第1章

1988年。

冬至。

xuexialezhengzhengyitian,dazayuanlihouhouyicengjixue。

“niwenwoheshiguiguli,woyeqingshengdewenziji……woxiangdayuehuishizaidongji……”

jiangzixingchetuidaowuyanxiabixuededifang,tangyunjinzhaidiaoshoushangdemianshoutao,jiangdongdefaliangdeshousongdaochunbianhaliangkoureqi,tiqichebashangguazhedewangdouhebudai。

tianqihenleng,tadexinlitouqueshirede。

jintian,changlizhengshirenmingtaweidabanchejianzhuren,gongzishangdiaoyiji。

mashangjiuyaofenxinfang,tagonglingyigoushinian,zheicikendingnengpaishangdui。

dengbandaojitigongnuandeerjushi,tajiuzaiyebuyongdanxin,zijiabaobeinversuisuixizaodeshihouzheliang。

nainailiuxiadezheiliangjianzhengfang,ganghaoliujishangdaxuededidiyihoudanghunfang。

xiangdaoyueguoyuehonghuodexiaorizi,tangyunjinlianshangdexiaorongyuefacanlanjifen。

zaitaijieshangduoduoxue,taxiaozhetuikaimumen。

“suisui,kanmamajinidaishenmehaodongxihuilai?”

客厅里。

popozhengxiufenzhengwozaishafashangkan《shanghaitan》。

mingmingchajibianjiufangzhelajitong,zhuazipiyijiutudemandidoushi。

kandaotangyunjinjinlai,zhengxiufenhuangluandizhanqishen,jiangshoulishengxiadeguazisaijinkoudai。

“jinerdongzhi,womailedianyangrouxian,wanshangzanmenbaojiaozichi。”

jiangzhuangzherouhecaidewangdoufangdaozhuoshang,tangyunjinzhuanliankanxianglijianchuizhedebanjiebulian。

“岁岁呢,睡了?”

“xiaojin!”zhengxiufenyibalazhutadegebo,zhuangchukuqiang,“maduibuqini,suisui……diule!”

“什么?”

tangyunjinxinligedengyixia,shouzhongzhuangzhehongxingnaifendebudai,zhongzhongzazaidishang。

gubudezheixie,tashouzhiduosuozhezhuazhuwangxiufendegebo。

“nijiwoshuoqingchu,suisuicaigangliugeyue,buhuizou、buhuipaode,zenmehuidiude?”

nversuisuigangmanliugeyue,tangyunjinyuanbendasuanjiangxiaojiahuosongdaochangtuoersuo。

popoteyicongwaidiganguolai,shuoyaobangerrenkanhaizi。

tuoersuoli,yigebaoyuyuanyaozhaogujigehaizi,ziranbibushangzijiarenzhaogudexizhi。

sheixiangdaopopocaiganglailiangtian,nverjiudiule。

“an……anyebuzhidao……”zhengxiufenyouxiehuangluandichuixiayanpi,“wojiushikandianshiyoudiankun,mileyixiaojue,yizhengyanhaizijiubujianle……”

孩子丢了。

tazheigedangnainaide,buqubaojing,buquzhaohaizi,butongzhitazheigedangmade,haiyouxinqingzuozaishafashangkeguazikandianshi。

nuqishangyong,tangyunjinzhijuedexiongkoufajin,jihuyaochuanbuguoqilai。

“wogaosuni,yaoshisuisuizhaobuhuilai,wohenipinming。”

yibajiangzhengxiufentuikai,tangyunjinzhuanshenchongchufangmen。

“岁岁、岁岁……”

jixueguanjinmianxue,jinshiwazihejiao,tayewanquanmeiyouzhijue。

meikandaoyigeren,tadouyaochongshangquwenwen。

“youmeiyoukandaoyigerenbaozhexiaonvhai,gangliugeyueda。”

“dajie,kanmeikanbaoxiaohaizide……”

