第4章
kanzherutongrenyiyang，lanzaiwomianqiandehuangpizi，wodeneixinzhongyuyoulebolan。
yeyeshuo，huangpizitaofengshizaitaxiuliandachengshi，jijianghuaweirenxingsuobixuzaoyudejieshu，jieshi，tahuilanzhuyinqijizhongderen，xunwenzijixiangbuxiangren。
ruguonishuoxiang，neimetaofengjiusuanshichenggongle，xiuweidazeng，huaweirenxing，dannijiuchenglecifengzhiren，ruguorihouhuangpizizuoleshenmedaishi，zheinieyeziranyejiusuanzailenideshenshang。
ruguonishuobuxiang，neimetaofengshibai，xiuweidajian，yishengwufahuaweirenxing，erzheishi，huangpizijiuhuichanshangni，rangnimeiyunlianlian，hunhuneezouguobansheng，zuihoudainiyiqixiaruhuangquan。
dangshiyeyezhijiwoshuoletaofengdechuanshuo，quemeiyouhewoshuoyudaotaofenggaizenmeban。
zheiyixia，woyouxiehuangle，yezhongyuzhidaoyeyeweishenmeconglaiburanrangwojinhoushanle，wobazichunyin，buzhengshizheixiechengjingdedongxi，taofengdezuijiarenxuanma！？
woyanleyankoushui，meiyouhuidazheizhihuangpizi，ershixuanzedangzuomeikanjiantayiyang，conglingyicedexiaoluraoleguoqu。
wojiaoxiadebufajiakuai，shoudiandeguangshuyeyinweidianbo，buduandelaihuihuangdangzhe。
然而......
womeizouchujibu，neizhihuangpizibuzhidaocongnaliyoumaolechulai，cizhelichi，teyimofanglejigerendedongzuo，ranhoukaikouyouwen：“nikanwoxiangbuxiangren，xiangbuxiang！？daodixiangbuxiang！？”
wohaishimeiyoushuohua，youhuanlefangxiang，wokebuxiangbeizheidongxizaichanshang，benlaiwuxianbaiguimenjiugourangwotoutengle。
ruguozaizheitaofengdehuangpizicheshangguanxi，gujiwozheiyibeizidouzhanbuqilaile。
keshibuguanwohuannagefangxiang，zheizhihuangpizidouhuilanzhuwodequlu，chaozhewotaofeng！
shijianyifenyimiaodeguoqu，ruguozaizheiyangtuoyanxiaqudehua，pashizishizhiqian，wodouwufalikaicunzi！
wodingzheyanqiandehuangpizi，xinyiheng，shijianyouxian，guanbuleneimeduole，xianjiejueyanqiandeshizaishuo！
“像。”
woxuanzelecifeng，suiranyidancifeng，jiuzhudingwoyuzheizhihuangpizijieleyinguo，ruguotarihouweifeizuodai，neinieyehuijiadaowoshenshang。
danfanzhi，taruoxingshanjide，neimezheishanyeyehuijizaiwodeshenshang。
suiranduzhuyouxieda，danzongbibeizheidongxichanshangyibeiziyaoqiang。
huangpizitingdaowodehuazhihou，zhengningdezuibajingranliechuleyigehudu，ranhouxingfendeshouwuzudao，zuihouyinmeizailelinjian。
wozhanghuyikouqi，shuhuanyixiaxinshenzhihou，chaozheluanzanggangdeweizhikuaibuzouqu，shijianyijingyouxielaibujile，jueduibunengzaiyousuodange。
kerenyaoshidaomei，neizhenshiheliangshuidousaiya......
wozouchumeijifenzhong，yizhizuyoulianggebazhangdaxiaodehuilaoshu，jingranyelanzhuwodequlu！
tatongyangliangzhijiaozhanzaidishang，rutongrenyiyangzhanzaiwodemianqian，liangzhiheisedeyanzhulaihuizhuandong。
“nikanwoxiangbuxiangren！？xiangbuxiang，xiangbuxiang！？”
neirutongyingerdeshengyin，buduandecijizhewodeermo，lianxuyudaoliangcitaofeng，woxiangsidexindouyoule，zheishiyaoqiangxingrangwojiexianieyema！？
wobuwenbuwen，bikaizheidalaoshujiupao，keshi......
