“haizi……”yanqianyihei，jinjiezhe，tabianzaimeiyourenhedeyishi……
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jiangyuwanshibeitongxingde，sizhoujuliemanyankaidetengtong，wanruxiongyongdehongshuiban，chaozhetaputiangaididebaoweierlai。
tayouyishishi，diyishijianmoxiangzijineilongqidexiaofu。
fubuqueyipianpingtan，jiangyuwandaizhule。
孩子，她的孩子呢？
huixiangdaohunmizhiqianjiangxingzhouminglingxiarenduitadesuozuosuowei，jiangyuwandeliansezhourancanbai，moulifantengqihenyihetongyi，tasixinliefeidejianjiaochusheng，“jiangxingzhou——”
jianjiaoshengjingdonglemenwaishouyedexiaren，jiangyuwandetieshenyahuanxiaobixunsudituimenjinlai。
jianjiangyuwanwuzhuxiongkou，beitongyujuedemoyang，xiaobihezhule，xunsudipaodaotademianqian，“xiaojie，xiaojie，haizi……yihouhaihuiyoude。”
benxianganwei，kexinliqueshishifendexinteng。
tajiaxiaojie，mingmenqianjin，zaijiangxingzhouzheiliqueyidiandoububeidanghuishi！ruobushitamenbeixianzhileziyou，tazaoyijingchonghuijiangjiagaozhuangqule！
“wodehaizini？jiangxingzhoubawodehaizibaoqunale？”jiangyuwanzaitingdaoxiaobishuoqi“haizi”shi，lianshangjidongzhengning，xiangfengleyiyangzhuazhuxiaobideshouwan，butingdiyaohuang。
tadeshuangshouzhijiagaizaoyijingbeijiangxingzhouderenshengshengbaxialaile，zheiyangyiyongli，shouzhiqingkexianxuelinli，chumujingxin。
zaijiashangtacikedepitousanfa，jianzhixingruguili！
“xiaojie，nibiezheiyang……”
xiaobiburen，keshijiangyuwanquehongzheyanjing，“nishuo，shuowodehaizixianzaidaodizainali！”
“xiaojie，haizi……haiziyijingbeidashuaimingrenquchu，walexinzangjihongzhuxiaojiezuole，zuoleyaoyin……”xiaobishuozheihuadeshihou，doubuganqukanjiangyuwan。
“你说什么！”
jiangyuwanruzaowuleihongding，yandilishisijidejuewanghexinghong，“wodehaizi……zhenbeizuoleyaoyin？”
xiaobidiaozheyanlei，buganchusheng。
jiangxingzhou……zhenshihaohendexin！
jiangyuwanzaiyewufazaipingjing，taliangqiangdicongchuangshangxialai，qiangrenzhefubupoufuquzidedaoshang，fengleyiyangchaozhehongzhusuozaidefangjianchongguoqu。
xiaobiladoulabuzhu，jideyezhihaogenshang，“xiaojie……”
taotianhenyizhichengzhejiangyuwan，tachongdaomenkoudeshihou，zhenghaojiuqiaojianjiangxingzhouduanzheyigewan，xiaoxinyiyidijiguhongzhuweizheyao。
药引，孩子的心……
“wodehaizi，haizi——”tafengleyiyangchongguolai，qiangguoneiyaowan，“xinni！”
jiangyuwanxingzheyishuangmou，shouzhongdeyaowanzhijiezazailejiangxingzhoudeshenshang，“haizidexinni？haizini？nibawodehaizihaijiwo！”
guhongzhuyifushoujingdemoyang，jiangxingzhoujiangtahuzaishenhou，lengmodituchuzheilianggezi。
“死了。”
jiangyuwandeyanleizhijiecongyankuangzhonggunxialai，“jiangxingzhou！wogennipinle！”
shuozhe，tazhenggerenpuleguolai，jiaohanzheyaogentatongguiyujin，quebeijiangxingzhouyibajituikai。
“jiangyuwan，nideyanlihaiyoumeiyoubenshuai！juranganzaibenshuaidemianqianfangsi，lairen，bafurenjiwoyadaochaifanglimianqu！”
huayinyiluo，tadelianggeshibingbianjinwuguolai。
