第1章
“shushu，xiaoxiaobuteng。”
“mamashuoguo，xiaoxiaoyijingshidahaizile，bukeyikubizi。”
“shushu，nizenmekule？”
医院病房里。
chuxiaoxiaowaizhenaodai，yihuodewangzheyanqiandeguaishushu。
taxiangbumingbai，guaishushuweishenmehuikubizi。
“shushu，nishibushihaipadazhencaikude？”
“gaosuniyigemimi，qishixiaoxiaoyehaipadazhen。”
“keshimamashuo，xiaoxiaobudazhendehua，jiuzaiyejianbudaobabale。”
“shushu，nirenshiwobabama？xiaoxiaohaoxiangbaba，xiaoxiaoconglaidoumeiyoujianguobabani。”
“youeryuanliyouhuaihaizi，tamenbuguai，tamenshuoxiaoxiaoshimeiyoubabadeyehaizi。”
“mamarangwobuyaolitamen，kexiaoxiaohaishihaonanguoa，xiaoxiaoxiangyaobaba。”
“shushu，babaweishenmebuhuilai，nizhibuzhidaowobabaqunalile？”
“shushu，nirangwobabahuilaihaobuhao，xiaoxiaohuizuofan，haihuidiebeizi，haihuihaoduohaoduo。”
“xiaoxiaohenguaide，shushu，nijiurangwobabahuilaiba，qiuqiunile。”
chuyanhuangmangcaqulianshangdeleishui，yongzheibeizizuiwenroudeyanshenwangzheta。
“xiaoxiao，buyaopa，babahenkuaijiuhuihuilaide。”
“xiangxinshushu，haobuhao？”
chuxiaoxiaogaoxingdetiaoleqilai：“zhendema，shushu，wobabazhendekuaihuilailema？”
“taihaole，xiaoxiaohaogaoxing。”
zhidaoxiaonvhaishuizhele，zuijiaoyijiudaizhetianmeidexiaorong。
wangzhehuailishushuidechuxiaoxiao，chuyanhenbudexianzaijiuyunverxiangren。
“niyijingjianguoxiaoxiaole，wodayingnide，yeyijingzuodao。”
“xianzai，likemashang，jiwogun！”
“yongyuanbuyaozaichuxian，gengbuyaolaidajiaowohexiaoxiaodeshenghuo。”
“fouze，wojuebuhuifangguoni！”
yigeliuzheduanfadejinggannvzi，zoulejinlai。
nvzizhangdehenpiaoliang，shangshenchuanbaichenshan，xiashenchuanbaotunjinshenqun，yifuzhiyezhuangdaban。
tahenmei，hunshendoutouzheqiangshinvxing，gaiyoudeyiqieqizhi。
tayehenleng，kanxiangchuyandeyanshen，yourubingku。
“qiuya，zaijiwoyicijihuihaobuhao？suanwoqiunile！”
“xiaoxiaobunengmeiyoubaba。”
“womenfuhunba，qiuya！”
“wo……wozhidaocuole，wozhendezhidaocuole。”
楚言不断哀求着。
congkandaonverchuxiaoxiaodeneiyikeqi，chuyanjiuhuibudangchu。
dangnian，taweilenanrendezunyan，yiranjueranxuanzeqianwanghaiwaidapin。
wunianzhihou，tagongchengmingjiu，beiyuweiheianshijie，youshiyilaizuiqiangdewang！
wanwangzhiwang，shizhiminggui。
youtaqinshoudazaodeanbangdiyishili‘busijun’，shadegedazuzhiwenfengsangdan。
‘busiling’yichu，fanshizaianbangjiaodeshangminghaodeheianshili，quandouyaoguaiguaifucong。
neiyinian，busijunganggangzaiguojishangshengmingqueqi，weilenaxiayizhuangjiazhibaiyimeijindemaimai，chuyanxiadalebusiling。
juedabufenheianshili，douhenjimianzi，meiyouxuanzeyutazhengqiangzheidanshengyi。
zhikexi，zongyoubuzhangyandetiaoliangxiaochou，xiangyaozhengmingzijiyuzhongbutong，hanranfadonglebeibidefuji。
bujinqiangduoleneidanshengyi，haitushalebusijundeyigexiaodui。
yigexiaoshihou，zhenjingzhenggeheianshijiedexiaoxichuanlai。
anbangpaimingdiqide‘xuekulou’，quanjunfumei！
zongbubeirenyiweipingdi，shenzhihaidiuxialeyikezhanshuhedan。
xuekuloushuwanchengyuan，wuyishenghai。