wobeitachanshangle，hehuangpiziyiyang，wulunwopaodaona，tadouhuilanzhuwodequlu，busibuxiu。
“像！”
woyiyaoya，fanzhengjintianyijingcifengleyicile，yebuzaiyizheiyici，erqiexianzaishijianyijinglaibujile，bunengzaidangele。
dalaoshucizheya，xinggaocailiedexiaoshizaileheianzhong。
womabutingtidejixuzouzhe，keshi......
ciweilanlu，wenwoxiangbuxiangren，tayezaixiangwotaofeng！
wozhenshiyaomarenle，zongbunengkewoyigerenhuohaiba！？
“像！”
weileburangzheidongxijiuchanwo，congerdanwuwodeshijian，zheiyiciwohaobuyouyudexuanzelecifeng！
ciweixingfendepaole，woyezhongyu‘shunli’delaidaoleluanzanggang。
woshiersuineinian，laiguoyicizheili，shiheyeyeyiqilaiweinainaisaomu，suoyijidenainaimaizainali。
xianzaideshijianyijinglinjinshiyidianban，wobuganzaidange。
jimangchongjinluanzanggang，chaozhenainaixiazangdeweizhipaoqu。
kejiuzaiwomeipaochuqujibu，huranyihongmaodehuliyoudangzhulewodequlu。
taliezhemanshilichidezuiba，fangfozhengxiaomimidekanzhewo。
“nikanwoxiangbuxiangren！？”
我尼玛......
woyiliandeheixian，zhenshiyaomarenle，tamenjiubunenghuangerentaofeng！？feikezhewoyigerenhuohuo！？
“你像人！”
woqiangrenzhenuhuo，chaozhehongmaohulidahouleyisheng，zaitadedaocifengzuanrucaocongzhongzhihou，wocaidaizhehuoqijixuqianxing。
henkuai，wojiuzhaodaolenainaixiazangdeweizhi，nainaidemubeihenganjing，fenbaoshangyemeiyouzacao，yeyejihumeigeyue，douhuilaijinainaisaoyicifen。
“nainai，sunzilaikanninle，zhishizheiyici，wokenengyaocongninzheinazouyiyangdongxi。”
“ruoshiwoyihouhaihuozhe，wohuitiyeyemeigeyuejininsaofen。”
“ruguoninzaixiabianyoushenmexuyao，jiujisunzituomeng，sunzihuijininshaoguoqude！”
woguizaidishang，yibianshuozhe，yibianchaozhenainaidefenkelesangexiangtou。
然而......
“nikanwoxiangbuxiangren！？”
huran，yidaoshayadeshengyin，zaiwodeerbianyouyicixiangqi。
huruqilaideshengyinbawoheleyitiao，wohaiyiweinainailaizhaowole。
keshizaishoudiandeguangshuxia，woquekandaoyitiaozuyouxiaobeicudeqingshe，panjuzainainaidefenbaoshang，tatuzhexinghongdexinzi，kouturenyan，rutongyigelaoren。
kandaozheiyimu，nuhuo‘cheng’deyixiacongwoneixinshengqi。
jintianwodouyijingcichuqusifeng，hailaitao！？
wozheizhenshidaolebabeizidexuemeile！
“我看你像傻子！”
woyinuzhixia，zhijiemachuleyijuzanghua，zhishiwoquebuzhidao，zheijuzanghuamachuquzhihou，zaiyihoudemouyitian，chadianyaolewodeming！
suizhewodenuma，wotingdaoneitiaoqingshedunshifachuyishengcanjiao，shenshangsanfachunongyudeheiseyinmai，bingqiedaizhe‘zila’banhuoshaodeshengyinzuanruleheianzhong。
songzouleqingshe，shijianyirandaoleshiyidianban，wobunengzaidangele。
naqitieqiao，yongjinlequanshenliqi，pinmingdewazhenainaidefen。
yinweishijiandewenti，womeiyoudamianjidewajue，zhishiwaleyigelianpendaxiaodefanwei，ranhouxiangxiayizhishenwa。
shifenzhongzhihou，zaiyimishendeweizhi，wowadaoleyeyekouzhongdeneigemuhe。
可是让我震惊的是。
zheifenxiamian，jingranmeiyounainaideguanguo......