wocongxiaojiuyoubeimaoxidetizhi。keshiweishenmeliangongsilidegaolengnvzongcaiyedingshangwole,tiantianxiangxiwo。
1shoujizhengebuting。wohuakaipingmu,bumenqunlixiaoxizhale。「**,luzongyoubohuinidefanganle?」
「linzhou,zheiyuedijicile?」「niyashibushitoukanluzongxizaole?duodachoua?」
wotaitoukanleyanzongjianbangongshi。boliqianghoumian,tutouzongjianduiwobilegemobozideshoushi。de。youlaile。
woqiaojianpanhuifu:「kenengwozhangdexiangtajiamaopenba,zhuanshuchouhen。」zheihuabuquanshixiache。wozhendezhaomao。
congxiaodaoda,jiebiandeyemao,pengyoujiadegaolengzhuzi,jianlewodouzoubudongdao。feidecouguolaicengliangxia,
houlonglihuludadexiangtuolaji。kewomenzheiweizongcailuzong,duiwodetaidu,
lianjiebianfanlajitongdeliulangmaodouburu。luqi。qiyanzibenhuashiren。nianqing,youqian,piaoliangdebuxianghuoren。
yelengdebuxianghuoren。diyicikaiquanyuandahui,tawangtaishangyizhan。zhenggehuiyishiwenduzhijiangshidu。
tashuohuameishenmeqifu,danmeigezidoudaizhebingchazi。「wobukanguocheng,zhikanjieguo。」「dabudaoyuqi,
jiugun。」dangshiwojuedezheinvdezhennengzhuang。zhidaotamuguangsaoguowo。tingdunledagailingdianwumiao。
tongkonghaoxiangsuoleyixia。ranhouruowuqishidiyikai。congneiyihou,woderizijiumeihaoguo。
fanganbeidahuizhongxieshijiachangbianfan。huiyishangsuikoutidejianyi,tanengjiuzhuxijiewangsiliwen。jiabandaobanye,
zongneng“qiaoyu”taxunlou。meicicajianerguo,tadoubengzhelian,mubuxieshi。danwohoubeihanmaonengliyilu。
tongshiwangxiaopangcouguolai:「zhouge,shuoshihua,nishibushiqianluzongqianmeihai?」wo:「wodaoshixiangqian,
renjiayedekenjiea。」「neizenmehuishi?tingshuoluzongduibierendingduoshiwushi,duinijianzhishizhongdianguanzhao。」
tayadishengyin,「xiongdimendoucai,nishibushishenmeshihoubuxiaoxin……batazhale?」
wochadianbajianpanpaitalianshang。「wodaoshixiang,youneidanzima?」shoushidongxizhunbeigunqugaidinbanfangan。
shoujiyouzhen。shiwoma。「zhoua,zuijinzenmeyang?linjujianeizhidajuyoudunmenkoudengnile,
nijijidianmaoguantouqu?」wotankouqi。hui:「bieji,ma,wozheibeizidoubuxiangzaikanjianmaole。」
2gaifangangaidaoliangyanfahua。gongsilizhishengwozheipiandenghailiangzhe。quchashuijianjieshui,
tingjianzoulangneitouyougaogenxiesheng。youyuanjijin,ka,ka,ka。qiaoderenxinhuang。wolimasuohuigongwei,
jiangdicunzaigan。jiaobushengzaiwogeduanwaimiantingle。yigujidandelengxiangpiaoguolai。xiangxuesong,
youdaidianshuobuqingdetian。woyingzhetoupizhanqilai:「luzong。」luqijiuzhanzaineier。
yishenjiancaililuodeheisexizhuang,chendepifubaidehuangyan。zhangfayisibugoudiwanzhe。yanshengendaoziside,
bawocongshangdaoxiagualeyibian。「haimeizou?」「fanganhaimeigaiwan,luzong。」tangleyisheng,tingbuchuqingxu。
shixianluozaiwozhuomianshang。wanle。zhuoshangyoudianluan。tankaideziliao,banbaobinggan,
haiyou……zuotianlouxiahuatanbianneizhisanhuamaoyingsaijiwodexiaoyugan。wodangshibuyao,
neimaozhijiebayuganshuaiwoxiemianshang,niutoujiupao。xiangwanchengshenmerenwu。
luqidemuguangjiuzaineibaolianjiayuganshangdinggeleliangmiao。ranhou,tataiyankanwo。「nixihuanchizheige?」
wotoupifama:「bushiwochide,shi……」「gongsibushichongwushourongsuo。」talengbingbingdaduan,
「zhuyihuanjingweisheng。」shuowan,tazhuanshenjiuzou。gaogenxieshengjianyuan。wosonglekouqi,zuoxia。
caifaxianhoubeiyoudianshi。zheinvrenqichangtaiqiang。dengdeng。tagangcaikanyugandeyanshen……shibushishanleyixia?
