第六章 让我低头没那么容易

“woyiweilingzonghuifeichanggaoxingdegenwoshuotongyiwodeguanggaoan,buguokanqilaibingbushizheiyanga。”shenaozhikanzheshoulixialangangjizijisonglaideguanggaoan,diannaodepingmushanghaishanshuozhegangcaitasuochadaodeyiqieyouguanlingfeidexinwen。ciyandepingmushangneigenvrenlengmobingleng,bugouyanxiao,duidaijizhedecaifangyongyuandouyonglianggezizuoyoujieshuzhandou。tanguodesuoyoushengyidoushiyongzuididejiagebaduifangyadebunengfankang。keshitajiandaodelingfeiquegenzheigenvrenshilianggeren,tarenshidelingfeishigehuobaopiqierqieshifenyouyisidenvren。

lingfeitingzhetashizaibidedeyuqi,yazhizhexinzhongdenuhuo,gaosuzijizheishiyizhuangshengyi,shengyieryi。“shendong,wohenganxieniduilankuodekanzhong,erqieyeyongshifenxiyinrendeyusuanrangwodongxin。keshiguanggaodeshibijingshigongsidongshihuiyaojuedingde,erbushiwoyigeren,zuoweiwogerenwoshihenxiangyaogensehezuode。keshibaoqianle。”lingfeisuiranmeiyouzhaodaobishenaozhijichudetiaojiangengheshide,danshitabuxiangheshenaozhizaicheshangrenheyidianerguanxi。suoyikeqidebiaodachulewanxizhiqing。

“shima?neijiumeiyoubanfale。”shenaozhishenchuxiuzhangdeshouzhizaidiannaoshanganxialeguanjijian,“buguowoxiangwohuiyizhidengzhelingzongjiwodadianhuatanhezuode。”shuowanjiugualedianhua,kanzhehaishineimemeiyoulimaodechongjintabangongshidehanhaojun。

lingfeibeiqideshuobuchuhualai,kanzhebeiguadedianhua。talingfeijingranbeigualedianhua,ha,zhenkexiao。shenaozhizhendeyiweizijimeiletadeyouhuijiupaibuchengguanggaole?taiguozixinleba。zhongxinjiaoguomishu,lianxilejigegongsidelaozong,zhunbeizhongxinzaishangtanyixia,kankannengbunengqudeyixiejinzhan。

“laoda,nizuijinshibushihecuoyaole?”hanhaojunyijinwujiukanjianshenaozhigualedianhua,lianshanghaidoushineizhongdounongwanchongwuxiaodexinmanyizudejianjianbiaoqing。“yaobuwolingniquyiyuankankanba,fashaolemei?”hanhaojunshenshoujiuyaomoshenaozhideetou,beishenaozhiyibazhangpailexiaqu,yanshennengshasirenyiyangduihanhaojunshuo:“laoshidaizhebuyaodongwodedongxi。”

hanhaojunkanzhechuqudeshenaozhi,xinxiang,nifashengzheimeguiyideshiqing。rangwolaoshidaizhe?kaiwanxiao,woshisheia?woshihanhaojun。toutoudenaqishenaozhidiuzaizhuozishangdeshouji,shouzhilinghuodefanchuleganggangdetonghuajilu,bingqiezuozeixinxudetaitoukanzhemenkou,fangzhishenaozhituranjinlai。buguodangtakandaotonghuajilushangxianshidemingzishi,taxiabadouyaodiaoxialaile。“xiaolajiao?”hanhaojunyongzhanzhanweiweideshengyinnianchulegangcaidetonghuajilu。zuijiaoweiweijingluandekanzhemenkou,meixiangdaoshenaozhijingranhaiyouzheizhongequwei。

buguohaozaitadexinsidoufangzailediaochashishenmerenrangshenaozhixingqingdabianshang,ermeiyouchayichazijidehaoma。ruguotakanle,jiuhuifaxian,hanhaojundehaomazaishenaozhideshoujilishiyigexiangdangbaqidemingzi,“ruhua”。

