第1章
“beigaolixudongyinshejiguyisharenzui、huihuaitarencaiwuzui、zhengjuquezao，shuzuibingfa，suiyouzishouqingjie，danyinshehuiyingxiangjiqielie，fanzuiguochengjiducanren......”
“jingxiangshidiyirenminfayuanpanjue，panchulixudongsixing，lijizhixing，bingchufajinliuwanyuan，boduozhengzhiquanlizhongsheng......”
“yuangaorubufupanjue，kedangtingtichushangsuqingqiu。”
chengliangdeshenpantingnei，guoziliandeshenpanzhangweiyandixuandulesixingxuanpan，suihoujiangmuguangyidaolefanzuixianyirenshenshang。
lixudongmurandiyaoleyaonaodai，yanshenwubikongdong。
他背负了三条人命。
yuemu、qizi、yijineigebeibizhejiaolezijiduonianfuqin，quehetahaowuxueyuanguanxidenver。
shenpanzhangjianzhuangculecumei。
yibaneryan，beipansixingdefanrendouhuixuanzeshangsu，napazuizhongshibai，zhiyaoduohuoyitiandoushihaode。
“xianyiren，zheilishirenminfayuan，qingzhuyinidetaidu。”shenpanzhangtixingdao。
lixudonghuanhuanjiangtoutaileqilai，yanjinglitoufachuyiguwuheideguangmang。
“woyouzui，dan......womeiyoucuo。”
suizhesiyadishengyinxiangqi，shenpanzhangxintoujuzhen。
yanqianzhirenzheibandezhiao，jingzuohaolefusidezhunbei。
zheijianzhijiushiduifalvzaijinxingtiaoxin！
“tingshenjieshu，xiuting！”
lixudongbeiliangmingfajingchanzhedaililebeigaoxi。
一月后的某天深夜。
“kuanglanglang......”
heianzhizhong，tielianlachedeshengyinruoyouruowu。
“kanlaishirizidaole。”
李旭东喃喃自语。
buduoshi，guanjiaogaozhi，zuigaojianyijingtongguolesixingfuhe。
lixudongtanleyikouqi，zaizheiyike，tajingranchanshengyizhongjietuodekuaigan，ganjuezijiqiansuoweiyoudeqingsong。
洗漱。
xiangzhengxingdebalejikoufan。
guanjiaogaozhi，wandianhuibeianpaizuihouyiciqinshuhuijian。
逼仄的房间内。
mantouyinfademuqinleiyanposuo，zuilibutingniantaozhe：cuolecuole，shimacuole，bugaibizheniquheneizhongnvrenjiehun。
beizheimeyitiqi，lixudongdeshentibujinzhandouleyixia，wangxideyimumuzhongxinyinzailenaohaizhong。
dagonghuijia，xiangjinmenjiuyaojineigebeichengwei“qizi”denvrensaomazhuanzhang，fouzezhinengshuiketing。
xialoumaibaoyan，dounengyudaoqibagelinsheduitazhizhidiandian，shuotashilvmaogui！
qizitangerhuangzhidegongranchugui，zhangmuniangquezaizongrongbaobi，shenzhihaizaichumouhuacezenmejiangtadexuehanqianqiaoguxisui，chiganmojing。
yizhishirujichudenverbunianenqing，duitayanexianqi，dongzexiangzijitutanruma，quanranmeibazijidangchenggerenkan！
xiangdaozheiyiqie，lixudongqidezuanjinlequantou，ruguozairangtajingliyicineibandequrudehua，tahaishihuizuochutongyangdexuanze！
“qinshuhuijianshijiandao。”
fajingweiyandeshengyinxiangqi。
lixudonghuiguoleshen，lianmangsongkailequantou，yilianqingsongdeduizhemuqinxiaolexiao，“meishide，ma，zheixiedoubuguaini，zhishiyihoumeiwozaishenbian，ninyaohaohaozhaoguziji！”
muqinyaozhezuichun，qiangrenzheleishui，dianlediantou。
danjiuzaifajingjianglixudongdaizoudezuihouyike，wangailanzaiyerenbuzhule，“putong”yishengguizailedishang，qingxuchedibengkui，tongkuzheaiqiuzhefajing，“zaidengyideng，era，rangmamazuihouzaiqinniyikouya。”
lixudongdeshenxingdunleyixia，dantameiyouzhuanguotou，yingshitaizheguanqianbandetui，jianxingjianyuan。
zhibuguo，zaizuoyouyafulixudongdefajingyanli，tamendounengqingxidikandao，lixudongzaoyileiliumanmian。
三十分钟后。
某处响起一声枪响。
......
