第1章
banye，hanlishudezhengkaiyanjing，yanshenkongdongdewangzheheiqiqidetianhuaban，guazaishangmiandepodiaoshan，zhengzaizhigazhigazhuandongzhe，shibushidiaodianhuizhazhaxialai。
——又是梦。
太真实了。
tasuishouzaichuangtoushangmoleyiba，zhuaqigepijiupingzi，gudonggudongguanleliangdakou。
嗝......
chuanghukaizhe，waimianxixililixiazhexiaoyu，haoxiangmeicixiayutian，dourongyizuozheizhongluanqibazaodemeng。
hanlicongchuangshangxialai，liangliangqiangqiangquguanchuanghu，jiaodixiatidaolepingzi，yizhendingdingguangguang。
haojixia，tachadianbeibandao。
窗户关上。
tayihuitou，turanfaxianwulitouyougeren，heisedeyingzi，jiuzhanzaitachuangbianweizhi。
jiezhewaimianlingxingdeguang，yinyinnengkandaoyouzhangfapixia，heianzhongyouqishenren。
hanlilengleyixia，xuanjijiuxiaodao：“zade，yanwangyepailaiqinglaoziquhejiude？buqubuqu，laozishaleneimeduoderen，neixieguidouzaixiamiandengzhezhaowobaochouni。”
扑腾！
shuowan，yigefanshenjiudaozaichuangshang，chelecheshenzidixiadebei，jiukaishijixudashui。
zhanzaichuangbiandeheiyingkaikou，dao：“nikeshibeijingdelangwang，zenmenengbianchengzheiyang！？”
shiyigenvrendeshengyin，shengyinzhongdaizhebeitongyuzhiwen。
呼噜......
床上，响起了鼾声。
nvrenjixukaikou，shengyinzhandou：“beijingsanshiwanjiangshizaidengni，woyezaidengni，nizenmenengzheimegufuwomen？tasile，nijiuzheimezuojianzijichengfazijime！”
liangxingrelei，suranluoxia。
heianzhongkanbuqingtadelian，dantadebeishangyuzheiheianyiyangchenzhong。
“jiu，jiwojiu......”
hanlizabazhezui，ninandao。
nvrenconghuailitaochuyizhangzhaopian，yuqizhongdaizhezuihouyisiqiwang，“zongbuyijingchadao，tajinishengxialeyigeerzi，yaozuoyigezenmeyangdefuqin，nizijixuanzeba。”
nvrenfangxiazhaopian，xiangchuanghuzouqu。
吱嘎......
窗，又开了。
咔嚓！
yishengjinglei，jiangyekongpizuoliangban，leiguangdeyingzhaoxia，hanlizhengzheyanjingliuxialeishui。
sheinengxiangdao，mingzhendaxiadebeijinglangwang，neigelingqiguojuntuanwenfengsangdan，lingbianjingshangdewangmingduxiaoheniaokuzidenanren，cikehuishizheifanlatatuifeidemoyang。
hanlizuoqilai，naqinvrenliuzaichuangtoudezhaopian。
youshiyishengjinglei，leiguangyingzhaoxia，zhaopianliyigesiwusuidadexiaonanhaizhengcanlandexiaozhe，haizidemeimaoxiangta，biziyexiangta，danyanjinghezuibaxiangjilewanqing......
照片的背面。
——hancheng，2017nian3nian9ri。
chuangwai，dayuqingpen，zhenggechengshifangfozaituruqilaidebaoyuzhongyaoyaoyuzhui。
hanliyangqitou，leiliumanmian。
zheigexianglailiuxuebuliuleidezheinanren，zheiyikefangfogudanwuzhudehaizi，tajiangsannianlaidebeishang、bugan、fennu、kuijiu、yihan、bengkui，tongtongkulechulai。
“wanqing，woyidingbahuiwomendehaizidaihuilai，fuyangchengren！nidangchushengxialehaizi，weishenmebugaosuwo？zhangyuanyizhan，woyinglesanshinianbianjiangwengu，queyongyuanshuleni......”
“啊啊啊！！！”
......
