenwangxiangyicedenanren，kendingdeyanyubujirenrenheshangliangdeyudi。
nanrenmeiyoushuohua，kanzhejianghuaiyuyifukexidemuguang。
danjiranguchenankailekou，zijiyebuhuifoujue，diantoubiaoshitongyi。
jiangnianroudengdazheyanjing，jingyadekanxiangguchenan。
zhongrenkanxiangjianghuaiyudeyanshenzhongduoleyisikelian，tamenzheicaimingbai，zheiyiqiebuguoshiguchenanguyidebale，mudejiushiweilexiurujianghuaiyu，ersheizuodaiyanren，yezhishiguchenanyijuhuadeshiqing。
keshitaquefeiyaozheimezuo，guyirangjianghuaiyushangqutiaowu。
mude，yezhishiweilexiurutabale。
jianghuaiyukaozheqiang，miansecanbaidekanxiangguchenan，tadejiaohuaiyinweiniushangergaogaozhongqi，zujiandeshangkouyebeipozaicisilie，nianninidexianxuejinshizhexiedi，taqiangrenzhezujiandetengtong，yaozhexiachunzhuanshenliqu。
guchenanmanyanwenroudekanzhejiangnianrou，bingweizhuyidaotadelikai，dengdaotataitoushi，faxianbaiqunzaoyibujian。
liuxiade，zhiyoudibanshanglingluandexueji。
chajuedaoguchenandeyanshen，jiangnianrouzhidaotazaixiangshenme，yushigentatiantiandikailegewanxiaohou，zhaolegejiekouchuquxunzhaojiangnianrou。
tawangqianzouzhe，quekanjiandibanshangdaizhexueji，shunzhexuehendefangxiang，yiluzoudaohouhuayuan。
buyuanchu，jiangnianrouzuozaishuichibian，dongzuoxiaoxinyiyidituoxiabeixuejinrandewuxie。
“jiejieyuanlaizaizheilia，kezhenshirangwozhaolehaojiuni。”jiangnianroushenselingling，yuqiquedaizhehebiaoqinghaobuxiangguandichaofengzhe，“zezeze，zheigexuezhenshirangrenkanlejuedenanshou。”
“nilaiganshenme？”jianghuaiyujinhushishunjianjingjueqilai，zhouzhemeimaojiebeidekanxiangta。
jiangnianrouqueqianqianxiaole，“wolaikankannia，bijingganggangnikexiangshikuaiyaosizaitaishangleyiyang，shuodaodiniyeshiwotongfuyimudeqinjiejie，wodangranyaolaikankannishifouhuozhele，buranniyaoshizhensile，chuanchuquwokebuhaoting。”
tashuozhe，shunzhemuguangkanxiangjianghuaiyudezujian，“zhunbeilezheimejiu，bujiushiweilerangtaxinruan，rangtaxintengnime，jianghuaiyu，nidesuanpankeshidacuolea。”
“nidaoxianzaihaimeifaxianme，zaiwogennizhijian，tazhihuixuanzewo，suoyinihaishichenzaosilezheigexinsi，buyaozaijiuchantale。nibuguoshigewanjubale，xiangyiqianwobuyaosongjinidewanju，yiyang。”
jianghuaiyudizhetoubushuohua。
疼，真的好疼。
jiantahaowufanying，jiangnianroumiqiyanjing，“jirannibukensixin，neiwojiupolizaijinitouluyigexiaoxihaole，guchenandayingwole，mingtiantajiuhuihenilihun，congcizhihou，nizaiyebushitadegutaitaile。”
什么！
jianghuaiyubukezhixindekanxiangta，biaoqingzhenjing。
bukeneng，gunainaibuhuitongyide！
danshijiangnianroudeyanshenzhongmanshideyi，erqiekanshangqubuxiangshizaikaiwanxiao。
tajielibaochizhending，buxiangrangduifangkanchulaizijiyousihaodebuan。
“womenlianggehaimeiyoubanlilihunshouxu，woyijiushitahefadeqizi。”jianghuaiyushenxikouqi，duizhetadao，“nixianzaizaizheiligenwoxuanyao，buzhenghaoshuomingnizijiyediqibuzume？”
“woyoushenmehaodiqibuzude，chenangegeduisheihao，niyinggaibuxia。”jiangnianrousihaobuhuang，tabenjiushiguyi**jianghuaiyu，xiangyaorangtaqugenguchenannaofan，haorangguchenanduitadetaoyangengshangyiceng。
yanxiakanlai，jianghuaiyumeiyouzijixiangdeneimehaoduifu。
buguohaozaiguchenanpianxiangziji，tadaoshiyebuhuang。
buguoxiangdaozijizhaolegejiekoulikaihuichang，tademeimaolikezhouleqilai，zhibuhaolikaitaijiu，buranguchenankendinghuiqiyixin，yincizaishuowanzheijuhuahou，jiangnianroulenglengdesaoguota，zhuanshenlikai。
zhidaokanjiantadebeiyingxiaoshi，qiangchengzhedejianghuaiyuzheicaisonglekouqi。
fangcaijianyingdejibeiyezaishunjianruanlexiaqu。
tachuimou，shensemanshitongku。
neixiejianqiangquandoushitaweizhuangchulaide，gangcongjiangnianrouzheijuhuajizijidailaileduodadecitong，zhiyoutazijicaiqingchu。
zhikexi，zheixiejiangnianrouwanquanbuzhi。
jiuzaitahaizaifennufangcaideqingjingshi，taquezaiguaijiaochuhuranpengjianhuichangdeneigezhongniannanren，nanrenzuoguyoupanzhe，xiangshizaizhaoshenmerenyiyang。
kanzhetadedongzuo，jiangnianrouqingqianyixiao，“meixiangdaohuizaizheilipengjiannin，woganggangzaihuayuanhejiejieshuolehuihua，jiejiejiaotengshoushangzuozaineilibunengdong，ai......zhenshikulejiejiele。”
nanrentingjiantadehua，huranxiaoleqilai。
chongzhetaweiweidiantou，bianchaozhehuayuandefangxiangguoqu。
guobuqiran，tazaihuayuankanjianlejianghuaiyu，nanrenyanzhuziyizhuan，daizhexiaoyicouleguoqu，“zheiweixiaojiehaoxianghenyanshu，e......duile，ninjiushiganggangtiaowudeneiweixiaojieba，zenmeyigerenzuozaizheilini？”
nanrenzihuazishuozhei，zaitashenbianmengdizuolexialai，tiezheshenzikaojinta。
shoujiaoyekaishibulaoshiqilai。
jiangnianroubeihehuaile，nuliwanghoumiantuizhe，duizhetadahedao，“gunkai！”
“zhuangshenmezhuang，gangganggouyinguchenanbushihenqijingma！”nanrencoujinta，zhanhuhudeyuqitingqilaiexinjile，“nibujiushixiangdangdaiyanrenma，woxianzaijinizheigejihui，zhiyaoninenggouhaohaosihouwo，wobaozhengzheigedaiyanrenshinide！”