xiangmaokanjianganxingqudedongxishi,neizhongshunjiandezhuanzhu。wohuanghuangnaodai。jiabanjiachuhuanjuele。
3diertiandingzheheiyanquanqushangban。bangongzhuoshang,duolegedongxi。yihejinkoumaotiao。baozhuangjingzhi,jiagebufei。
wolengzhu,zuoyoukankan。tongshimendouhaimeilai。sheifangde?ezuoju?wangxiaopangzuiaigaozheizhongyouzhibaxi。
wonaqimaotiao,xiamianyazhezhangbianqianzhi。dayindezi:「jiangli。」jianglishenme?jiangliwojiabanchadianguolaosi?
wangxiaopangdazhehaqianjinlai:「zaoa……yi?zhouge,nizheishenmekouwei?maotiaodoubaizhuoshangle?」
wo:「bushinifangde?」「woxiande**a?woyoumeimao。」yizhengtianwodouxinshenbuning。luqikailihuishi,
yiqieruchang。shenzhimeiduokanwoyiyan。danwozongjuedebuduijing。xiabanshi,woguyimocengdaozuihou。
dengrendouzouguangle,woliudaozongcaibanmenkou。menguanzhe。wojiazhuangxixiedai,kuaisukanleyanmenbianlajitong。
shenmedoumeiyou。yexuzhenshiwoxiangduole。4zhoumo,woquwodenvxiongdikaidemaokabangmangdingban。
zheisizhuixingpaoquwaidikanyanchanghui,diandiujiwo。「fanzhengmaodouxihuanni,bulei。」tadianhualishuodeqingsong。
jieguoneitian,maokachadianzhaguo。pingshigaolengwubidebuou,feidexiangzhudeyingduan,
haiyouneizhihaochengquandianzuixiongdemeiduan。jianlewo,quanfengle。cuanguolaicengtui,fandupi,
miaomiaojiaodenengjichutangshui。kerenmendoujingle。「laoban,nijitamenxiayaole?」wolangbeibukan,
shenshangguamanmao。yitaitou,touguobolimen,kanjianjieduimiantingzheliangheisejiaoche。chechuangjiangxiayiban。
chelizuozhederen……haoxiangshiluqi。tadaizhemojing,kanbuqingbiaoqing。danzuijiaosihubengbuzhule。
womenduishiledagaiyimiao。chechuangxunsushengqi,cheziwushengwuxihuarucheliu。wozhanzaiyuandi,xinzangpengpengtiao。
shiqiaohe?tazenmehuizaizheifujin?huailineizhifeimaohaizaibuzhisihuodicengwo。
woturanyouzhongbeizhuojianzaichuangdecuojue。5zhouyi,baofengyulailin。wodeyigexinxiangmujihuashubeiluqidahuilai。
liyoukekedaolipu。tazaiyoujianlibawomadegouxuelintou。chaosonglequanbumen。zongjianlianlvle,
bawojiaojinquyidunpen。「linzhou!nidaodinengbunenggan!bunenggangundan!」
「luzongqinzidingzhenihaichuzheizhongpilou!nixianghaisiwoshibushi!」wobiezhehuohuidaogongwei。
baneifengyoujianfanlaifuqukan。luqizhichudejigesuowei“cuowu”,genbenshichuimaoqiuci。
wangxiaopangfalaisiliao:「zhouge,jieai。luzongjintianchi**le?huoqizheimeda。」
wo:「tanatianbuchi**?」xiawu,wobeijiaoquzongcaiban。zheishiwodiyicijintabangongshi。jida,jijian,
lengsediao。kongqilihaishineigushuxidelengxiang。luqizuozaikuandadebangongzhuohou,ditoukanwenjian。
yangguangcongluodichuangzhaojinlai,jitazhoushendulecenglengyingdejinbian。「luzong,ninzhaowo。」tameitaitou,
zhilezhimianqiandeyizi。「zuo。」wozuoxia,shouxinyoudianmaohan。chenmolejifenzhong。
zhiyoutafandongzhiyedeshashasheng。zheijueduishixinlizhanshu。zhongyu,taheshangwenjianjia,taiyan。muguangxiangcuilebing。
「linzhou,niduiwobuman?」wo:「meiyou,luzong。」「neijiushinengliwenti。」wozuanjinquantou:「luzong,
