1988年。
冬至。
xuexialezhengzhengyitian,dazayuanlihouhouyicengjixue。
“niwenwoheshiguiguli,woyeqingshengdewenziji……woxiangdayuehuishizaidongji……”
jiangzixingchetuidaowuyanxiabixuededifang,tangyunjinzhaidiaoshoushangdemianshoutao,jiangdongdefaliangdeshousongdaochunbianhaliangkoureqi,tiqichebashangguazhedewangdouhebudai。
tianqihenleng,tadexinlitouqueshirede。
jintian,changlizhengshirenmingtaweidabanchejianzhuren,gongzishangdiaoyiji。
mashangjiuyaofenxinfang,tagonglingyigoushinian,zheicikendingnengpaishangdui。
dengbandaojitigongnuandeerjushi,tajiuzaiyebuyongdanxin,zijiabaobeinversuisuixizaodeshihouzheliang。
nainailiuxiadezheiliangjianzhengfang,ganghaoliujishangdaxuededidiyihoudanghunfang。
xiangdaoyueguoyuehonghuodexiaorizi,tangyunjinlianshangdexiaorongyuefacanlanjifen。
zaitaijieshangduoduoxue,taxiaozhetuikaimumen。
“suisui,kanmamajinidaishenmehaodongxihuilai?”
客厅里。
popozhengxiufenzhengwozaishafashangkan《shanghaitan》。
mingmingchajibianjiufangzhelajitong,zhuazipiyijiutudemandidoushi。
kandaotangyunjinjinlai,zhengxiufenhuangluandizhanqishen,jiangshoulishengxiadeguazisaijinkoudai。
“jinerdongzhi,womailedianyangrouxian,wanshangzanmenbaojiaozichi。”
jiangzhuangzherouhecaidewangdoufangdaozhuoshang,tangyunjinzhuanliankanxianglijianchuizhedebanjiebulian。
“岁岁呢,睡了?”
“xiaojin!”zhengxiufenyibalazhutadegebo,zhuangchukuqiang,“maduibuqini,suisui……diule!”
“什么?”
tangyunjinxinligedengyixia,shouzhongzhuangzhehongxingnaifendebudai,zhongzhongzazaidishang。
gubudezheixie,tashouzhiduosuozhezhuazhuwangxiufendegebo。
“nijiwoshuoqingchu,suisuicaigangliugeyue,buhuizou、buhuipaode,zenmehuidiude?”
nversuisuigangmanliugeyue,tangyunjinyuanbendasuanjiangxiaojiahuosongdaochangtuoersuo。
popoteyicongwaidiganguolai,shuoyaobangerrenkanhaizi。
tuoersuoli,yigebaoyuyuanyaozhaogujigehaizi,ziranbibushangzijiarenzhaogudexizhi。
sheixiangdaopopocaiganglailiangtian,nverjiudiule。
“an……anyebuzhidao……”zhengxiufenyouxiehuangluandichuixiayanpi,“wojiushikandianshiyoudiankun,mileyixiaojue,yizhengyanhaizijiubujianle……”
孩子丢了。
tazheigedangnainaide,buqubaojing,buquzhaohaizi,butongzhitazheigedangmade,haiyouxinqingzuozaishafashangkeguazikandianshi。
nuqishangyong,tangyunjinzhijuedexiongkoufajin,jihuyaochuanbuguoqilai。
“wogaosuni,yaoshisuisuizhaobuhuilai,wohenipinming。”
yibajiangzhengxiufentuikai,tangyunjinzhuanshenchongchufangmen。
“岁岁、岁岁……”
jixueguanjinmianxue,jinshiwazihejiao,tayewanquanmeiyouzhijue。
meikandaoyigeren,tadouyaochongshangquwenwen。
“youmeiyoukandaoyigerenbaozhexiaonvhai,gangliugeyueda。”
“dajie,kanmeikanbaoxiaohaizide……”
……
所有人都摇头。
daxuefenfei,ludenghunhuang。
xibeifengguozhexuepian,daozisideguazailianshang。
pingchangrenaodedajieshangdoumeijigerenying。
zhushizhekongdangdangdejiedao,tangyunjinxiongkouyipianbingliang。
hutong、shangdian、chezhan……
能找的地方全找了。
nandao,nverzhendediule?