hanhaojundeshouzhitingzailebotongjianshangmianbantian,zuihouyiyaoyaanlexiaqu,dengdaideshijianshineimedemanzhangqierangrenjianao。lingfeikandaoshoujishangzaiyicixiangqidehaoma,zaiyerenbuzhule,zhangzhebangongshilidegeyinxiaoguo,dashengdechongzheshoujishuo:“shenaozhi,wozaigennishuoyibian,jiusuanniyifenqianbuyaopaiwomendeguanggao,woyebuyong。nibiejiwodadianhua,haiyougennixiangqindeshiqingshiwobaanpaide,nibuyaoyiweiwoduiniyoushenmehaogan,nijiranyijinggenwobashuole,wodexinyongkayeyijingbeitingle,wobuxiwangwomenzhijianyourenhejiaojile。zaijian。”lingfeifennudegualedianhua,suishourengdaolezhuozishang,ranhoutashanggelibaimaidedianhua,jiuzheiyangdeguangrongxiagangle。erqieyiyizhongfeichangcanliedezitaigaosulingfei,taxianzaizuoweiyigemeigeyuelinggongzierqieyinxingkadoubeidongjiedezongjinglilaishuo,tasidingle。

lingyimiandehanhaojunyehaobudaonaliqu,tayongyizhonghaoxiangbeigouhunguaiweiraodejiangyingzitaizuozaizhuozishang,kanzhexianshiyijingguaduandedianhua。ruguotameijicuodehua,gangcaineigeshengyinyinggaishi“bingshanxuelian”lingfeide。buguoshenaozhicundemingzihaizhenmeicuo,queshishixiangxiaolajiaoyiyanghuobao,zheilianggerenzhijiandaodifashengleshenmeshiqing?hanhaojundenaozijiuxiang1946nian2yueshengchanchulaideneitaipangdadejisuanjiyiyangwengwengdekaishiyunzhuan,shihuazhuangtaidetadoumeiyoufaxianshenaozhihuilai。

shenaozhiyijinmenjiufaxianhanhaojunxiangyigeshifoyiyangdezuozaizijidezhuozishang,zoujincaifaxiantashoulinazhezijideshouji。

“niganshenmele?”shenaozhiyibaqiangguoshouji,kanzheshangmianganggangbochudedianhua,lianshangyichen。buguohanhaojungubudesishenjianglindeweixian,zhuazheshenaozhideyiling,shuo:“laoda,nixingxinga,nibushiyaogaosuwonikanshanglingfeileba?laoda,wenroudenvrenqianqianwan,burangemenerjinizhaoyigebaozhengnimanyide。tingwoyiju,biebazijiwangsilibihaobuhao?”

shenaozhibailegeyan,genhanhaojunshuo:“niyiweiwoxiangni?huahuagongziyige,daonaerbanineiusbchadaonaerde。”

hanhaojuntingtazheimeshuo,naonaotou,buguomashangjiufanyingguolaitashizaizhuanyihuati。“shuozhende,nizhendekanshanglingfeile?”

“meiyoupudeshier。zongxiacaishenme,youneigeshijianniburubagongsideshiqingshaoweixiangyixiang,zheiyangwohainengqingsongyidianer。nizheigefuzongjinglichulemingquedenenggoujizhugangrugongsidemeigenvzhiyuandemingzizhiwainihainengganshenme?”shenaozhituikaita,zuozaiyizishang,fanzhejinzaodebaozhi。youxiandebuqugenhanhaojuntaolunguanyulingfeidehuati。

hanhaojunkantaneiyangzi,zhidaotaobuchushenmele,jiugenshenaozhixianliaoqilai,naqiyibeishenaozhiheguodekafei,shunzuijiuguanlexiaqu。ruguopangbiandeyangguangzairouheyidianer,cikegangbajiuhongsedetoufanongchuleyirenfanerhanhaojunjueduihuimisiyidapiaonvren,keshishenaozhiquezaixinlimomodexiang,zheigebeidengxiayaorangxialanchulidiao。“kaiwanxiao,laoda,nizhibuzhidaomeitianjizhuzanmengongsidemeiyigenvzhiyuandemingzishiyijianduomefeinaolideshiqing。youqishiyaozaijigezhongdianduixiangzhongbatamendeaihaoqingqingchuchudebunengjihun。womeitianguanghedebuchongjiyilideyaoyouduoshaoqiannizhidaome?”

shenaozhikanzhezichuizileidehanhaojunhuranxiangqileshenme,chongzhehanhaojunzhaozhaoshou,ranhoujichuleyigechongmanxianjingdeweixiao。kandehanhaojunganjuezijidiaojinleyiyuedongbeidedijiao,erqiehaiyourenwangxiarengbingkuaideneizhong。