第4章 天堂与地狱

fuqindeyishengduanhe,lanxialeliangqiuyuededongzuo。

takanxiangliangqiuyue,yilianyansudao。

“daodizenmehuishi?shuoyishuo。”

“我……”

liangqiuyuezuolexialai,yanshenzhuanlezhuankaikou。

“wojintianshentiyouxiebushufu,xiangzhequyiyuanjianchayixia。

jieguodaoneibianfaxianlechuanzheliangqiufengxuexiaoxiaofudexuesheng,yejiushilinfei。

tahunshenzangxixide,lianshangmanshiwuqing,jiaojidexunwenzhezenmequkeshi。

woxiangzhehedidishiyigexuexiaode,jiubangyibang,jieguozuihoucaizhidao……

linfeitajiushibeiliangqiufengjidashangde!zhiyuliyou,jiushiwogangcaishuode!”

“haoani!liangqiufeng!”

母亲怒目看向我。

“nihaiyoumeiyoudianjiajiaole?wohenibazheimeduonianlaidaodishijiaochulaiyigeshenmedongxi!”

“老婆,消消气。”

fuqinzaiyipangdazheyuanchang:“yexu,shiqingzhenderuxiaofengsuoshuo,shineigehaizizaiwumieni?”

“tapianren,nijiuxinshiba?”

母亲气不打一处来。

“renjiapingshenmewumieliangqiufeng?tabuguoshidiyitianzhuanxiaoguolaide,tongxuedourenbuquan,zaizheshuole!

wumieliangqiufengyoushenmehaochu?tanengdedaoshenme?”

“这……”

父亲沉默了。

母亲继续看向我。

“liangqiufeng!wojinisantianqixian!santiannei,xiangbanfaqudaoqian,dedaoduifangdeyuanliang,burandehua,woqieduannisuoyoudejingjilaiyuan!yaosiyaohuo,nizijijueding!”

“qieduanjingjilaiyuan?ta……tahaishigehaizi,ta……”

meidengfuqinshuowan,muqinyigelengyanguolai。

“liangqiushi!nibiewanglenixianrujindeshenghuoshizenmelaide!”

“我……”

父亲明显的愣神。

kanzhemuqinhelaojieduoduobirendeyanshen,jiuxiangshizaijiwoxuanpanzuixing。

kanzhefuqinxinbuzaiyandeshikechakanshouji,haoxiangzaijiaojidedengdaizheshenmezhongyaodedafu。

yishijian,woyinyueganshoudao……

我的家中……

haoxiangyoushenmewonapaliangshiweiren,doubuzhidaodeyixieyinqing……

yiyanbufadewolikaile。

我感觉。

shiqinghaoxiangbingbujiandan……

躺在床上。

yueguangcongchuangliandefengxisaru。

tianhuabanshangchuxianleyilvmingliang。

看着。

我回忆着。

……

qianshi,wohecengxiangguohuisizaifensideshouzhong。

neitianbenyinggaishiwozidaoziyanchunvzuodeshouyingli,yeshiwonaxiarenshengyouyiyingdishurongdeqinggongyan!

tongshi,yeshiwochouhuayijiu,xiangyaoheqingmeizhumadeweihunqixuyaqiuhunderizi。

sanxilinmen,quanwangyiwanguanzhongzaixian,jianzhengzheiyixingfushike。

却是在最关键时刻。

xuyashensedabian,naqihuatongdahan。

“bu!wobuyaoheyigebalingtongxuedezhazijiehun!”

登时间!

我神色难以置信!

erdanglinfeicongtaixiazoushanglaideneiyike,woyiqiedoumingbaile。

linfeiyaotou,yanhanreleidexiaozhe。

“liangqiufeng,nihaijidewoma?woshilinfei!

neigebeiniqifuleshiniandelinfei!congxueshengshidai,nijiuyizhibalingwo,yizhidaoxianzai……

nidagaibuhuixiangdao,chuchushounidayadewo,xianrujinyechengweileyulequanzhishoukeredemingxingleba?

buguowusuoweile……woyijingbuguainile!

zhixiwang,taheta……nengguodexingfu!”

shunjian,‘zhenxiangdabai’,xianchanghuaran!

shenzhihaimeidengwofanyingguolai,wushuzaojiuanpaihaodemeitichongleshanglai。

“liangxiansheng,zaonianjianjiutingshuo,nizaijuzudeshihou,jiuyizhi80xinrenyanyuan,zheishizhendema?”

“cengjingyourenpaishedaoniheyinvzishifenzhongneixianhoujinruyijiajiudian,neishifoudaibiaonichuguile?”

