第4章
suiranwobuqingchu,taweishenmehuichuxianzaizheili。
但我必须要阻止他!
yankanzhetamenshangleche,wolijichongleguoqu,“suyan,dengyixia!”
keneigerenyijingqidonglechezi,kuaisudilikailemenkou。
wozaihoumianpinmingdizhuigan,zenmedouganbushangtamen。
kanzhetamendecheziyuelaiyueyuan,wojimangcongshoujilizhaodaoletadehaoma。
dianhuaboguoqutadoumeijie,wodunshijile,bushishuolejiwoshoujijiushiweilefangbianlianxima?
weishenmexianzaiwozhaoni,niquebujiewodianhua?
wodalebabian,zuihouhaishijiele。
duimianchuanlaitabinglengdeshengyin,“zheimezheji,shiyouqianhailema?”
wolijijieshi,“wozanshihaimeiqianhaijini,danshiwoxianggenniliaoliao。”
“kewomeixiangongfugenniliao,nihaishijinkuaixiangbanfagaoqianba。”
tazhengyuguadianhua,wolijiwendao,“gangganggenniyiqishangchedeshinideweihunfuma?”
wenyan,suyanshunjianzhengzhu,niejinleshouxin。
qishi,suyanzaojiuzaihoushijinglifaxianlezhuigandeluxiao。
gangkaishitaqueshiyouxiejingya,meixiangdaoluxiaohuizhaodaogongsilouxialai。
dansuihou,tadeyuguangkandaoleshenbiandegujiang。
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suyanchenmobanshang,“shi,niruguoxiangrenshi,woxiacijieshaojini。”
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wenyan,suyanqueshiyoudianyiwai,dansuijilenglengdeshuodao,“nishibushiguandeyoudianduo?”
“wojiajishei,gensheijiehungongduyisheng,dougennimeiyourenheguanxi!”
woqueshishiguanbule,bijingdangchuyierzaizaiersandiuxiataderenshiwo。
danwuluntayaojiajishei,neigerendoubunengshigujiang。
“nikeyijiajirenheren,danweidubunengshigujiang!”
任何人。
kedangchuyicicidiuxiazijiderenshita。
suyanfennudeniejinleshouxin,“neiwogaosuni,sheidouyouzige。”
“weidunimeizige!!!”
tafennudigualedianhua,dianhualizhichuanlaiyizhendududemangyin。
woxinjirufendilijihujiaoxitong,“nikuaijiwosichulai!!!”
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kexitongxuanzelezhuangsi,xuyaotadeshihoutayongyuanbuzai。
wobixuyaozhaosuyan,zuzhitajiajigujiang。
buran,shiqinghuichaoguowodezhangkong。
xianzaiwozhinengqusuyanjiamenkouqudunshou。
yizhidaohenwan,neiliangchezicaizaicichuxian。
shigujiangsongdetahuilai,dengtazouhou。
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kandaowodechuxian,suyanyouxieyiwai,dantabudasuanliwo。
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suyandejiaobuyidun,tingxialailengshengdao,“fangkaiwo,fouzewojiaobaoanguolai。”
“nidayingwo,buyaojiajita,wojiufangkai!”
xianzaihaimeirennengweixiesuyan,tayonglidishuaikailewo,“wopingshenmeyaoxiangxinni?”
“zaizhe,nigaosuwo,nishiwodeshenmeren,woyaotingnide?”
“haishishuo,niyoushenmezigelaiguanwoyaojiajishei?”
suyanjinjinniezheshoulidedaizi,fennudeyanshenhaosilirenjiangwoguanchuan。
“woshimeizige,zhiqianyeshiwozuodebudui,danzheijianshiqingqingnixiangxinwo。”
“xiangxinni?”suyanfengcidichelechezuijiao,“xiangxinyigeyierzaizaiersandepianzima?”
wozhengyuzhangzui,suyanshunjianlishenghechi,“wogaosuni,luxiao!”
