第5章 你去死

yeqihansisizhuazheminghuandeshouwan,nushenghan:“minghuan,nifenglema?zhuajinwo,mingchengmeisi,zhuajinwo!”

jibianshentixuanzaishilouwai,yimianwubiaoqingdeminghuan,zhongyuyoulexieweifanying。

tataiyankanxiangyeqihan,yuanbenmianrusihuidelianshang,dailedianxiyi。

yeqihanyaoya,sisizhuajintadeshouwan:“mingchengmeisi,zhishishuaiduanletui,nijiwoshanglai!”

minghuankanzheta,zhalezhayanjing,yuanbenmurandeshuangyanzhong,zhouranluoxialeilai。

kandaotaliulei,yeqihanxinzangtengdeduosuolexia,jiangtadeshouwanzhuadegengjin,pinmingwangshangzhuai。

dididadadezhanchouxueye,yidiyidi,diluozaiminghuandelianshangshenshang。

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minghuanliuzhelei,huanhuanjianglingyizhishoushenshangqu。

yeqihanzhuazhutalingyizhishou,pinjinquanli,jiangtatuohuiwuzhong,liangrenyiqidiedaozaidishang。

yeqihanfanshenbaozhuminghuan,shierfudedexinxihehoupa,rangtasisilouzhuminghuandeshenzi,buzhudeninan:“huanhuan……huanhuan……huanhuan……”

huiguoshendeminghuan,mengdejiangtatuikai,henhenyigeerguangshanzaitalianshang,“gun!chusheng!”

yeqihantianletiantengdeyouxiefamadezuijiao,“buxiangzhidaomingchengzainageyiyuan?”

minghuansisidengzheta,yachibaxiachunyaochuxuelai。

“guai,”yeqihanbaikaitadezui,coushangqiantianqutachunshangdexuedi,“wodainiqu。”

minghuanyouyigeerguangshanguoqu,yanedeshijingcachun,xiangshihenbudebazuichuncadiaoyicengpi。

yeqihanxinzangcitonglexia,zhanqishen,chongminghuanshenshou,“qubuqu?”

minghuanbikaitadeshou,duzichengzheshentiqishen。

yiluwuyan,daoleyiyuan。

明澄还在做手术。

minghuanyizaiqiangshang,yanleihuahuadeliu。

“biekule,”yeqihanbeitakudexinhuang,wunaidequan:“wobangtazhaozuihaodeyisheng,tahuihaoqilaide。”

“niqusi!”minghuankudeshentidazhan。

yishengshuo,shihenyanzhongdefensuixingguzhe,jibianshoushuchenggong,yehuiliuxiahouyizheng,zheibeizibunengdaqiule。

xiaochengshixiaolanqiuduide,zuixihuandaqiule。

xiangdaomingchengchongzhepingmusihou,rangtaganjinpao,buyongguantadeyangzi,minghuanwuzhezui,kudechuanbushangqi。

是她的错。

都是她的错。

ruguodangniantameiyoubayeqihanjiuhuijia,tajiadegongsijiubuhuipochan,babajiubuhuinaoyixuezhuyuan,xiaochengjiubuhuichushi。

doushitadecuo,gaiside、gaitangzaibingchuangshangshengburuside,shitacaidui……

yeqihanchenmodekanletayihuier,taiyankanwuding。

心脏绞着劲儿的疼。

jiuxiangdelexinzangbingside……

shoushuzhongyujieshu,mingchengbeisongjinbingfang。

minghuangenzaimingchengshenbian,yibuyiqu,yeqihanyegenlejinqu。

yishenghehushigaozhileyixiezhuyishixiang,luluxuxulikai。

fangjianlizhishengxiatamensange。

minghuandingzhedidikanleyihuier,taiyankandaoyeqihan,yanzhongdexintengyudanyoulikebianchenglefennuhechouhen。

tachongdaotamianqian,yachiyaodejinjinde,piaoliangdeyanjingxiangshiyaomaochuhuohua。

tayiyanbufa,henhenjiletaduziyiquan,jinjiezheyilianchuanquandajiaoti,jiangyeqihanchuaideliangqianghoutui,houbeizhuangdaolemenbanshang。

tengdeshoubule,yeqihanrenbuzhuwanyao,anzhulexiaofu。

tayishouanzhexiaofu,yishoucacazuijiaodexue,huanhuanzhiqishenzi,cheqizuijiaoxiaolexiao。

minghuan,jintianwoqiannide,wohaile。

nimenfunvqianwode,nijiuyongyibeizihaiba。

你是我的。

只能是我的!

tagezhebolichuangkanleyihuier,zhenglilexiayifu,youyouranlikai。

bingfangzhong,minghuanmeinengshoumingchengduozhangshijian,jiubeihushiganlechulai。

yiyuanyoutanshishijian,daoleshijianjiudezouren。

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jinridejinghehelianrilaidebenbo,minghuanganjuezijideshentikuaisanjiale,zouchuyiyuantayiyaoyihuang,zouzoutingting,tazhongyuzoudaolejiamenkou。

chuanzhecuqi,kaozaiqiangshangmoyaochideshihou,naodaizhenzhenxuanyun,tafuzheqiang,huanhuandaozailedishang。

louxia,dianti“ding”dezuoyoufenkai,zhanyunshanghexiaowucongdiantizhongzouchulai。

zhanyunshangmoyaochikaimen,xiaowuqueshunzheloutipaoshangqu。