jiangyuwanyigeganggangpoufuquzi，haicanshoutazhemo，yuanqidashangdenvren，youzenmekenenghuishizheilianggeshibingdeduishou？
“jiangxingzhou，guhongzhu，nimenbudehaosi！”
tadiankuangde，buguxingxiangdizuzhou，danzuihouhaishibeishibingjilazoule……
ertazheimeyinao，jiangxingzhouyemeishenmexinqing，zhufulianxinhaohaozhaokanguhongzhuhou，tabianzhuanshenlikai。
guhongzhudemuguangluozaitadeshenshang，liansegenzhelenglexiaqu。
“她怎么还没死？”
shenbiandeyahuandao：“tabeipouleduzi，yuanqidashang，chengbuleduojiude……”
guhongzhuzheicailenghengyisheng，manyidebishangleyanjing，yangshen。
……
jiangxingzhoulaidaoguanyajiangyuwandechaifangmenqian，zhituilelianggeshibinghou，tayishuangheisepixue，sulengshafaditajinlechaifang。
yuanbenmuguanghaowujiaojudejiangyuwanzaikandaojiangxingzhoudeneiyishunjian，lijizuanjinlequantou，mouliranzhetaotiandehenyi。
“jiangyuwan，daoxianzaiweizhi，nihaibuchengrennideguocuoma？”
mianduijiangxingzhoudezhiwen，jiangyuwanturandiankuangdexiaole，bugufubufateng，henshengdao：“shi，zheiyiqiedoushiwogande，shiwozhaorenwurudeguerman，shiwojiguhongzhuxiadedu，nimanyilema！”
她现在是明白了——
zhishisisididingzheta，zaikanlehaoyihuierhou，tayishidaole，taconglaidoumeiyouzoujinzheigenanrendexinli。
taxinlizhiyouquan，shafatianxia，zhengzhansifang。
weiyideyidianqing，yejilebieren……
“jiangyuwan！”tanubukee，mengdidabushangqian，yibajiangtajizhualeqilai，dashouqiazhutaxianxidebojing。
“niyiweibenshuaibuganshanima！”
kantayifuyaoyaqiechi，henyitaotiandemoyang。
jiangyuwanfengcibandexiaole，“nijiangdashuaiyoushenmebugande，nilianyigeweizuyuede，nideqinshenghaizidougansha，nihaiyoushenmebugande！”
“jiranhenwo，neinishaa，nishaa！”jiangyuwanyiqianshibuganhetaduizhegande，zongjuedetayishenrongzhuang，sulengzhiliqitaiguomingxian。
gengjuedetashigaogaozaishang，shafadejiangcai，kexianzaitaliansidoubupa，youzenhaihuipata？
jiangxingzhoukanzheyanqianjijindiankuangdenvren，xiongtanglidenuhuobutingdifanyongqifu。
tadeshouzhizhouranyishou，tacanbaidelianbianzaitadezhushizhishang，yidianyidiandezhanghong。
“shalewo！”tahuxizhujianjicu，“guermanshiwozhaorenquhaide，nibuzhidaoguermansideyouduotongkuba，tashinizuixihuandenvren……wogaosuni，nibushawo，jiusuannijiuhuoleguhongzhuyemeiyouyong！”
“zhiyaowoyitianhaishidashuaifulidefuren，wojueduibuhuiyunxunideneixiexiaoqiechuxianzaiwodemianqian，wojianyigeshayige，jianyishuang……shayishuang！”
tadehaizisile，zaiyehuibulaile。
tabushijiangxingzhoudeduishou，xianzaibeiguanzaichaifanglimian，shenmedouzuobule，yehuibuqujiangjiale。
tazuihouyisiqidaidoumeiyoule，tahuozhehaiyoushenmeyiyi？
keshi，jiuzaijiangyuwanyiweizijiyaobeitajihuohuoqiasideneiyishunjian，taqueturansongleshou，jiangtahenhendishuaizaidishang。
“nibuxianghuo，danbenshuaipianpianjiubujinizheigetongkuai！jiangyuwan，benshuaiyaorangniqiushengbude，qiusibuneng！”
jiangxingzhouyandiyounongnongdeyanehehenyi，jiangyuwanbeijishengle，chezhesangzihahadaxiaoqilai——
“jiangxingzhou，nichun，nizhenchun！”