“wobujinyaojiajita,wohaiyaogentagongdumeihaodeyisheng,yiqishengwomenkeaidebaobao!”
wohoulongfajin,wufagaosuta。
ruguobushizheigeren,xianshishijiedeta,yebuhuihunmibuxing。
zaineili,womenyeyoubaobao,tameitiandouzaikewangmamanengxinglaibaobaota。
kejiushizheigehailetaderen,rujinquechengleyaoqutaderen。
suiranwobuzhidaotaxianzaideqingkuang,danwojueduibunengrangzheijianshiqingchengzhen!
wozaicishangqianjinjinlazhuleta,“niyaozenmecainengtingwode?”
“zhiyaonibujiajita,niyaorangwozuoshenmedoukeyi!”
suyandebufazaicitingzhu,beiduizhewoxujiu,caizhuanguoshen。
“luxiao,nizheiciderenwuhaishigonglvewoma?”
“shibushigonglvewanwo,niyounengdedaoyidabijiangjin,ranhouzaihuiqugentayiqishenghuo?”
woniezhejiangyingdezhijian,bugankanta,wobuzhiruhehuida。
ruguowohuibuqu,xianshishijiedetakenengyongyuanbuhuixing。
wodechenmozaisuyankanlai,sihujiushimoren。
——chenmoshizheneryulongdedaan。
zhendesuyandexinxisui,tashengyinshayadiwenwo,“nizhendejiuneimeaitama?”
suyanjihuyonglezijiquanbudeyongqiheliqilaiwenzheigewenti。
wotaimoukanjiantafanhongdeyankuang,neiposuideshuangmouchongmanlenanguohebugan。
zheishuangyanhaosidundaoyiyangmanmanhuaguowodexintou,wotongdewufayanyu。
“对,我爱她。”
duanduanjigezi,qiaosuilesuyanquanbudejiaoxinghexiwang。
ruzhuibingjiao,ciguhanxin。
taqiangrenzhexinzhongdenanshou,shouliniezhededaizifachujinshideshengyin。
zhandoudizaiciwendao,“neiniyoumeiyouaiguowo?”
“napashiyidiandian,zaicengjingmougeshike,......”
我爱过啊。
wodangranaiguo,shiquanbu,shisuoyou。
buguanshixianshishijie,haishizaizheili。
wozuiaideren,zhiyouni。
可我不敢说出答案。
zhinengyaoyahuifu,“wozhishizuorenwu,tanheaiguo。”
谈何爱过。
suyandenaozishunjianzhakai,zhenggerenchadianmeizhanzhu。
shia,tazenmekenengaiguoziji。
taaideyizhidoushineige“ta”,zijizhishiyigegongjureneryi。
他们之间谈什么爱。
buguo,doushiyichangliyidejiaohuan。
tayankuangxinghong,nannanziyu,“tanheaiguo,henhao,henhao。”
kanzhetarucinanshou,woxinrudaojiao。
woduoxiangshangqubaobaota,gaosutayiqiedezhenxiang。
gaosuta,woyizhiaiderenzhiyouta。
但是我不能。
piankehou,suyanzhongyubengbuzhule,tazhuanshenchaowuliliuxiayijuhua。
“xiangrangwogaibianzhuyi,nixianzaizheizhanyiwanzaishuo!”
zhiyaonengrangtagaibianzhuyi,zhanyiwanwufang。
wozhanzaibieshugenqian,kanzhetayizhidaoxidengshuijue。
keshipianpianbuqiao,banyexiaqileyu。
guanjiaxiangjiwoyibasan,quebeisuyanlanzhu。
“tabushishuoleshenmedouyuanyizuoma?lindianyueryi。”
“keshi**,zheiyangxiaqushihuishengbingde。”
suyanlengshengdao,“genwozaiyuliguileyizhengwanxiangbi,xianzaidoushibianyitale!”
“buzhunrenherenjitayusan,woyaotayechangchangwocengjingdetongku!”