“nicengjingsuojiududegaozhonglaoshibaoliao,nizaigaosanxiabannianjiuzhangqibalingqifunidetongxuelinfei,shizhendema?”

tingzhedajiadetiwen,wodenaodaifameng,wengwengzuoxiang。

“liangqiufeng!zhenmeixiangdao,woxihuandejingranshigerenzha!”

yiweifennuguotoudefensihongzheyanchongshanglai,buzhicongnanachuyibabishoulai。

“puchi!”yishengdeciruwodexinzang!

woshenzhikandaoleneikuangbiaoerchudexianxue!

ranhonglezheirendeyishan……

ranhongletuizhetageboneilinfeideshou……

ranhongleqinjiejieliangqiuyueheweihunqixuyaneixumouyijiuzhongyudechengdexiaolian……

“呼!”

mengranjian,wozuoleqilai。

mingliangdeyangguangsalejinlai。

naqishoujikanlekanshijian。

yebuzhidaoshenmeshihouwoshuiguoqude。

xinglaiyijingshizhouliudeshangwushidianle。

走出卧室。

家中空无一人。

meibanfa,fumuhejiejiedouyouzijidechanyeyaoguan。

nayoushijiantiantiandaizaijiali。

woyibanzhoumodoushizijizaijiazhongduguo,huozhehanshangsidanglaijiazhongdazheyouxiyihuoxuexi。

danjintian,wobuzhidaoweihe。

naozililuanluande,zongshizaihusiluanxiang,quehaowutouxu。

转眼便到了周一。

zaozaodeqilai,dachelaidaoxuexiao。

林飞回来了。

lianshangdeshangshishaolebushao。

quekanxiangwodeyanshenzhong,chongmanzhenairenxunwei。

徐雅亦是如此。

womeiyoutaxintong,ziranbuzhidaoerrendazheshenmebaxi。

只不过……

jiransuoyouzhidaoshiqingderendoujuedeshiwobalinglinfei?

neiwojiuhuairenzuodaodiba!

“哒哒哒。”

班主任走进班级。

lengyanjianchaleyifandajiadexuexizhuangtai,xuanjixiaoshengkaikou。

“linfei,liangqiufeng,nimenlianglaibangongshiyitang。”

为什么喊我俩?

我自然明白。

meiyouduoxiang,woqishenzoulechuqu。

genzaibanzhurendeshenhou,wobujinsikao。

zheidaobuxiangshilinfeisuowei。

tademudeshishenme?ziranshiweilerangrenzhidaowobalingta。

dantaweishenmebuzaizhouwuneitiandingzhelianshangdewuqingquzhao,ershiquzhaolewojie?

难道说……

办公室内。

banzhurenzuoxia,shoushileyixiazhuomian,suihoutanlekouqi。

“liangqiufengtongxue,youtongxuejubao,nizaicaochanghoumiandeshulinzhongqifulinfeitongxue,youzheihuishima?”

果不其然。

woxintoudeyihuoyouledaan。

zhengdangwoyiyanbufasikaozheruhehuidadeshihou,banzhurenkanxianglinfei。

“linfeitongxue,buyaopa,nichengshidegaosulaoshi,youzheihuishima?”

“有……有……”

linfeiweiweinuonuodeshuozhe,haiguzuohaipadekanlewoyiyan,shentixiangzheyipangduoshan。

班主任顿时明白了。

看来这事情是真的。

“liangqiufeng,niweishenmeyaoqifutongxue?shi,nidechengjishiquanxiaotoulie,suoyoulaoshidouhenkanhaoni,danzheibingbudaibiaonikeyi……”

“呜呜呜……”

meidengbanzhurenshuowan,woshunjianyanzhongyinyun,shentichuxianlezhandou。

我抽泣的开口。

“laoshi,wo……wobuzhidaoweishenmehuiyourenzheimechoushiwo,jingranhaiwumiewo!

woshenzhijintiancaijizhuxintongxuedemingzi,zenmekenengqifutaa!”

shuozhe,wocongkoudaizhongnachuzaojiuzhunbeihaode‘zhenduanshu’。

“laoshi,wobenlaiyexiangzhaonide,zheishiyiyuanduiwoyiyuzhengdezhenduanshu。

wozuijinzhendeganjuexuexiyalihaodaa,laoshi,womeitianfangxue,douhuizaijialixuexidaoshenye。

zijidulidezuowushutaojuanzi,mudejiushiweilenenggouchengweiquanxiaodiyi,jitongxuemenzuoyigehaobangyang。

shenzhiweiletongxuemendechengjiyeyousuotigao,zuoweixuexiweiyuandewo,jingchangkehoufudaotamen。

woxiwangzanmenbanjidetongxuemen,dounengbeiwosuoganran,dounengkaoshanglixiangdedaxue!

womeitianzheimexinkunulidexuexi,jiushiweilerangzijideqingchunbuliuyihan,ninjuede……

woyoushijianquqifutongxuema?”

shuozheshuozhe,shenweiweilaiyingdidewo,yanleizhibuzhudeliuxialai,dashilewodeyijin。

此时此刻。

我深谙一个道理。

nenggoudabaimofade,zhiyoumofa!

“这……”

面对着这一滩浑水。

banzhurenmingxianyouxienabuzhunzhuyile。

banshangguohou,tazhongyukaikou……