第4章 满心满眼都是她

muqianqianyishangche,bianleijishuiqu。

qianshizhongzhong,ruhuandengpianyibanshanguo。

dengtadaojiadeshihou,yijingshibangexiaoshihou。

takaimenxiache,genjiruoqingdaobiehou,wangjializouqu。

yijinmen,jiukandaofuqin、jimuzhouqiuyunhejimeimushuhandouzaijia。

muqianqianmouguangshanshuo,tebieshikandaofuqinshi,neixinsuanseganyongshangxintou。

shangyishi,fuqinduitashiqianbanhao。

taxiangyaoshenme,jiuyoushenme,shizhendebeichongdaotianshangqudeneizhong。

weiyiyicihetachongtu,jiushiyinweitahegutingruizaiyiqi。

tadangshibudong,fuqinweishenmebuxihuangutingrui。

rujincaimingbai,fumuburangjiadenanren,bidingyoutadeliyou。

danshidangshitajiuxiangshirumoleyiban,zhiyijianchi。

甚至绝食抗议!

dangshizijijinghaijuedetebiegandong,shiweileaiqing,cishihuixiangqilai,muqianqianjiuhenbudehuidaoguoqu,henhenqiaokaizijidenaozi,kankanlimianshishenmejiegou。

fuqinyinweiaita,budebutuoxie,shenzhizhongyonggutingrui,haijiangmujiashengyi,jiaojilegutingrui,jiushixiwangtanengshandaiziji。

jieguohuanlaide,shishenmeyangdexiachang?

她被算计而死。

父亲呢?

tazoudeshihou,fuqindeshentijiubutaihao,zaidezhitadesixun,baifarensongheifaren,zhipayushibingqingjiazhong。

erqie,tawanquanbuxingutingrui,huihaohaoshandaizijidefuqin!

zheiyiqie,doushiyinweitashirenbuqing。

muqianqianneixinkuijiu,suanyiyongleshanglai。

“qianqian?”mutianzefaxianlenverdecunzai,xiaodao:“huilaila,zenmeyebushuohua?”

“wandegaobugaoxing?leibulei?”

语气关心。

muqianqianqingxubengbuzhu,zouguoqujinjinbaozhulefuqin。

爸爸……

对不起。

mutianzezhenglezheng,taganjuedaotaqingxubutaidui,qingshengwendao:“zheishizenmele?yihuilaijiuzheimeniwai?”

daizheyisichongnihewunai。

muqianqianyayizhebizilidegengyanshuo:“meiyou,jiushifaxianjitianmeijian,xiangbabale。”

“douzheimedale,haisajiaoni?”mutianzeshixiao。

tajiezhewen,“tingruibushiqujienilema?zenmejiuniyigerenhuilai,meiyushang?”

yitidaoneigenanren,muqianqianmousezhouranlenglexialai,mianshangbudongshengse,shuo:“shima?woshoujimeidianle,meikandaoxiaoxi。”

tabaozhemutianzedeshoubei,meiyanwanwan,sajiaodao:“ba,woele,jializuofanlema?woxiangchifan。”

zheiyici,tajueduibuhuizairangfuqinshangxinle!

tayaoshouzhufuqinxinkudapinxialaidejiaye。

“ziranzuole,zou,chifan。”mutianzedangjishuodao。

jiandaonverdeneiyikeqi,talianshangdexiaorongjiumeixiaquguo。

fucinvxiaodeyimu,citonglepangbianliangmunvdeyanjing。

zhouqiuyunmunvliangliansejiqinankan。

mushuhanyanzhongmanshixianmujidu,fuqinsuiranyeduitahao,buchouchichuan,keconglaimeiduizijiluchuguozheiyangqinjindelianse。

zhiyaomuqianqianchuxian,fuqinmanxinmanyandoushita!

yaoshitabuzai,jiuhaole!

mushuhanmianshangshanguoyisibuganxin,dangxiajiuchuyantixing,“jiejie,tingruigehaimeihuilai,nibuyongdadianhuagentingruigeshuoyishengma?rangtazaineidengbutaihaoba?”

muqianqianlenglengxieletayiyan,“nizheimedanxinta,buruniqutongzhihaole。”