第3章 难以面对的“客观”事实

di3zhangnanyimianduide“keguan”shishi

jiepouyijingwancheng,xuyaodengdaixiayibudejieguo。

wobangchenzheshushuayicaobanlechenyidezangli。

jintianjiushitadegaobieyishi。

henkuaitajiuhuibeitouzhijinyigemanshigaowenqiyanhebierenshentisuimodeangzangluzi,ranhouhuachengyipenghuibaidefenmo。

congcizheigenvhaibianwanquancongzheigexianhuodeshijiexiaoshile。

womenmeiyoujiehun,anguijuwozhinenggenzaihenduoxuqingjiayiderenhoumian,congmangmangdekantazuihouyiyan。

葬礼一点儿也不美。

nixinaiderenhuachengdeyipianbaihui,zaiyibubufansuoyoukexiaodehuanjiezhongchaozhebeimaizangdedifangerqu。

henduolaicanjiazangliderenlianjibendetidedabandoumeiyou。

yourensuiranxiangmoxiangyangchuanzheheisewaitao,danlimianquechuanzheyanzisedeneida。

zanglijieshuhouwodiyishijianhewangjingguanjianlemian。

shushuayinianjiyijingbuxiaole,zheiyangdeshiqinghaishirangwolaimianduidehao。

“xueyedejiancejieguoyijingchulai。linxiaojiedetineibingmeiyoudupinchenji。”

wosonglekouqi,zhishaochenyimeizhanshangneizhongdongxi。

“keshitasiqianbeirenzhushelejirouruanhuayaowu。”

“erqiekeyiquerenyouguojiliedexingxingwei。”

“wangjingguan,nengtongguodnajiancekanchushinaxierenma?”woconghoulonglijichuzheijuhua。

“hunhequbiejiancehennanquedingdaogeren,erqieduifangyousuofangfan,zuolexiangduiyingdeyufangheqingli。”

hunhejiancezheigecihuijiuxiangshiyijierguangyiyang,yufangheqingliyouzhangxianlegenglingrenxindiehandexizhidongzuo。

suizhichuxianzainaohaizhongdehuamianrangwofennuyouxintong。

“zheishibushikeyidingxingweixingshianjianle?”woyaoyaqiechideshuo。

“suiranyoufashengguocubaoxingxingweidepanduan,danshiyinweilinchenyixiaojiemeiyoubaojing…”tachiyileyixia。

“ruguoduifangyikouyaodingshuoninvpengyoushi…shiziyuande…”

“zenmekenengshiziyuan!!!”woyabuzhuxinlidenuhuo。

“womenzailinxiaojiedeshoujilimianzhaodaoledaliangdecuikuanxinxi。bingqieyoulinxiaojietichuyongshentirouchangzhaiwudexiaoxi。qieyouduociweizhuangchengpiaozidexiaoezhuanzhang。”

“womenyetuicezheihenkenengshiduifangkongzhizhelinchenyixiaojiedeshoujikeyiweizaode。”wangjingguankanwoyaoshikong,ganmanganfuwoshuo。

“keshizheihuorenhenjiaohua,shiyongdeshejiaozhanghulimeiyouzhenshixinxi。erqiechenyixiaojiedeshoujilidebufenliaotianjiluyekeguanyinzhengle**yidecunzai。”

wangjingguanjiezhexiangwoshuoming:“linxiaojieyinggaishizaoyuledianxingdetouzilicaizhapian,yejiushisuchengdeshazhupan。duifangqianqihuiranglinxiaojiezaitouzizhongduocihuoli,yicihuanqutajueduidexinren。”

“jiexialaitamenhuishuoyouyigejuejiadetouzijihui,danshixuyaolinxiaojiekuodatouzilidu。bingjiejixianglinxiaojietigongmougefangdaituanhuodelianxifangshi,danqishizheishitongyihuorenshangyandeshuanghuang。”

“zheiyangxialailinxiaojiezaikuisunlesuoyoujixuzhihou,haihuibeifushangdaededaikuan。duifangzaizhaganletadejingjijiazhizhihou,haiwanquankongzhileta。shixianyoudezhapianshouduanzhong,jiweieliedeyizhong。”

“shenmeshijiannengzhuadaozheixieren。”wangjingguandejieshigengjiashenlewoduineixierendehenyi,tamenjiuxiangshizaiduidaishengchuyiyangduidaiwodeairen。

“meiyouzhijiezhengju…zaijiashangwufazhuizongduifang…erqielinchenyixiaojiemeiyoubaoan…”tadixialetou。

“wonenglijienidexinqing。genjuxianzaideqingkuang,womenhuiliandiaocha…keshizhinengquanninaixindengdaixiayibudejieguo。”