第4章

woshizaimeiyoushenmehaodebanfajiejinlaopo。

meibanfa,zhinengshenqingchangwaiyuanzhu。

erwogezheigezishenlaogayjiushizuihaodeqiuzhuduixiang。

wobotongwogedianhua,jieguowogediyijuhua,「buxutannanren,xujiahaizhizhenichuanzongjiedaini。」

「pingshenme?」wobufu。

「jiupingwoshinige,haohaoshangxue,buxuremafan,buranyaonihaokan。」

wobiwogexiaoshiwusui,tagensaozitanlianaideshihouwonianjihaixiao,haoqinanrenzenmenenggennanrentanlianai。

tazhishuo,zhenaishibufenxingbiede,dengwozhangdajiumingbaile。

xianzaiwozhangdale,taquewangjiledangniantabeibabaweinandeyangzi。

woguaduandianhua,bojisaozi,「saozi,wogeqifuwo。」

nianshaodewotingbudongshenmeshizhenai,zhishihaoqiyixiangxingzilengdegegezenmehuiquzhuiqiusaozi。

tajiabuzhuwochan,zhishuozheshisaoziduitayijianzhongqing,qiongzhuimengda,shenzhizaiguowaiyujianheirendajiedeshihoudouhaobuyouyudangzaitashenqian。

yuanlaishisaozizhuidegege,danwogenghaoqi,shenmeyangderenhuixihuanwogegezheigezongshiqifuwodedahuaidanni。

houlaiwojiandaolesaozi,budaoyimibadeshengao,zhangxiangqingxiu,shuohuasiwen。

dangshi,wojiujuedewogekezhenbushigedongxi。

yimijiuduodedananren,yujiandajiede,jingranrangyigebizijishouxiaoderendangzaizijiqianmian。

woshunjianduisaoziqilekuijiuzhiqing。

suoyi,laoyeziguyibasaoziliangzaimenkoushi,wodiandiandijisaozidituoxie;

laoyeziguyiburangyongrenjisaozinawankuaishi,woyijingbawankuaididaowosaozishoubian;

laoyezinahuawakuwosaozideshihou,wokanzheyuyanyouzhidewogeyipaizhuozi:「nijiuzheimetingbierenshuonijiumingenrenna!」

yushi,laoyezijiangquanbudehuoliduizhunlewo,zhutiaodoudaduanlelianggen。

wowuzhekuaiyaosuichengbabande**duiwosaozishuo:「nibiepa,womaliuyiyanrangtahaohaozhaoguwo,tabugandasiwo,yihouzheigejialiwozhaozheni。」

nianjixiaodewobudongdarendewanwanraorao,zhishijuedezheishiwoyinggaizuode。

wobabawoguanjinfangjian,haiteyifenfuren,yihoubuxuwozaikanneixierexuedongman。

houlaigegejuedingfangqijialideyiqie,yeyaohesaozizaiyiqi。

danshinianjiedeshihouhaishihuihuijiakanwang,wozongshidiyigeshangqianyingjiederen。

womenjiarenxingzileng,youdoumangyushiye,saoziyemang,dantazonghuichouchushijianguolaipeiwo,tahuiwozhewodeshou,xiaodewenwenrourou:「nizhaozhewo,wojiuzhaoguniya,lishangwanglai。」

woxueshengshiqidejiazhanghui,jibendoushiwosaoziqukaide。

manmande,woyelejiedao,caibushiwosaoziduiwogeqiongzhuibushe,mingmingshiwoge,duiwosaoziyijianzhongqing,baiwanzhinan。

haiyouneiciyiwai,yeshitatisaozidangleyidao,cairangsaozixiadingjuexinhetazouzaiyiqi。

tajiushiweilezaiwomianqianzhuangkubale,beidilishigemingfuqishidelaoponu。

woyiweigegehuigenglijiewo,shenzhiwokeyixiaofangtadelujingzhuidaolaopo。

可是现在……

「bieguainigege,nigegezhishixiwangninengyougezhengchangdejiating,xingfudiguowanyisheng。」

「hezijibuxihuanderenzaiyiqishenggehaizijiunengxingfuma?」

saozichenmolepianke,qingxiaoleyisheng,「womendexiaomihuzenmezongzaiguanjianshikezheimeqingxing。」

saozishuowomenjiaderenqishidoushiyigexingge,zhiao、pianji,zhaodaomubiaohoujiujuebufangqi,yueshizunaoyuehuijiqidouzhi。

tabuquanwo,zhigaojiewo,「zuoshenmeshidouyaojiangjiufangshifangfa,bunengyinweinixihuandexiaopengyouduinitaidulengdanjiuquzuojiduandeshi,zhidaoma?」

tabingbufanduiwoquzhuiqiutaoyao,shenzhihaibangwochumouhuace,zhishidanxin……

danxinwohuixiangwojieneiyangzuoshitaiguojiduan,buguanbugudijiangjingjingjiekunzaishenbian。

dangniannaodenankan,jibiandaojintian,jingjingjieyeshichanghuiyongyuanhendemuguangkanzhewojie。

wojieshuo:「henyehao,aiyeba,wobuzaihu,wozhiyaorenzaiwoshenbian。」

真的不在乎吗?

banyetazuozaiyuanzili,yigenyigendichouzheyan,yanzhuliyijingpamanhongxuesihaibukenrushuideshihou,tazaixiangshenme?

shengjinglishuoguo:aishihengjiurennaiyouyouenci。

buyongsaozizhufu,woyekeyijixurennaixiaqu。

woxiwangwoxihuanderennenghuodexingfu。