jiexingongyuanli,yigenanrenbaozhehaizijicongcongzouguo。
zhuyidaoneihaizishenshang,henversuisuiyimoyiyangdehongsedachang,tangyunjinshenyijiaoqianyijiaodichongguolai,yibazhuazhunanrendegebo。
“zhanzhu,nibiepao……banverhaijiwo!”
nanrenbeitaheleyitiao,zhoumeizhuanguolian。
“干什么你?”
kanqingduifanghuailixiaonanhaimoshengdexiaolian,tangyunjinwulidisongkaishouzhi。
“duibuqi,dage,wokancuole……ninyoumeiyoukandaoyourenbaozheyigexiaoyinger,wonver……wonverdiule……”
shuodaozuihoujigezi,tangyunjinjihushigengyanzheshuobuchuhualai。
baohaizidenanziyuanbenxiangyaofahuo,tingtangyunjinshuonverdiule,daozuibiande“youbing”lianggezi,yingshengshengyanhuiqu,yaoyaotou。
tangyunjinwulididunxiashen,zhongyurenbuzhukuchushenglai。
“suisui,doushimamabuhao,yaoshimamaqinzikanzheni,ni……niyebuhuidiu……”
【麻麻……】
erduoli,turanxiangqiyouxieweiruodezhinentongyin。
tangyunjinyouxiebuquedingditaiqilian,kankansizhou。
“谁?!”
【mama,shiwoa……suisui……】
tongyinzaicixiangqi,zheiyicitatingdezhenqie。
岁岁?
她的岁岁?!
唐云锦猛地站起身。
“suisui,nizainaera……suisui?!”
【wozaihebian……yizishang……mamakuailai,wo……wokuaiyaodongsile……】
河边?
tangyunjinmengdizhuanguoshen,gezhefeiyangdexuepian,yinyuekeyikandaoludengxiadezhangyishang,yimoshuxidehongse。
caizhejixuechongguoqu,tangyunjinsanbubingzuoliangbubendaozhangyiqian。
guozhehongsedachang,shuangmujinbidexiaoyinger,kebujiushitadenversuisui。
yinweipangbiansongshudezhedang,xiaojiahuolianshangbingmeiyoujixue,zhishibuzhidaodongleduojiu,xiaolianzaoyijingfaqing。
tangyunjinyibachekaimianfuwaitao,jiangxiaojiahuobaoqilai,guozaizijiwennuandexiongkou。
“岁岁,岁岁……”
kanxiaojiahuobizheyanjing,meiyoufanying。
tazhandoudishenguoshouzhang,shendaonverdebiduan。
xiaojiahuojiemaozhanlezhan,huanhuanzhengkaiyanjing。
【mamabiepa,wo……womeisi,jiushiyoulengyoue,mei……meiliqile……】
“你吓死妈妈了!”
tizhesangziyanerdexinluohuiyuandi,tangyunjinlajinwaitaojiangnverjinjinlouzhu,kuaibuzouxiangjiadefangxiang。
“mamaxianzaijiudaisuisuihuijia,jisuisuichongnaifen,zaipaogereshuizao……”
【mamabiedanxin,suisuisi……sibule……】
xiaojiahuodeshengyin,mingxiantouzhejifenxuruo。
“mamazhidao,mamadesuisuizuibang……”
shuodaoyiban,tangyunjinmengdishouzhujiaobu,muguangcuoediluozainverlianshang。
“ni……nihuishuohuale?!”
laohuashuo“sanfanliuzuoqigunbapa”,xueshuohuazuishaoyeshiyisuihoudeshiqing。
zijianvercaigangmanliugeyue,zenmejiuhuishuohuale?
huailidexiaojiahuozhazhadayanjing,liekaixiaozui,luchugangmaochulaidesikexiaobaiya。
【mama,nitingdaodeshiwodexinsheng,woshizhong……zhongshenghuilaide。】