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jilunbishixialai，shijiesuiranweirentaoyan，dantatianziyesuanbufan，jiadiyouxionghou，pingrilimeishaojinbulingguo，rujingengshidelechiyingjiandedinglixiangzhu，henqingsongbianyinglehaojigeduishou。
我忍不住心头暗嘲。
congqianchiyingzaiwoshencezhishi，jueshaoxianshenbangwo，xianzaidaoletaxinshangrendeshouli，jiukaishifangsimainongle。
「kanba，chiyingjianzhiyoudaolewoshouzhongcainengwujinqiyong，woquannihaishizaodianqiquanba，buyaozaishangqudiurenle。」
shijieyanjiaomeishaodoushizangbuzhudedeyihexiaozhang，zhizhidingzhewotiaoxin。
woyeqingsongyinglejilunzhihou，zuizhongdeshengfuhuicongwoheshijiedangzhongchanshengyige。
chiyingjingjinglizaishijieshence，yinlengdikanlewoyiyan：
「yigexiaochoubale，fuerbubibatafangzaixinshang。youwozai，chaoyaobuguoshirennicaizaijiaoxiadesuifenjichen。」
shizhijinri，woxiangqiwangriliduichiyingdehao，haiyouta「huibao」wodeyiqie，wohaishishenshengandaohanxin。
shizudangchugaosuwo，zhiyaowoyounaixin，kenchiku，yuchiyingririmohe，jiazhixintouxuedeziyang，buchubainianbiannengxijinchiyingshenshangdexiexing，rangtazhonghuiwangrishengjiandefengcai。
wogengshiyizhiyiwei，chiyingxingziguaili，zhishiyinweixiexingyazhideyuangu，zhiyaowokenyongxinquhetajiaoliu，tazhongyounengmingbaiwonulifuchudeyiri。
可数十年相伴。
woyiranzhiluodegebeibeipanzhisidexiachang。
kanzhetawangxiangshijiedeqianquanyanshen。
wohaoxianghuranmingbaile，tamencaishiyiluren。
henduodongxi，yongzhenxinshihuanbulaide。