第三章

第三章

shenxingjiansihufeichangjinzhang,yihuikankanyisheng,yihuikankanwo。

gangcaiyishengduiwoshuodehua,tayinggaitingdaole。

yishengchenmoleyihui,kanzhejiangwankaikou:“ruguoninengbangyixiaxiaoshi,haishibangyixiadehao。”

jiangwanyouyishundechiyi,shenxingjianqueshuo:“xiaowan,wozhidaonixinshan,zongxiangbangbieren。keshiyouderenshibuzhidebangde。tadangnianlikainishishuodehua,jishinizhishifushujiwo,wodounanshoudeshuibuzhe。zheiyangderen,nikeliantaganma?”

shuozhe,shenxingjianliuxialeilai。

buzhidaoshiweijiangwancengjingshoudekuerliuleihaishiweitadexinshanerliulei。

jiangwandechiyiqingkejianxiaoshi,zhuanershilenglengdeshenqing。

taguanshanglezhiliaoshidemen,bawoguanzailemenwai。

zuihoudeshunjian,wokandaoleshenxingjianyanzhongdechaofenghebuxie。

mozheyouhouyaoshangdedaokou,rengranyinyinzuotong。

qiaojideshihou,kongkongdeganjuechuanbianzhenggefuqiang。

zheisannianlaijiangwandoubuzhidao,tatineizhengchangdeshenzang,shiwojuanjitade。

tayizhichongjingyaohuibaodejuanxianren,zhenggentamianduimianqingqiutadejinqianbangzhu。

jintianyoushixuyaohaikuanderiqi,shoutouyijingmeiyouyidianyuqian,wogaizenmehai?

congyiyuandaojiadeshihou,kanzhejigecuikuanrenzhengzaijiamenkoushijingdezamen。

womeiganchulouti,ganjindiaotouzouhuiqu。

zheixieren,weileyaoqianbuzeshouduan。

wobenlaishuohaosannianhaiwan60wanjialixi,meixiangdaoshentihuibiandezheimecha,yagenbunengzhengchanggongzuo。

meiyougongzuojiumeiyouqian,meiqianjiuwufabaozhengzhiliao,zhiliaobujishishentihuigengcha。

恶性循环。

erfuqinliujiwodexiaofangzi,wozaojiumaidiaole,danzhimaile20duowan。

gaolidaidelixitebiegao,yizhiyudaoxianzai,wohaiqiankuan30wan。

xianzaidezhuchu,shiwomaidiaofangzihouzude。

dangnianwodelikai,shiweilejiejuejiangwandeyaowufeiyongerbubeitafaxian。

woyigerenchengdanlesuoyoudeku,tacaikeyikaishixindeshenghuo。

woduita,zaoyiairugusui。

suoyiwoduitazuodeyiqie,wodoubuhouhui。

xianzainengkandaotashentijiankang,shiyeyoucheng,wofuchudezaiduoyedouzhile。

zhishiwomen,yijingbianchenglewoheta,zaiyebushiwufafenkaideyiti。

wosuozailouxiadeguaijiao,huiyizhegenjiangwandemeihaowangshi,anweizheziji,tanzheqingfendexiaoshi。

dengcuizhaiderenzoule,zaicihuidaolejia。

bingxianglishengdemiantiaohaigouchiyidun。

meiyouqian,shenghuozhendeshiyigedawenti。

wohualazheshoujishangdezhaopinxinxi,

zhiyouzhixiangchangdejizhangyuanhainengzuodele。

tajiejuebuleqiankuandewenti,yejiejuebuletouxihekenenghuanshendewenti,dannengrangwochibaofan。

qitadewenti,suitaquba,fanzhengyemeiduoshaotianhuotoule。