worenweijihuashumeiyouninshuodeneimebukan。」「e?」taweiweihoukao,shizhijiaochafangzaizhuoshang,
「nizaijiaowozuoshi?」jiuzaizheishi,guiyideshiqingfashengle。tashenhou,kaojinshujiadeyinyingli。
haoxiangyoushenmedongxidongleyixia。maorongrongde,zhangzhangde……xiangtiaoweiba?wozhazhayan,zaikan。shenmedoumeiyou。
yinyinghaishiyinying。「nikanshenme?」luqishengyingengleng。「mei……meishenme。」woqiangpozijijizhongjingshen。
jiexialaidetanhua,woyoudianxinbuzaiyan。tashuoleshenme,wobanjumeitingjinqu。
mannaozidoushigangcaineiyishanerguodeyingzi。shicuojuema?yinweizongxiangzhemaodeshi,chuxianhuanshile?tanhuajieshu,
woyunhuhuzhanqilai。zhuanshenyaozou。「dengdeng。」tajiaozhuwo。wohuitou。tacongchoutilinachugedongxi,
fangzaizhuoyan。youshiyihemaotiao。heshangcitongyigepaizi。「naqu。」tayuqishengying,「jinglibugou,
jiubuchongdiannengliang。」wo:「luzong,wobuchimao……」「jinichinijiunazhe。」tadaduan,
shixianyijinghuidaowenjianshang,「chuqu。」wonazheneihetangshoudemaotiao,zouchuzongcaiban。zhenggerendoushimengde。
zheinvrendaodishenmeyisi?yibianwangsilizhengwo,yibianjiwosaimaolingshi?rengefenlie?huidaogongwei,
wangxiaopangcouguolai:「zayang?luzongyouxunnile?ai?ninadesha?」wodingzheneihemaotiao。「pangzi,
nishuo……youmeiyouyizhongkeneng。」「sha?」「zanmenluzong,zheili,」wozhizhinaodai,「youdianwenti?」
wangxiaopanghedewuzhuwodezui:「ge!qinge!buxianghuola!」6wojuedingshitanyixia。diertian,
wodailedianxiaodaojushangban。yigeyumaoxingzhuangdeyaochikou。haiyougexiaolingdang。chenwuxiubangongshimeiren,
woliudadaozongcaibanneiyiceng。zoulanghenanjing。wojiazhuangluguo,
bayaochikou“buxiaoxin”diaozailuqibangongshimenkou。yumaoqingpiaopiaoluodi。ranhouwoduodaoguaijiaohou,xintiaorugu。
jifenzhonghou,gaogenxieshengxiangqi。luqichulaile。tasihuyaowaichu,nazheshoubao。zoudaomenkou,tatingxia。
muguangluozaineigeyumaoyaochikoushang。tazhanzhemeidong。wokanbuqingtadezhenglian,zhinengkandaoceying。
tadingzheneipianyumao,kanlehenjiu。jiudaobuzhengchang。ranhou,tazuoleyigejiqiqingweide、xiangqianqingshendedongzuo。
xiangshiyaocoujinqukan。bozibengchuyigeyoumeidehudu。turan,tamengdizhanzhi。xunsuzuoyoukankan。
lianshangshanguoyisi……huangluan?likehuifubingleng。taraokaiyaochikou,kuaibuzouxiangdiantijian。wodengtajinledianti,
caichulaijianqiyaochikou。shouxinquanshihan。youxi。jueduiyouxi。7wanshang,wojiabanzuogejihuo。
bangongshiliyouzhishengwoyige。qucesuofangshuihuilai,faxianwoguazaiyibeidewaitaodiaodishangle。jianqilaishi,
wendaoyigujidande……maobohewei?wolinqiwaitaozixiwen。meicuo。suiranhendan,
danqueshishimaoboheneizhongyoudianchongbideqingliangwei。kewoconglaibuyongzheiwanyi。nalaide?womengdixiangqi,
baitianluqicengjingcongwogongweipangbianzouguo。dangshitashoulinazhefenwenjian,haoxiangbuxiaoxinbeiwodebitongbanleyixia。
shentiweiweihuanglehuang,shoufulexiawodegeduanban。waitaojiuguazaineifujin。shita?
