第5章多年心结
didagonganjuzhihou，zhangqingmingzuoleyifenxiangxidexunwenbilu。
tadeshenghuoguijifeichangdejiandan，lianxusanniandoushisandianyixian，jijia-yiyuan-dianpu。
gezhuangzhuangyongle1gexiaoshijiuquanbudiaochaqingchu，zheixiaozihaizhenmeishenmesharendongji，jiedaoshangyoujiankongzhengmingzheiliangtiantadouzaidianlidaidao3dianyihoucaichulai。
“lianggeyidian！yi，taweishenmemeitian23diancaiqukaidianmen，banye3dianjiuguanmenliqu。er，yeligenbenmeiyoukerenjinquguo，tazaiyingyeshenme？”
jiangmixuekanwandiaochabaogaozhihouduigezhuangzhuangtichuwenti，gezhuangzhuangjiangxunwenbiluxiandaomouyiyehuidao。
“zheigezhangqingmingshuo，talansanguanle，haixihuanpijing，suoyicaihuimeitianwanshangqukaidian。tahaishuozuoleyigewangdian，maiyixietaolaidelaowujian，youshihouhaihuibangrenjianbao。”
“neiwangdianjiaoyijiluchaguolema？”
“chaguole，zheijiahuogenqitafuyouludeshangjiayiyang，shuyusannianbukaizhang，kaizhangchisanniande！yigeyueqiantagangchushouleyigesongdaideqinghuaci，zheiyidanmaimaijiugoutachiyiniande！”
“dongxihefama？shibushizousidewenwu？”
“zheigehaizaicha，wohuijixugenjinde。danzheixiegenanjianyouguanxima？”
jiangmixuehuanhuanyaoleyaotoubiaoshimeiguanxi，danshitazongjuedezheigezhangqingmingtouzheyiguzishenmi。
gezhuangzhuangyujiangmixuehaizaitaolundeshihou，hurantongshixiaowangkuaibuzouleguolai。
“jiangdui，yourenlaibaoshizhangqingmingle！baoshijinzhangkoujiuyaojiwubaiwan，goutuhaode！”
gezhuangzhuangtinglexiaowangzheihuarenbuzhuxiaozheshuo：“baoshijinnayouzheimeguia，zheirenpashijifengleba？”
danshijiangmixueguanxindewentiqueshi：“sheilaibaoshideta？”
xiaowanglikejiangyifenwenjiandidaolejiangmixuedemianqian：“shibenanlingyigexianyirenxiongjin。”
yigexianyirenbaoshilingyigexianyiren？
zheibenshenjiugouzengjiaxianyidelehaoba，zheilianggerendaodishenmeguanxi？
“zhuangzhuang，zheilianggerenguanxidiaochaguolema？”
“diaochaguole，chuleliangtianqianzheigexiongjinhelianggebeihairenquguozhangqingmingdianlizhiwai，qitameiyourenhejiaoji。”
jiangmixuemeitougaogaozhouqilai，manshiyihuodeshenqing：“xiananpaitamenjianmian，tingtingtamenshuoxieshenme！”
gezhuangzhuangshuoleshenghao，ranhouzhuanshenkuaibulikaile。
jifenzhongzhihou，xiongjinzaiyigexiaohuiyishijiandaolezhangqingming。
liangrenjianmianyihoulikejiurenaoleqilai，xiongjindangjijizhangqingmingjiuguixiale，ranhouyoukuyounao，haibutingdeketouqiujiu！
zheiyimubazaijiankongqiankanpingmuderenquanbukanshale，zheilianggejiahuoyandenayichua？
“zhanglaobanjiuminga！wocuole，wozhidaocuole！wobuxiangsia，talaizhaowole，tazuotianwanshanglaizhaowole！jiuminga！wodoutingninde，ninkeqianwanbunengjiansibujiua！”
xiongjinshensehuangzhang，shuangyanxuehong，lianshangyidianxuesedoumeiyou，kanlaishishoudaolefeichangdadejinghe。
zhangqingmingziranzhidaotazaishuoshenme，yushishunshounaqizhuoshangdezhibixieleqilai。
jiangmixuezaijiankongkanjianzheiqingkuangzhihou，likeranggezhuangzhuangjiangjiankonglajinyixie，xiangyaokanqingchuzheijiahuozaixieshenme。
guanchaleyihuihou，gezhuangzhuangrenbuzhunianchuletakanjiandezi：“tangkuanhonglifuyishen、longfenghonglazhuyidui、zhizhatongnantongnvsandui......”
