第4章
“去吧。”
luzhenzhutingjianzijideshengyinpingdanrushui，
guhuaidehoujiedizhetaetougundong：“kewodayingguoni......”
mingmingneimexiangquhaiyaozhuangzuozhengzha，zhenshihaoxiao。
“tagengxuyaonibushima？quba。”
露真珠抬头看他。
chuangwaideyuturanbianda，yudianzazaibolishang，xiangjiletacikeposuidexintiao。
“去吧，我没事。”
guhuaiqishenshi，shuiyidaizisaoguotashoubei。
tazoudaomenkouyouhuitou，taidengzaitaceliantouxiaminganjiaojiexian：“wohenkuaihuilai。”guhuailikaishidaizouleduanshu。
chuangwaideyudazaibolishang，xiangjileneiniantamenzaiyushengzhongyongbaodeyewan。
zhishixianzai，yushenglizhishengtayigerendexintiao，heyuanchuzhuwochuanlaide，bushuyutadehuxisheng。
guhuairangluzhenzhujijiangsesedaoqiandeshi，henkuaijiuchuanbianzhenggequanzi。
suoyourendoushuo，tajiukuaibuyaotale。
keluzhenzhuquezhinengquandangtingbujian，zhishinulibanyanzhetaguaiqiaodeqizi。
luzhenzhuzailingchensandianjiedaopaimaixingdedianhua。
tawozhetingtong，tingzheduifangzizhengqiangyuande“《qingniao》xiufubanjiangzaimingwanyazhoupaimai”。
tadezhijiashenshenqiajinzhangxin，neishixinlizhiyouyigeniantou——zheifuhua，tayidingyaonaxia。
weici，luzhenzhubamuguangtouxiangleqianduanshijianshoushichulaide、cengjingguhuaisongjitadejiuwu。
kexianzaidetamen，meiyouleai，yejiuzhishengxiabianmaihuanqianzheiyitiaolu。
cishanwanhuineitian，shuijingdengcuicandeguangmangsaluozaihuichang，yingzhaozhehuameidelifuyujingzhidezhuangrong。
luzhenzhushenzheyixisubaiqipao，gushenzhanzaijiaoluo，muguangpingjingqueyouyinyintouzheluomo，kanzhebinkemenxiaoyuyanyan，xianghuhanxuan。
cishi，xuanzhuanmenchu，guhuaiwanzhejiangsesezoujinlai。
jiangseseyishenminghuangsewanliqun，yaoyanduomu，zuanshierzhuisuizhebufaqingqinghuangdong，guangmangcideluzhenzhuyanjingshengteng。
guhuaixizhuangbiting，zuijiaoguazheruoyousiwudexiao，hezhouweirendazhezhaohu，yanshenquecongweiwangluzhenzhuzheibiantoulai。
paimaihuanjiekaishi，qifenzhujianrelie。
dangneifu《qingniao》beituishangzhanshitaishi，luzhenzhudehuxizhouranyizhi。
huabushangtaotuolaolongdeqingniaozailantiandeyingzhaoxiabenxiangziyou，youxiajiao“luqin”deqianming，xiangyibajianruidedao，zhizhicirutaxindizuirouruandedifang。
那是她妈妈的字迹。
chuleneibabeijiangsesenonghuaideshuzi，zheishimuqinweiyiliuzaishishangdeyiwu，suoyitabixunadao！
“lu**，nindebaozhengjin......”gongzuorenyuandeshengyindaizheqianyi。
luzhenzhumochuxinfeng，limianshicengjingguhuaisongjitadeshoushibianmaiyijidiyalaozhaidequanbushenjia。
“wushiwan。”luzhenzhulvxianjuqihaopai，shengyinsuipingwen，danweiweizhandoudeshouquexieluleneixindejinzhang。
jiangsesezhuantoukanxiangta，zuijiaogouqiyimotiaoxindexiao，tuzhehongsezhijiayoudeshouzhiyouyadijuqi：“yibaiwan。”
huichangzhongchuanlaiyizhenqingweideyilunsheng，luzhenzhukanjianguhuaikaozaishafashang，manbujingxindichouzheyan，yanshensiyouruowudisaoguota，daizheyisiwanwei。
“sanbaiwan。”luzhenzhuyaoyaoya，zuanjinhaopai，shouxinyimanshihanshui。
jiangsesexiaoronggengsheng，shengyinqingcui：“wubaiwan。”
huichangshunjiananjingxialai，suoyourendemuguangdouzailiangrenzhijianliuzhuan。
