“touhaotong……xiangshibeitaokongleyiyang……”
suqingyushibeiyizhenzhenjianruidecitongheshenrugusuidexuruoganhuanxingde。
tafeilidizhengkaichenzhongdeyanpi，yingruyanliandeshishuxiyoumoshengdetianhuaban，huipupude，daizhelaojiufangwuteyoudemeiwei。
sizhouyichanganjing，jingderangrenxinhuang。
zhiqianneizhongwuchubuzaideyinlenggansihuxiaotuiledaban，kongqibuzaixiangbingkuaiyiyangdongren，danyijiudaizheyizhongbuzhengchangdeliangyi。ketingliyipianlangjie，shuaisuidehuapingsuipianhaisanluozaidishang，tixingzhetahunmiqianneichangjingxindongpodebodou。
tazhengzhazhezuoqishen，hunshenshangxiadegutouxiangsanlejiayiyangteng，youqishinaodai，ganjuexiangshibeirenyongdunqihenhenqiaoguo，youxiangshiaolesantiansanyemeishuijue，neizhongjingshenshangdepibeihekongxuganrangtajihuyouyaozaidaoxiaqu。
“zheijiushi……shiyongneikuaiyudedaijiama？”
suqingyufuzheetou，dishengnannan。
taqingchudijide，zaishiquyishiqian，tajiangzijisuoyoudejingshen、yizhi，shenzhishimouzhongtashuobuqingdaobumingde“qili”，yigunaodisaijinleneikuaimoyuli，caimianqianghouchule“zhenya”lianggezi。
neiganjue，jiuxiangshibazijidedianchidianliangshunjianchougan，zhishengxiayidiandiankeliandedidianweichizhejibenyunzhuan。
taxianzaimingbaile，neikuaiyudeliliangbushipingkonglaide，meiyicicuidong，xiaohaodedoushitazijide“jingqishen”。
zheiwanyier，bunengsuibianluanyong，jianzhishizaitouzhishengming。
keshi……tamolemoyijiutieshendaizhedeneikuaimoyu，chushouwenrun，yijinghuifulepingshideyangzi，sihaokanbuchuzhiqiancengbaofachuneibanweiyandeguangmang。
tayoujingtidihuangusizhou，jizhongjingshenquganshou，neigushuyuyuanlingdeyinsenqixibiandejiqiweiruo，ruoyouruowu，xiangshiduozaimougejiaoluolitianshishangkou，zanshibeitaneiyiji“zhenya”jidapale。
暂时……只是暂时。
suqingyuxinliyidianqingsongdeganjuedoumeiyou。
neidongximeibeichedixiaomie，zhishibeiyazhizhule。
zhiyaotahaizai，zheigesuoweide“jia”jiuhaishigesuishikenengbaozhadehuoyaotong。
erqie，zheikuaiyudaodishishenmelaitou？weishenmehuirentadexue？weishenmetanengyongtalaizhenyayuanling？
haiyoubama……tamenliuxiadezheikuaiyu，haiyoutamenliqideshizong，zheiyiqienandaozhishiqiaohema？
buxing，bunengzaizheiyangxilihutuxiaqule！
tabunengxianggemeitoucangyingyiyang，dengzheweixianzaicijianglin。
tabixugaoqingchuzheiyiqie！
qiangliedeqiushengyuhejiekaimituandekewangzhichengzhetayaoyaohuanghuangdizhanqilai。
gubushangshoushimandidelangjie，yegubushangshentidexuruo，suqingyukaishizaifumuliuxiadeneixieweishubuduodeyiwulifanzhaoqilai。
zhiqianweileduozhai，tazhidaizoulexiesuishenwupinhekanshangqubijiaozhiqiandedongxi，dabufenjiadangdouhailiuzailaofangzili，beizhaizhumenfandeluanqibazao。
tadaichulaide，zhiyouyigezhuangmanlegezhongzawudejiupixiang，shimuqinyiqianchangyongde。
xiangzibuda，limiandaduoshixiejiuzhaopian、jijianmuqinshebuderengdejiuyifu，haiyouyixielinglingsuisuidexiaowanyier。
suqingyunaizhexingzi，yijianjianfankan，xiwangnengzhaodaoyidiandianxiansuo。
tadeshouzhifuguoyizhangzhangfanhuangdelaozhaopian，shangmianyounianqingshidefumu，xiaorongcanlan，yanshenlichongmanleduiweilaidechongjing。kanzhekanzhe，tadebizijiurenbuzhufasuan。
jiuzaixiangdi，dangtanachuzuihouyidiejiuxinjianshi，zhijianchupengdaoleyigeyingyingdedongxi，beiyikuaishenlansede、zhidiqitedehoubu（huozheshuoxiangmouzhongrouzhiguodepi）baoguozhe，zangdeshifenyinbi。
suqingyuxintouyitiao，xiaoxinyiyidijiangtanalechulai。
jiekaicengcengbaoguodebu，limianluchulaide，shiyibenxianzhuangshu，fengmianyijingcanpobukan，zhizhangfanhuangfacui，bianyuanhaiyoubeishuijinpaoguoyoufenggandehenji。
kanzhuangdinghezhizhi，zheijueduishiyibenyouxieniantoudeguji。
tashenxiyikouqi，qingqingfankaishuye。
limiandezijishiyongyizhonghengulaodemoxiede，bufenyijingmohubuqing，erqiezitishitacongweijianguodefanfuzhuanti，gengjiazazhexuduoxiangshifuhaoyouxiangshituhuadedongxi，kandetatouhunnaozhang。