gangnianlejijugezhuangzhuangjiuzhuantoukanxiangjiangmixueyihuoshuodao：“zheixiaozidaodiyaobanxishihaishisangshia？zenmeganjueguaiguaide......”
jiangmixuemeiyoushuohua，zhishidingzhepingmurenzhenkanzhe。
zhangqingmingyangyangsasaxielebanzhanga4zhi，dijixiongjindeshihoucaikaikoushuohua：“anzhaozheishangmiandedongxizhunbei，ruyezhiqianyidingyaozhunbeihao。buyaoyouxianzarendeng，wanshangwohuiquzhaoni。”
xiongjinlianmangqishenduoduosuosuodejieguozhizhang，ranhoujiangjiatingzhuzhishuoleyixiahouzhuanshenjiupaodiaole。
zhangqingmingzheigeshihoutaitoukanxiangjiankongqidandanwendao：“woxianzaikeyizoulema？”
jiangmixuekanzhezhangqingminglenglengxiaolexiao，ranhoufenfugezhuangzhuanganchengxufangren。
zheigeanjianzhisuoyirangtazheimezhongshi，shiyinweizheiqianjianheershinianqiandesanqianjianyimoyiyang。
neishitalaobayishengdexinjie，yibeizideyihan。
ershinianqianhaishifuyouludeqiyin，sangerenyeshiwuruleqizhongyijiandianpu，ranhousantianhoujiuxiangjiliqisiwangle。
dangchumeiyoujiankong，yemeiyoushenmezhenxunshebei，suoyigenbenmeifaquedingsangerenshiqulenajiadian。
danshouhairenshenbianderendoushuoguo，tamentiguoyige“gui”zi，shuoqileyijiansheidoubuxiangxindelingyishijian。
rujinkanlai，gaishisangerenmeishenmewenhua，jiang“piao”renchengle“gui”。
zheijiqianjianzhisuoyiranglaobazhongshengyihan，jiushiyinweizhaobudaorenhexiansuo，suoyibeirendingweilezisha。
danshizishanayourenhuixuanzheiyangcanrendesifa？
zijijiangzijishoubeiheneizangquansichexialaizisha，zheideduohenderencainengduizijixiazheiyangdeshoua。
weibuyinqibubiyaodekonghuang，shangjizhinengyaoqiuanshixueguoduodezishajieanle。
meiyouxianyiren，meiyousharendongji，shenzhimeiyourenhexiansuo，weiyizhidaodejiushishouhaizheqinrenshuodeyige“gui”ziheneigekongbugushi。
jiangmixuelaobashikendingbuhuixiangxinshenmeguishende，suihoutayezhaodaolepiaozheigedianpu。
danshijieliandunshouyigexingqihou，tameifaxianrenheyichang。
zhishizheilaobanwanshangzonghuizuoxieguaiyideshiqing，meiguoyihuidouhuizaijutaiqianzhanyizhan，ranhouyouzuohuiqukanshu。
danzheizuiduonengzhengmingdianpulaobanjingshenbutaizhengchang，genanjianyidianguanxidoumeiyou。
zhaojihuitayejinquguo，limianjiushiyixieputongdeguwandian，fangdedoushixiegaofangdewanyi。
meizhaodaorenheyoujiazhidexiansuo，jiangmixuedelaobahenkuaijiufangqileduidianpudeguanzhu。
“ershinian，shigeershinianzaicifashenglexiangtongdemingan，yijiugenzheige‘piao’youguan......zheiyici，woyidingyaotilaobajiekaixinjie。”
jiangmixueshuowanzheihuazhuanshenjiuchulebangongshi，tajuedingjintianwanshanggenzhequxiongjinjiakankan，kanzheilianggerendaodiyaogaoshenmegui。
jiangmixueyizhizaixiongjinxiaoqulouxiadunshoulebantian，kuairuyedeshihoutacaikanjianzhangqingminghuanbuzouguolai。
suijitaxiachexianshen，duzhuzhangqingmingshuodao：“ganshenmequ？”
zhangqingminghaoxiangyidiandoumeiyiwai，fanerxiaoyinyindeshuodao：“zheibushishangwudejingchaayima？zenmezheimeqiaoa，haishishuonizhuanmenzaizheiduwoni？womeiliyouzheimedama？”
jiangmixuekanzheixiaoziyouzuihuashede，likelengxialianshuodao：“nidexianyikebimeilidaduole！wanshangnihexiongjinxiangzuoshenme？woyaogenzhequkankan。”
zhangqingmingtinghouquepielepiezui，ranhouyongyuzhongxinzhangdekouwenshuodao：“xiangxinwobiequhaoqi，haoqihaisimao！”