luzhenzhudexintiaorugu，tawangzheneifuhua，fangfokandaomamawenroudexiaolian——neidaibiaoletamenmunverrencengjingdeshiguang，yeshimamashengmingzhongzuihoudemeihaojiyi。
luzhenzhudingzhetatuzhexianhongzhijiayoudeshouzhi，xiangqicishanwanhuishangneixiesiliehuabudehenji：“biepengta。”
tajinggaodao，shengyinlidaizheyayidenuhuo。
“wopianyao。”jiangsesexiaozhe，jixujiajia。
luzhenzhushenxiyikouqi，tiqiqunbai，chaozheguhuaizouqu。
gaogenxiecaizaiguanghuadedalishidimianshang，fachuqingcuideshengxiang，zaitatinglaiquesichenzhongdegudian。
“qiuni，jiewoqian，woshenmedoubuyao，zhiyaozheifuhua！”tazhanzaiguhuaimianqian，yadishengyin，“zheifuhuaduiwohenzhongyao。”
jiangsesewanzheguhuaideshoushunjianshoujin，yanshenzhongshanguoyisibuyue。
guhuaitiaomeikanxiangluzhenzhu，yanhuiluozaitadeqipaoshang，tangchuyigexiaoxiaodeheidian：“youduozhongyao？”
luzhenzhukanzheta，yanzhongfanqileiguang：“zheishitaliujiwode，shitazuihoude......”huaweishuowan，yibeigengyandaduan。
taxiangqimamalinzhongqian，xuruodilazhetadeshou，shuoxiwangzheifuhuanengyizhipeizheluzhenzhu。
guhuaidingzhetafanhongdeyankuang，chenmopianke，shenshouqingqingtitalilelierbiandesuifa：“keshi，wodegongpingyidianbushima？nimenwosheiyebubang，sesehuadeyeshizijideqian。tapaidaole，jiushitadele。”
“zheibushiyifuputongdehua！”luzhenzhudeyanleiduokuangerchu，“zheishiwomamaliujiwodeweiyiyiwu，nizenmenengzheimecanren？”
“naogoulema？”tadeyuqilichongmanlebunaifan，“buguoshiyifuhua，zaimaiyifujiushi。”
“zheibushiyifuputongdehua！zheishiwomamaliujiwodeweiyiyiwu，nizenmenengzheimecanren？”
guhuaishuaikaitadeshou，yanshenbingleng：“canren？wozhibuguozuolezuigongzhengdejuedingeryi。”
gongping？qishitaxinlidetianpingzaojiupianxianglejiangsese。
paimaishiluochuideneiyike，luzhenzhuyanzhengzhengkanzhezheichangzhengduojieshu。
ketahaixiangzaizhengzhazuihouyixia，yushilikebenxianghoutai。
raner，dangtaquhoutaiquhuashi，quekandaolerangtaxinsuideyimu——jiangsesezhengnazheyizhigangbi，zaihuabushangyonglihuazhe，xianyandemohenyidaodaosiliezheqingniao，rutongsilieluzhenzhudexin。
takandaoluzhenzhulaileyebunao：“zhenzhujie，nizheimexihuanzheifuhuaya，kewopianbuxiangrangniruyuan。”
jiangsesexiaozhe，bahuarengjinlajitong，gangbisuiyididiuzaiyipang。
luzhenzhumengdichongguoqu，quebeisuihouganlaideguhuaiyibalazhushouwan。
talengbingbingdijinggaota：“luzhenzhu，nigandongtashishi。”
“a！ahuai，doushiwobenshoubenjiaode，ganggangbuxiaoxinhuadaolejiejiedehuale，danwozhendebushiguyide，jiejiexiangdawo，yeshiyinggaide......”
guoran，tayiku，guhuaijiuxintengle。
tajiangtahuzaishenhou，baohuzheta：“bienaole，buguoshiyifuhua，zaimaiyifujiushi。”
“zheibushiyifuputongdehua！zheishiwomamadeyiwu！”luzhenzhuchongtadahan，yanleiduokuangerchu，“nidayingguowo！”
guhuaidezhijianyonglinielenietaxiaba，zuijiaoyangqicanrendexiao：“buguoshifuhua，kuchengzheiyang？bujiushigesirenliuxiadedongxi......？”
jiangseseduozaiguhuaishenhou，jiaxingxingdishuo：“zhenzhujie，duibuqia，wobushiguyide，wojiushiyishishoudou......”