jiulianzongbusuozaidi，yechedilunweifeitu，shangwannianneibuzaishiherenleijuzhu。
neiyizhan，shibusijundechengmingzhizuo！
yeshizineicizhihou，yedizhiming，youruheianzhongzuicuicanliangyandeyikexing，kaishiranranshengqi。
zhidaojinshijinri，chuyanyijingshianbangdiyishilidezhuzaizhe，tongshiyeshiheianshijie，shuoyibuerdedihuang。
qiangzhehenduo，tamenzhiganchengwang。
ganzaiheianshijiechenghuangchengdide，weiyoubusijunzhu，yedi！
黑暗中，他是夜帝。
阳光下，他叫楚言。
jiaruyoukenengdehua，taningyuanmeiyouzuoguozheiyiqie，yemeiyoulikailaopohaiziwunianzhijiu。
tawushucihuanxiangshiguangkeyidaoliu，rangzijihuidaowunianqiandeneigexiatian。
zheiyang，tajiukeyishouzaiqiuyashenbian，peitayiqijinglishiyuehuaitai，yiqishouhouxiaoshengmingdejianglin。
tahuiyongshengmingqubaohuzijidenver，jixiaoxiaoyigewanzhengdejia。
zaimeiyourenganshuotadenver，shimeiyoubabadeyehaizi。
xiaoxiaoyebuyongneimedongshi，dongshidaorangrenxinteng，shenzhishixinsui。
chuyanzuomengdouxiang，jinveryigewuyouwulvdetongnian。
五年，整整五年啊！
zhidaojintian，chuyancaizhidao，zijiyouyigenver。
tabenxiangjiabeibuchang，naihe，yijingmeiyoujihuile。
youyuchuyanshizongtaijiu，suoyourendouyiweitayijingsile，buyuanyexuanpantayuqiuyajiechuhunyin。
zoudeshiquexishenpandeliucheng。
qiuyadezhengjianshang，hunyinguanxiyilanxiezhelianggezi。
丧偶！
“qiuya，dayingwoba。wohuiyongzhenggehoubansheng，haohaobuchangnihexiaoxiao。”
“wulunnirangwozuoshenme，wodoudaying，zhiqiunitongyihewofuhun。”
chuyanhongzheyankuang，kuijiuwubideaiqiuzhe。
“复婚？”
qiuyazichaodexiaole，suijiyonggengjiabinglengdeyanshen，kanxiangta。
“chuyan，nishizonglezhengzhengwunianzhijiu，nizhidaozheixienian，woyigerendaizhexiaoxiao，shizenmeaoguolaide？”
“nibuzhidao，nigenbenbuzhidao！”
“duoshaoci，woxiangdaizhexiaoxiaoyisilezhideshihou，nizainali？”
“woshoujinzhemo，xiaoxiaoliannaifendouchibushang，edezhengyezhengyedeku！neigeshihou，niyouzainali？”
“wohaoburongyiaolewunian，zhongyuaodaonengchuankouqile，nipaipaipigupaohuilai，rangwohenifuhun？”
“chuyan，nijuedezijipeishuozheilianggezi？”
“你哪来的脸啊！”
qiuyayueshuoyuejidong，henbudebachuyanbapichoujin，cuoguyanghui！
taxinzhongdehen，tachiguodeku，wuhusihaiyezhuangbuwan。
chuyankuijiudetiwuwanfu。
tazhidao，xiangzaiduanshineiyuqiuyafuhun，yunverxiangren，jianzhibidengtianhainan。
zhinengmanmanlai，yidianyidianganhuataneike，bingfenglewuniandexin。
“好吧，秋雅。”
“jiusuannibuxianghewofuhun，kenizonggaigaosuwo，xiaoxiaojiujingdeleshenmebing？”
“buguanzenmeshuo，wodoushitadebaba。”
chuyanbutinverdebinghaihao，yitiqi，zhijierangqiuyahendeshuangmuyinhong，chadianqixue。
“xiaoxiaodeleshenmebing？haibushibeinijihaide！”
“chuyan，niyinggaizhidaode。”
“meicuo，nizhidaode，jiushinixinlixiangdeneiyang，jiushi……neizhongbing！”
“niba，ni，haiyouxiaoxiao……”
chuyanshunjianliansedabian，yanshenhuangkongdaolejidian，hunshendoukaishibutingzhandou。
诅咒…
shineigekunraochujiajidairen，zhangdabainianzhijiudexieezuzhou。