lixudongganjueyanqianyipiantianxuandizhuan。
zaiduhuiguoshen，tafaxianzijizhengchuyubizequechengliangdeketingzhizhong。
fangyankanqu，muguangsuojideshizhanxindedenglizidianshiji，puzheshajindelaoshishafa，yijitoudingshangzhengzaifachu“zhiyazhiya”zhengyaoyaoyuzhuidediaoshan。
一阵喧嚣传来。
“jiaojiaoxianzaihuaidekeshinimenlijiadezhong！”
“shiwankuaiqiancaili，yigezidoubunengshao！”
“zheigeshuzinimenruoshinabuchulai，wozhongwujiudaizhejiaojiaoqubahaizidale！”
lixudongroulerouyanjing，kanxiangshuohuaderen，lianshangxiemanlebukezhixin。
zheirenbushibieren，zhengshineigejiangtahaicandeeduyuemu，liudengmei！
lixudongzhuantouyoukanleyiyanshenpangmanlianyouchoudemuqinwangailan，dunshihuangran。
他重生了。
zhongshengdaoleneigejuedingtayishengbeicanzouxiangdezaochen！
“woshuoqinjiamu，shiwankuaicaili......zheiyetaiduoleba？wodangniandecailiyezhibuguoyiqianlaikuaiqian，zaishuole，nimenzheiyesuanshierhun......”
wangailankusezheyizhanglian，shituquanshuorangduifanggaotaiguishou。
zaizheigerenjunyuegongzibailaikuaiqiandeniandai，shiwankuaiqianjueduibushixiaoshumu，maifangdougoumaishangliangsantaole。
kehaiweidenghuashuowan，liudengmeiyixiazibianzhale。
“erhunzenmele？erhunnimenjiajiuqiaobuqile，shibushi？”
“woxianzaibahuagaosunimen，ruguowojiajiaojiaoshitouhun，bieshuoshiwancailile，napaershiwan、sanshiwanwodoubukenengdayingnimenjiade......”
“niyebukankannimenerzishenmedexing？jiuzhidaozaichanglidagong，zheibeizihainengyoushenmechuxi？”
“yaobushiyudaowomenjiajiaojiao，nimenzheierzizheibeizizhinengdaguanggun......”
liudengmeishuangshouchayao，pofuzhitaijinxianwuyi。
“这......”
wangailankanxianglezuozaishafashangdelaobanliguodong，shuangfangyigeyanshenjiaoliuhou，dangjibianjiangxinyihen。
kejiudangtaxiangyaodayingduifangshi，chuzaishenpangyizhimeiyouchushengdelixudongkaikoule。
“ayi，wozhidaoninjiushihaipajiaojiaojiadaowomenjiashouweiqu，suoyicaiyaocailidanggebaozhang！”
“ninfanbuzhedongneimedaganhuo，bujiushishiwankuaiqiancailime......”
“zheigeqianwomenjiayou，zhiyaodengshangjitian，wohuitangxiangxia，balaojiazushangdezhaizichulilejiunengnadechulai！”
suizhelixudongdeshengyinluoxia，changmianyishijianxianrulesiji。
几秒钟后。
liudengmeihuanshangleyizhanglaobaolian，xishangmeishao。
“jiaojiao，nizheiyanguangbucuoa，guoranmeikanzouyan！”
“妈......”
sunjiaodeyidehengleheng，“wozaojiushuoguo，xudongshigehaonanren，buhuigufuwode！”
lixudongyingleshangqu，fuzhuleliudengmeideshou，“ayi......jiaojiaoxianzaihuaiyoushenyun，ninxiandaitahuiquyangzhe，keqianwanbiedongletaiqi。”
liudengmeibailelixudongyiyan，“haijiaoayi？”
“妈！”
lixudongxiaoxixidejiaolesheng。
“nishuodedui，jiaojiaoxianzaixuyaoyangshenti，mazheijiudaizhejiaojiaoxianzouleha！”
liudengmeidaxiguowang，congshoutidailitaochuleyitabaozhi，yingsaidaolelixudongdeshouzhong。
suihou，yegubushangyuwangailanheliguodongdazhaohu，lazhesunjiaobiancuanchulelijia。
wuneigangyihuifuningjing，bianxiangqilechenmendeyishengtanxi。
“youlexifujiuwangleniang，zheiyihouderizizhipananle......”
wangailanchaoshafachudengleyiyan，“laoli，nixiashuoshenmeni？xudongshigehaohaizi......”
kehuahaimeishuowan，quezhitingde“putong”yisheng，yingshengshengdijiangwangailanzhijiedaduan。
lixudongguizaidishang，“pengpengpeng”dikelesangetou。
“ba、ma，duibuqi，wo......wocuole！”
lixudongguizhejiangmuqinbaozhu，jinjinde......