第四章
buzhidaoshibushibeizhaoqianhezhele，neitianguohou，wobingle。
qishi，woyiqianshimeineimerongyishengbingde。
woneishizuiaide，bianshiqizhemaerrichubenpao。
wobingbusizhongyuannvzizheibanxianyashude，zhengribeiguanzaiguifangzhizhong。
keshiwoyebuhuizhongyuannvzideduanzhuangwenrou，gengbuhuineimeduoliyiguiju。
wojidezaiyicigongyanshang，xishangyouyizhongmeijiu，heqilaigantianwubi。
womenxijiangshihuangshayucaoyuan，minfengbiaohan，hedejiuyeshiliejiu。
pangrendoushuoneijiuhaohe，woyexiangchangchang，sheizhineijiuheqilaimeiyoujiuwei，houjingquejida。
yihujiuxiadu，wozuidedongdaoxiwai，yanqianderendouyoulezhongying。
zhaoqiankanzheyunyunhuhudewo，xiaozhedianleyixiawodeetou，tanlekouqi：“nia。”
“woyoujinidiurenle，shiyi。”
“tamenyidingshuowomeiguiju，wozhendebushiguyide，yaoshi，yaoshiwomenxianzaihaizaixijiangjiuhaole......”
wozuidehunhunchenchen，zaidaozaitadehuaili，bushengrenshi，zhihou，shuilezhengzhengsantian，caizhongyuqingxingguolai、
......
cengcengdiediedeweizhangdangzhuleshixian，woshixianmohujian，sihukanjianleshiyi。
“shiyi，nizhongyulaizhaowole，nishilaidaiwozoudema？woxiangyaoheniyiqizou，wobuxiangdaizaizheili......”
neirensihuyixiahongleyankuang。
我也看清了那人。
neibingfeiwodeshiyi，ershidiwangzhaoqian。
suoxingzhaoqianbingweiguaizuiwo，tayizhizaikanwodeshou。
yishuangbahenleileideshou，youshenmehaokande？
“bixia，nizenmezaizheili？”
“我想陪陪你。”
tawozhulewodeyoushou，mosuozheshangmiandebahen：“shoushangdeshihou，yidinghenteng，shibushi？”
我摇摇头。
“butengma？sahuang，zenmehuibutengni？wojide，nishihenpatengde，neishihourangnixuenvhong，nibeizhenzhadao，yanquandouyaohongbantian。”
woxiangqilaile，zhouhuanghoushuode，zhuozhoudongluan，bixiazhigudeshangjiuta，baworengzaileluanjunli。
wodeshouzhipajiushizaineigeshihoubeifeilede。
可是那又如何呢？
“zhendebutengle，woyijingxiangbuqilaile，bixia。”
wochouhuileshou，beizaishenhou，taiqitoushi，lianshangshenzhidaizhedandandexiaoyi：“zhende，womeiyousahuang。”
“niyiqiandeshouhenhaokande......”
“shiba，woyebutaijidele，zhishi，wodeshouyaoshibeishiyikandaole，tayidinghuihenshangxin，guaizijimeiyoubaohuhaowo。”
zailuanjunzhizhong，nengjianhuiyitiaoming，yijingshibuxingzhongdewanxing。
suiranzheishoubeifeile，danshizhishaohainengnadeqikuaizi，shigezhitouyehaizai，biqidiulexingmingdeneixieren，woyemeishenmehaoyuanduide。
zhishi，yixiangdaoshiyikandaowodeshoushangdeshanghen，xinlijiujuededudehuang。
tazheigeren，bawodexingmingkandebizijizhongyaodeduo。
ruoshitazeguaiziji，wogaizenmebancaihao？
buzhidaobixiazuoyeshibushiyeganranlefenghan，talianseshunjiancangbailexialai。
tajicudekesouleqilai，wuzhuzuideshouxia，shenchubanbanxueji。
zhaoqiandishengwenwo：“axi，ruguonideshiyirenishengqi，nihuibuhuiyuanliangta？”
woxiangleyixia，wenta：“tabuhuirangwoshengqide。”
zhaoqianshuo：“ruguoyouni？”
jiusuanshihuangdi，yebunengzheimewumiewodeshiyia。
他又没有得罪过他！
wodeshiyizenmehuifuwo？
wozhidaotashuodebuhuifasheng，keshixiangzhetadehua，wojiubuyoudeyizhenhaipa。
wobupashiyigufuwo，wopadeshilingwaiyijianshi。
neiwanguohou，bixiajiuzhengriliusuwodegongzhong，jihudaolehewocunbubulidedibu。
woxinglai，kanjianzhaoqianzhengzaianqianjiamei。
tataitou，denghuoyaoyejian，yishuangtaohuayanwanchengleyueya：“nixingle？”
wodiandiantou，youyuleyixia，zoudaotamianqian：“bixia，niweishenmeyaoyizhiliuzaiwozheili？”
tachuixiayan：“nibuxihuan？”
woxianglexiang：“waimianderendoushuowoshishenmehuoluanchaozhengdeyaonie，yaoshirangshiyizhidao，wopatabugaoxing。”
zhaoqiandunledun：“nipatajuede，nibeipanleta？”
wohenrenzhendeshuo：“bushide，wozhishipatajuedewobeifumaming，xinlihuibukuaihuo——woyongyuanyebuhuixihuanshangbieren，taxinliqingchu，jibianshiwomenxianzaiyuangetianya，huoxujinshengjinshidoubuhuijiandaota，tayezhidaowodexinyi，dangran，woyehuizhidaotade、”
wozhalezhayanjing，sihujuedeyouxiebutuo，bianbuchongdao：“wozhidaowoshinidemeiren，danwoxinlizhiyoushiyi。”
bixialianshangyouguaqiwoshuxidebeishang：“qishi，wozhiqianjianguoshiyi。”
“真的？”
“ng，tarangwogaosuni，yidingyaogaogaoxingxingdihuozhe。”
我几乎要落下泪来。
“ng，woyidingyaogaogaoxingxingdihuozhe。”
zhiyaowohetadouhuozhe，womendeqingyibianbuhuiduanjue。
“bixia，xiexienigenwoshuozheixie。”
“bubiyanxie——keshi，ruoshinideshiyi，zhendezuoleduibuqinishiqingni？”
wohuitoudengletayiyan，zheigeren，zenmezongshuoshiyidehuaihua。