……

所有人都摇头。

daxuefenfei,ludenghunhuang。

xibeifengguozhexuepian,daozisideguazailianshang。

pingchangrenaodedajieshangdoumeijigerenying。

zhushizhekongdangdangdejiedao,tangyunjinxiongkouyipianbingliang。

hutong、shangdian、chezhan……

能找的地方全找了。

nandao,nverzhendediule?

jiexingongyuanli,yigenanrenbaozhehaizijicongcongzouguo。

zhuyidaoneihaizishenshang,henversuisuiyimoyiyangdehongsedachang,tangyunjinshenyijiaoqianyijiaodichongguolai,yibazhuazhunanrendegebo。

“zhanzhu,nibiepao……banverhaijiwo!”

nanrenbeitaheleyitiao,zhoumeizhuanguolian。

“干什么你?”

kanqingduifanghuailixiaonanhaimoshengdexiaolian,tangyunjinwulidisongkaishouzhi。

“duibuqi,dage,wokancuole……ninyoumeiyoukandaoyourenbaozheyigexiaoyinger,wonver……wonverdiule……”

shuodaozuihoujigezi,tangyunjinjihushigengyanzheshuobuchuhualai。

baohaizidenanziyuanbenxiangyaofahuo,tingtangyunjinshuonverdiule,daozuibiande“youbing”lianggezi,yingshengshengyanhuiqu,yaoyaotou。

tangyunjinwulididunxiashen,zhongyurenbuzhukuchushenglai。

“suisui,doushimamabuhao,yaoshimamaqinzikanzheni,ni……niyebuhuidiu……”

【麻麻……】

erduoli,turanxiangqiyouxieweiruodezhinentongyin。

tangyunjinyouxiebuquedingditaiqilian,kankansizhou。

“谁?!”

【mama,shiwoa……suisui……】

tongyinzaicixiangqi,zheiyicitatingdezhenqie。

岁岁?

她的岁岁?!

唐云锦猛地站起身。

“suisui,nizainaera……suisui?!”

【wozaihebian……yizishang……mamakuailai,wo……wokuaiyaodongsile……】

河边?

tangyunjinmengdizhuanguoshen,gezhefeiyangdexuepian,yinyuekeyikandaoludengxiadezhangyishang,yimoshuxidehongse。

caizhejixuechongguoqu,tangyunjinsanbubingzuoliangbubendaozhangyiqian。

guozhehongsedachang,shuangmujinbidexiaoyinger,kebujiushitadenversuisui。

yinweipangbiansongshudezhedang,xiaojiahuolianshangbingmeiyoujixue,zhishibuzhidaodongleduojiu,xiaolianzaoyijingfaqing。

tangyunjinyibachekaimianfuwaitao,jiangxiaojiahuobaoqilai,guozaizijiwennuandexiongkou。

“岁岁,岁岁……”

kanxiaojiahuobizheyanjing,meiyoufanying。

tazhandoudishenguoshouzhang,shendaonverdebiduan。

xiaojiahuojiemaozhanlezhan,huanhuanzhengkaiyanjing。

【mamabiepa,wo……womeisi,jiushiyoulengyoue,mei……meiliqile……】

“你吓死妈妈了!”

tizhesangziyanerdexinluohuiyuandi,tangyunjinlajinwaitaojiangnverjinjinlouzhu,kuaibuzouxiangjiadefangxiang。

“mamaxianzaijiudaisuisuihuijia,jisuisuichongnaifen,zaipaogereshuizao……”

【mamabiedanxin,suisuisi……sibule……】

xiaojiahuodeshengyin,mingxiantouzhejifenxuruo。

“mamazhidao,mamadesuisuizuibang……”

shuodaoyiban,tangyunjinmengdishouzhujiaobu,muguangcuoediluozainverlianshang。

“ni……nihuishuohuale?!”

laohuashuo“sanfanliuzuoqigunbapa”,xueshuohuazuishaoyeshiyisuihoudeshiqing。

zijianvercaigangmanliugeyue,zenmejiuhuishuohuale?

huailidexiaojiahuozhazhadayanjing,liekaixiaozui,luchugangmaochulaidesikexiaobaiya。

【mama,nitingdaodeshiwodexinsheng,woshizhong……zhongshenghuilaide。】