tazaiwowaitaoshangsalemaobohe?zheitailipule。bijiwomaotiaohailipuyibaibei。wozuozaiyizishang,
naoziluanchengyiguozhou。zhaomaotizhi。luqifanchangdezhenduihe“touwei”。huanshideweiba。duiyumaodefanying。
maobohe……yigehuangmiujuelun、queyouwubiqihedeniantoubenglechulai。bukenengba?zheishixianshidoushi,
bushiqihuanxiaoshuo。wonachushouji,shouzhifadoudidakaisousuokuang。shuru:「maoniangxianshicunzaima」
sousuojieguoquanshidongmanhexiaoshuo。wofangxiashouji,juedezijiyefengle。7gongsigaotuanjian,
qujiaoquyigewenquandujiacun。wobenlaibuxiangqu,danzongjianfahua,quanyuanbixudao。wanshangjucan,luqiyelaile。
tazuozhuzhuo,beijigegaocengweizhejingjiu。tahedeshihongjiu,xiaokoumin,huahenshao。dengguangxia,
tacelianxiantiaorouhelexie,danyirantouzheshuli。wozuodeyuan,maitoukuchi。wangxiaopangtongwo:「ai,zhouge,
luzonghaoxiangkannini。」wotouyebutai:「takanwoshiyinweiwokanqilaibijiaoxiafanma?」「zhende!
gangcaipieguolaiyiyan!」worenbuzhutaitou。zhenghaozhuangshangluqideshixian。talikeyikaimuguang,duanqijiubei,
yanshixingdiheleyikou。ergen……haoxiangyoudianhong?fanhouziyouhuodong。woxianchao,
yigerenliudadaojiudianhoumiandexiaohuayuan。yuesetinghao,tinganjing。zhaolegezhangyizuoxia,shuashouji。meiguoduojiu,
tingjianxisuidejiaobusheng。haiyou……yayide、qingweidewuyansheng?xiangxiaodongwushoushangshidehengheng。woxunzheshengyin,
zoudaoyipianmaomidedongqingconghoumian。ranhouwokandaolezheibeizidouwangbuledehuamian。luqidunzaidishang。
beiduizhewo。yueguanggoulechutaxianxidebeiying。tazaiku。jianbangweiweisongdong。shengyinyayierweiqu。
zheiyijinggoujingsongle。gengjingsongdeshi……tatoudingshang,
yuanbenyisibugoudefajibian……heranlizheliangzhimaorongrongde、sanjiaoxingde……maoerduo?
haizaisuizhetadechouqi,yidou,yidou。wojiangzaiyuandi。xueyechongshangtouding,youshunjiantunqu。danaoyipiankongbai。
luqisihuchajuedaoshenme,mengdihuitou。yueguangxia,talianshanghaiguazheleihen。neishuangzongshibinglengdeyanjingli,
cikemanshijinghuanghewucuo。erneiduierduo……dedequeque,huozhenjiashi,zhangzaitatoushang。maorongrong。jianjiande。
haitouzhedianrouruandefense。womensimuxiangdui。shijianhaoxiangjingzhile。tatongkongjulieshousuo,xiangshizhamaodemao。
「ni……」tazhanglezhangzui,quemeifachuwanzhengdeshengyin。ranhou,woyanzhengzhengkanzhe,neiduierduo……「xiu」
diyixia,bujianle。suohuiqule?tamengdizhanqilai,liangqianghoutuiyibu,lianshangxuesejinshi。
「nikanjianshenmele?」tashengyinfadou,daizheweixie,dangengduodeshikongju。wohoulongfagan,bantian,
jichuyiju:「……luzong,nierduo……tingbiezhia。」8kongqisiji。
luqilianshangdejinghuangzhichixulejimiao,jiuqiangxingbenghuileneifubingshanlian。jiushiyankuanghaihongzhe,jiemaoshilulude,
qishidadazhekou。「niyanhuale。」tashengyinlengying,daizheminglingkouwen。wozhizhetatouding,
zuibinaozikuai:「erduo,gangcai,neige,maode……」「meiyouerduo!」tajihushidihouchulai,
xiayishitaishouwulexiatouce,suijixiangbeitangdaoyiyangfangxia,zhijiandouzaidou。「linzhou,wojinggaoni,
niyaoshiganhushuobadao……」「luzong,」wodaduanta,yebuzhidaonalaideyongqi,wangqiancouleyibu,
「wocongxiaojiubeimaopengci,duimaokedongwutezhenghenshuxi。nigangcai,」woyadishengyin,「erduo,shuqilaile,
haidouleliangxia。」tatongkongyoushiyisuo,xiangshishoujingdemao,mengdihoutui,houbeidizaidongqingcongshang。
「ni……nidaodixiangzenmeyang?」tashengyinyoudianfazhan,neicenggaolengwaiqiaoliekailefeng,
luchudixiaxianeryijiandehuangluan。wokanzhetazheifanying,xinlineidianhuangmiuganfanerluoledi。xingle,shichuile。
womenqiyanzibendenvzongcai,shigemaoniang。「buxiangzenmeyang。」wotanshou,「jiushihaoqi。