zheigenbenbushiputongrennengkandongdedongxi！
suqingyuzhoujinmeitou，naizhexingzi，jihushiyiziyijudiqubianren。
tadezhuanyeshiguwanxiufu，duiguwenzisuiranbusuanjingtong，danduoshaoyouxieshelie。
pingjiezhezheidiandizi，zaijiashanglianmengdaicai，tajiannandicongneixiecanquehuisedezijuzhong，buzhuodaolejigerangtaxinzangmengdishousuodeciyu：
“……yinqi……xuemai……”“……shoulingren……zhize……”“……youming……jiexian……”“……chiling……zhenxie……”
yinqixuemai？shoulingren？youming？chiling？
zheixieciyu，rutongjingleiyibanzaitanaohaizhongzhaxiang！
zheibuzhengshihetashoulidemoyu，hetazuowandejingliyinyinduishangdexinxima？
“shoulingren……”suqingyufanfujujiaozhezheigeci，yigedadandecaicezaitaxinzhongzhujianchengxing，“nandaoshuo，bamatamen……bushiputongdeshengyiren？tamendeshizong，genbenbushishenmeyiwai，ershihezheibenguji，hesuoweide‘shoulingren’shenfenyouguan？”
zheigefaxianrangtahunshenbingliang，queyouyouyisimomingdexingfen。
zheibencanpodeguji，henkenengjiushijiekaisuoyoumituandeyaochi！
talikejiangxiufugujitishanglericheng。
zuoweiyiming（kuaiyaopochande）guwanxiufushi，zheibenshitadelaobenxing。
suiranxianzaigongjuhecailiaodoujiqikuifa，danjibendezhishihejiqiaohaizai。
taxiaoxinyiyidijianchazhegujideposunqingkuang，meitouyuezhouyuejin。
zheishudecaizhihenteshu，bushiputongdezhizhang，xiufuqilainandujida，xuyaoyixieteshudekuangwufenmohezhiwujiao，zheixiedongxikedoububianyi。
jiuzaitaningshenguanchashuyeshangyichuxiweideposun，sikaozhexiufufanganshi，taxiayishidixiangzhiqianguanchayuanlingheiqineiyang，jizhonglejingshen。
qimiaodeshiqingfashengle，taganjuezijide“shixian”fangfochuantoulezhizhangbiaomian，yinyueganzhidaoshuyeshangcanliuzheyizhongjiqiweiruode、rutongxingguangbandenengliangbodong。
tebieshizaineijigetabianrenchudeguanjiancifujin，nengliangbodongsihugenghuoyueyixie。
“zhei……nandaoshi‘dongchayinyang’denengli？”
suqingyuxinzhongyidong。tashizheweichizheizhongzhuangtai，faxianzijiduineixiehuisenandongdewenzihefuhao，sihuyouleyizhongmohude、zhijuexingdelijie，suiranyijiukanbudongjutiyisi，dannengdagaiganshoudaomouduanhuashiguanyujinggao，mouduanhuashiguanyufangfa，mouduanhuashiguanyulishi。
zheigefaxianrangtajingshenyizhen！
tadezhuanyejineng，jingrannenghezheiqitedenenglijieheqilai！
zheibujinnengbangzhutaxiufuguji，gengnengfuzhutalijieqizhongdeneirong！
raner，yigexianshidewentibaizailemianqian——qian。
xiufugujixuyaoqian，maicailiaoxuyaoqian，taxianzailianxiageyuedefangzudouhaimeizheluo，gengbieshuotianbaoduzile。
zhiqianfumuliuxiadejixuzaojiubeigaolidaitaokong，haiqianleyi**zhai。
怎么办？
suqingyukanzheshouzhongneng“kanchuan”nengliangdemoyu，youxiangdaolezijineiweiruodanqueshicunzaide“dongchayinyang”nengli，yigedadandeniantouzaitanaohaizhongmengsheng：jirantanengkandaoyuanqi，nengganzhidaogujishangdenengliang，neishibushiyeneng……fenbianchunaxiegudongshi“ganjing”de，naxieshi“buganjing”de？
tatingshuoguo，youxiegudongyinweijingliteshu，huozhezhanranlezhurendezhinian、yuanqi，huibiandeyoudian“xiemen”，yingxiangchiyouzhe。
huoxu，takeyiliyongzijizheidianweiruodenengli，jieyixiechulizheizhong“buganjing”gudongdexiaohuoer？
jinengzhuanqianhukou，goumaixiufucailiao，shuobudinghainengshunbian“lianlianshou”，shuxiyixiazijidenengli。
zheigexiangfarangtayouxiebuan，bijingzheidengyushizhudongqujiechuneixieguiyidedongxi。
danyanxiadekunjing，sihuyerongbudetayouyutaiduo。
suqingyuwojinleshouzhongdeguji，youkanlekanneikuaimoyu，yanshenzhujianbiandejiandingqilai。
zheibengujilidaodihaizangzheduoshaomimi？bamazhendeshi“shoulingren”ma？tamenshouhudeyoushishenmedongxi？
haiyou，yongzhei“dongchayinyang”denengliqujiediyige“teshuweituo”，huishunlima？huibuhuirelaibixiongzhaiyuanlinggengkepadedongxi？
wushudeyiwenpanxuanzaitaxintou，danqianlu，sihuzhongyuyouleyisimohudefangxiang。