翌日，宣城
城北福利院。
yiqunxiaohaizizhengzaiyuanzilixinaowanshua，wanzhelaoyingzhuoxiaojihediushoujuandeyouxi。
在院子的一角。
yigesiwusuidadexiaonanhai，zhengdunzaishuxiayongshuzhihuahua，xiaonanhaitoufayouxieluan，danxiaolianerxideganganjingjing，shenshangdeyifumingxianxiaole，haipolehaojigedong。
“chengcheng，nizaihuashenmeni？”
yigechabuduodadexiaonvhaizouguolai，dunzailexiaonanhaipangbian。
“zheigeshinimamaduime？”xiaonvhaizhizheqizhongdeyigexiaorenxiaozhedao。
xiaonanhaibushuohua，zhiguditouhua。
“这个是你对么？”
“yi，zheigeshisheiya？”
xiaonvhaiwaizhetou，chunzhendexiaolianshangmanshiyihuo。
“爸爸。”
xiaonanhaizhongyukaikoule，shengyinhenxiao，“mamashuo，babayidinghuilaijiewode。”
“nizhenxingfu，wodebabamamadousile，wozaizheigeshijieshangmeiyouqinrenle。”
xiaonvhaishangxinqilai，dantabiezhezuiburangzijikuchulai，moleyixiayanjing，ranhoutaohaodexiaodao：“chengcheng，wobangniyiqihuame，woyexiangyoubaba。”
xiaonanhaiyouyuyixia，ranhoudiandiantou。
liangliangheisejiaoche，tingzaifuliyuandamenwai，houmianchelizuozheyiduizhongnianfufu。
nanrenshouzhanglian，gaobiliang。
nvrenyuanlianpanzi，zhangleyishuanglvdouyan。
liangrenshenshangdechuanzhedoushijiweikuochuo，danzheimianxiangme，shizaibuxiangshihaoxiangchuderen。
nanrenbunaifandao：“wogongsilishiqingneimeduo，nipianyaolazhewoyiqiguolai。”
nvrendelvdouyanfanleyixia，“niyiweiwoyuanyijiaonilaia，haibudoushiweilenver，zheipodifangbanlilingyangshouxu，bixuyaofuqiliangrenqinziguolaicaixing。”
nanrenlengshengdao：“nimeisaiqian？”
nvrendao：“busaiqian，nengzheimeshunlijiulaibanlingyang？nikanzheishuangyanjing，duopiaoliang，bazheishuangyanjinghuandaonverdeyanjingshang，womennverjiunengzhongxinkanjianle。”
nvrenxingzhibobocongbaolinachuyizhangzhaopian，zhaopianshangdeheranshidunzaishuxiahuahuadexiaonanhai。
neige——‘wobabayidinghuilaijiewo’dexiaonanhai。
院长办公室里。
zhongnianfufuzailingyangxieyishangqianxialezi，liushiduosuideyuanzhang，qinzixiangliangrendingzhu：“zhengxiansheng，zhengtaitai，nimenbuyaoxianwolaotao，chengchengshiwomenyuanlizuiguaizuidongshidexiaohai，nimenjiranjuedinglingyangta，jiuyidingyaohaohaozhaoguta。”
中年夫妇连连保证。
eqing，yuanzhurenlingzhechengchengzoujinlai。
zhongnianfufuyikandaochengcheng，zhengtaitaipobujidaijiuyaoguolailachengchengdeshou，“chengcheng，kuaiguolai。”
chengchengmashangjinzhangdeduodaoyuanzhurenshenhou，haipadewendao：“jiangayi，nibushishuowobabalaidaiwohuijiame，wobabazainaer？”
yuanzhurenxiaozheshuo：“chengcheng，tamenyihoujiushinidebabamamale，kuaijiaobabamama。”
chengchengjinjinbaozheyuanzhurendetuiduozaishenhou，“bu，tamenbushiwodebabamama，womamayijingqushile，wokanguobabadezhaopian，tamenbushi，woyaodengbaba......”
yuanzhurenlianselimalenglexialai，“nibababuhuilaide，tazaojiubuyaonile，fouzezaolaibanidaihuijiale，nengbeilingyangshinidefuqi，ganjinjiaobabamama！”
yuanzhurenbianshuo，biancubaodebachengchengwangqiantui。
chengchengdashengkuqilai，“wobuyao，woyaodengbaba，bababuhuibuyaowode，wuwuwu......”