第六章真相
fushenyanbianshuobianzhuazhewodeshoubuduanfanjiaozheneibatongjinhechujianxiongtanglidebishou。
bishoumeifanjiaoyixia，hechujianxiongtangshangdeshangkoujiukuodayifen，xinzangyejiugengsuiyifen。
fanjiaodaozuihou，tadexiongtangjiuzhishengyigeheidongdong，buduanwangwaipenxuedeheikulong。
“你——你们——”
hechujiansisidengzhebeifushenyanbaozaihuailidewo。
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wojinghunweidingquezaizheishitingdaofushenyanlengshengjifeng：“pashenme？zheiyoubushinidiyicisharen。”
我顿时晴天霹雳。
tajingranzhidaowoshaguoren！
是的！
我杀过人！
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jiangyining，nizhibuzhidao，nideneixiemi.yaochadianjiuyaolehouyedeming！”