第一章
weilerangshouyanglaidedimeikaixin，fumurangwochuanleshiniancubumayi，zhuleshinianchaifang。
jijizhiri，dimeichuanzhehuali，beiquanfucuyong，muqingengshiqinshoujitadaileyizhijiazhilianchengdebaiyujinzan，fangfotacaishisujiadaxiaojie。
erwo，duanzheyipanqingshui，hexiarenmenzhanzaiyipang。
dimeiyilianbiyi，kuzhekanxiangwo：“jiejie……nishibushibuxihuanwo……suoyicaizaiwodejijilishangchuandeneimehanchen。”
“ruguozheiyangxiuruwonengrangjiejiekaixin，neiwojiubuzuojijilile。”
woditou，nankandemolemozijideyifu，kezheiyijingshiwoweishubuduodeyifulizuitimiandelea！
zaisujiashinian，woyebuguonenggouwenbaoeryi。
jieguomuqintingdaohouzhijieshuailewojibazhang，nuchidao：“suzhi，yunerdaodiyoushenmeduibuqinide！jingransanfanwuciqifuta！”
wodexiongzhanggengshidangzhongzhizhewo，yilianfenhen，“wokansuzhiyedaolehunpeidenianlingle，jiubataxujijieweidebingyangzishushengba，yimianzaijiaxiangzhezenmehaiyuner！”
wokuxiaoyisheng，zheiyangyehao，yihoushenmefumu、xiongzhang、sujiadaxiaojiedechenghao……
我全都不想要了。
……
“zhier，nichulai。”muqindeshengyincongchaifangwaichuanlai，suiranyijiubinglengcigu，danwohaishiyouneimeyishunjiandecuoe，youduojiu，tameizheimejiaoguowole？
jiudaowodoukuaiyaowangle，zijishitanverle……
wocongchaifangneizouchulaideshihou，jiukandaomuqinyanzhebizi，yanedihoutuijibu。
kandaotazheifumoyang，wocaiqueren，yanqianrendequeshiwodeqinshengmuqin，shenyu。
shenyuyihuishou，jimingyahuanbianweizhewo，shenshouquchewoshenshangdeyifu，woyijing，lianmangzhengzha，“zuoshenme！fangshou！”
yahuanmentingdaohou，feidanmeiyoutingshou，haiyuefayongliqilai，womengdijiangtamentuikai，naqiduizaichaifangmenkoudemuchai，jiuchaotamenlianshanghuiqu。
henkuaiyahuanmenbianbeiwodadebuganzaihulai，shenyujianzhuangliansetieqing，banshangcaiyaoyaqiechidituchuyiju，“guoranshiwaimianyangdadeyezhong，yidiansujiadaxiaojiedeyangzidoumeiyou！”
woxiangqi，woshiqisuineinian，caibeisujiazhaohuilaidedinv。
huilaihouwocaifaxian，sujiazaoyiyoulegeshiruozhenbaodeyangnvsuyun，fuqinhemuqincongxiaojiujiangtashiweizhangshangmingzhu，congweixihuanguowo。
gegeyexianedekanzhewozheigebugaihuilaidemeimei。
wo，buguoshigeduoyudewairenbale。
worengxiashoulidemuchai，zhigougoudidingzheshenyudeyanjing，yiziyijudishuodao：“jirannijuedewoshiyezhong，neinidakejiangwosongzou，hebijiewohuilai！”
shenyudemeitouzhoudegengjinle，zhijiantazoujinwo，yangqishou，“pa”deyisheng，henhendishuaizailewodelianshang。
huolaladetengtongrangwopianguotou，erbianshitajianlicierdeshengyin，“fangsi！haiyoumeiyouguijule！”
“guaibudenifuqin！nixiongzhangdoubuxihuanni！jianzhiwufawutianle！”
wolengxiao，beiguanzaichaifangshinian，xianggedidengxiarenyiyanghuozhe，tahaixiangwoyoushenmeguiju？
haimeidengwojiangmanfudeyuanfenshuochukou，fuqinsuhaobianlengzhelianzouleguolai，bunaifandiduishenyushuodao：“meipoyijingzaiwaidengjiule，kuaidian，bierangwairenjuedewomensujiabaijiazi！”
woxinliyihuang，kanlaisuhuashuodebushiqihua。
tamenshizhendepobujidaide，xiangjiangwojiachuqu。
haishiyigeluobangshucidebingyangzishusheng，pannian。
yahuanxiaocuixiwanyifuhuilai，jiukandaolezheiyimu，tarengxiamupendangzaiwomianqian，hongleyan，“laoye！furen！daxiaojiezenmenengjiajiyigebingyangzia！”
“tajiazhongpobaibukan！haiyishenjibing！daxiaojiejiaguoquqibushishouku！”
wozichaodexiaolexiao，wozaisujiashoudekuyebushaoa……
zhenggesujia，pingrililiantongxiarendoukanbuqiwo，yaobushixiaocui，wozaojiuyitouzhajinjinglile。
xiaocuihaixiangshuoshenme，beiwoyibalazhu，“buyaoqiutamenle，tamenyaoshinianzheifenqinqing，jiubuhuirangwozhushinianchaifangle。”
woyibaqiangguoyahuanshoulideyifu，kuxiao，“chuanleshiniancuyimabu，daoshijinricaiyoujihuichuanyixia……suyunbuyaode。”
tamenjingran，lianyijianxiangyangdejiayidoubushedejiwozuo。
shenyudelianshanglveguoyisixinxuhekuijiu，kehenkuaiqueyouhuifuleyuanxiandemoyang，“yaobushinizhengrilijiuxiangzheqifuyuner，womenyouzenmehuichucixiace！”
“yunercongxiaojiuzhishudali，yidiandoubuxiangni，haowujiaoyang！”
“luodejinrizheigexiachang，yiqiedoushinijiuyouziqu！”
wobuxiangzaiyutamenzhenglunbanju，zhuanshenzoujinchaifang。