第一章
chengxucengshiquanyizhongzuilingrenxianmudenansheng。
bujinyinweitazhangxiangjunlang、chengjiyouyi，gengyinweitadeshenhouyongyuanzhanzheyuzhi，neigeyaoyanyoulengaodexiaohua，queweidujiangtafangzaixinjianshang。
tamencongxiaoqingmeizhuma，yuedinghaoyaokaotongyisuodaxue，shenzhilianweilaihaizidemingzidouqihaole。
zhidaoneitian，tababahetamamayishanbuzhengditangzaiyiqi。
tamamadangchangbengkui，congyangtaiyiyueerxia，xuejianzailetachunbaidexiaofushang。
yiyezhijian，jiaporenwang。
tacongtianzhijiaonvdierudiyu，kantadeyanshenzhishengxiashigudehen。
tahenta，baofuta，sihuiletamensuoyoudehezhaoheyueding，rangtagunchutadeshijie。
tarutasuoyuangunle，yongzuichedidefangshi，congtadeshijieyongyuanxiaoshi！
shinianhou，tayigongchengmingjiu，shencezhanzhejiashixiangdang、rongmaochuzhongdeweihunfu。
zhidaoyiciouran，tazhongfanmuxiao，zaizaoyifeiqidekezhuochoutishenchu，modaoyifengchidaoleduoniandejuebixin。
xindezuihouyijushi：“yuzhi，woyongmingshuzuile，xianzai，ninengyuanliangwolema？”
……
nanhuayizhong，gaosantiyuke。
tiyulaoshilinshiyoushi，rangtiyuweiyuanzuzhihuodong。
yushi，banlineijigeyiqifuchengxuweiledenanshengyoukaishiletamende“richang”。
“chengxu，guolai！beizhezheigeshadai，qupaoquan！meipaodaoxiakebuzhunting！”tiyuweiyuanzhizhedishangyigechenzhongdejunyongshadai，yuqielie。
chengxuchenmodizouguoqu，meiyouyijuzhengbian，feilidibeiqineichenzhongdefudan，yibubuzouxiangpaodao。
zicongneijianshihou，quanban，shenzhiquanxiao，jihusuoyourendouzaiyongzheizhongfangshiweiyuzhichuqi。
hanshuihenkuaijintouletadexiaofu，eqiandesuifanianzaicangbaidelianshang，feibuxiangpofengxiangyiyangsiyaditengtong，jiuzaitaganjuezijixiayimiaojiuyaozhixisiqudeshihou，yanjiaodeyuguangpiejianlecaochangbianshuyinxiadeneiyimu。
yuzhiyikaozhewutongshu，shenziyijiuqinglitingba。
ertashenhou，louzhetayaodeshitadexinrennanyou，shenzhihuai。
shenzhihuaibuzhidaoshuoleshenme，doudeyuzhichunjiaoweigou，tadixiaoyisheng，jingceguotou，zaitachunshangqingqingqinleyixia。
yangguangtouguoshuyefengxi，banbodisazaitamenshenshang，meihaodexiangyifuhua，queshunjiancitonglechengxudeyan。
xinzangxiangshibeiyizhiwuxingdeshouhenhenzuanzhu，zhoutingleyimiao，tongdetajihuliangqiangshuaidao。
cengjiheshi，zhanzaitashenbian，xiangshoutaquanbuwenrouhechongnideren，shitachengxu。
tamenqingmeizhuma，yiqizhangda。
tashitianzhijiaonv，shinanhuayizhongsuoyounanshengyaobukejidemeng，quedudubatafangzaixinjianshang。
tahuimeitianjitadaiwenredeniunai，huiaoyejitazhenglibiji，huizaitaweitongtengdemaolenghanshibenzhuodijitarouduzi，hongzhelianjiaweixietabuxuchila。
tamenyuedingyaokaotongyisuodaxue，lianweilaihaizidemingzidouqihaole，yigesuitaxingyu，yigesuitaxingcheng。
tacengpengzhetadelian，yanshenliangruxingchen，shuo：“axu，wodeweilaimeiyibujihualidouyouni。”
kezheiyiqie，douzaineigebukandewuhou，chedifensui。
yuzhidebabahechengxudemamashuizaileyiqi。
erzheiyimuzhenghaobeiyuzhimamazhuangjian，meiguoduojiu，tajiuzishale。
eryuzhibabayezaichoushibailuhou，genchengxudemamasibenle。
yixizhijian，tashiqusuoyou，manqianghenyiwucongxuanxie，yushi，tachedihenshangleta。
jiuxiangxianzai，tamingmingkandaoletaliangqianglangbei、kuaiyaohunjuedeyangzi，quezhishigouchuyimochaofengdelengxiao，ranhougengjinmiditiejinleshenzhihuaidehuaili。
neimoxiao，xiangcuiledudebingleng，henhenzhajinchengxuxinli。
他明白她的恨。
keshi……tadejiameile，tadejiayemeilea。
tatongyangshiquleweiyidemama。
tamenshenhou，doutongyangkongwuyirenle。
tatongdejihuzhibuqiyao，quehaishisisiyaozhexiachun，changdaolexuexingwei，qiangpozijipaqilai，jixujixiedibenpao。
zhidaoxiake**rutongjiushubanqiaoxiang，tacaixiangbeichouzoulesuoyouliqi，zhongzhongtanruanzaidi。
tazhengzhazhepadaolanqiujiaxiadeyinyingli，zhixiangchuankouqi。
raner，shenzhihuaiquenazheyipingkuangquanshui，xiaozhezouleguolai。
“chengxu，paoleneimejiu，henreba？wojinijiangjiangwen。”
shuozhe，tashouwanyiqing，zhengpingbingliangdekuangquanshuijiucongchengxutoudingjiaolexiaqu！
“啊！”
chengxubeidongdeyigejiling，shuiliujinyanjing，youseyoutong，shitoudetoufanianzailianshang，gengjialangbei。
shenzhihuaifuxiashen，yongzhiyouliangrennengtingdaodeshengyin，wenheyoueduditiaoxin：“zenmeyang？hentongkuba？sheirangniyougeneimehuigouyinrende**mani？ruguobushinima，zhizhizenmehuitongshishiqufumu？nimadaoshishuangkuaile，genzhenanrenpaole，liuxiani……nijiugaitinimashuzui，yongyongyuanyuandishuzui！”
chengxubishangyan，renyoushuiliuhunzhehanshuiconglianjiahualuo。
tameiyouliqizhengbian，yemeiyouliqifankang，zhishimomodirenshouzhezheiputiangaididexiuru。
dengtashuowan，chengxuyongshouchengdi，xiangyaozhanqilailikaizheigelingrenzhixidedifang。
就在此时——
“嘎吱——！”
tamenshenpangneigejudadelanqiujia，jingranhaowuzhengzhaodiyaohuangleyixia，ranhoumengdichaozhetamendaolexialai！
jihushitongyishike，yidaoqinglideshenyingcongcemianmengchongguolai！
是虞栀！
tadelianseshicongweiyouguodejinghuanghejiqie，mubiaomingque，meiyouyisiyouyu，tazhijiepuxiangleshenzhihuai，yibajiangtajinjinlouzhu，yongyigebaohuyushizudezishi，xunmenggunxiangjimikaiwaideanquandidai！
几乎就在同时——
“轰！！！”
judadelanqiujiazhongzhongzalexialai，jinshukuangjiahenhenzazailechengxudetuishang、shenshang！
“咔嚓——”
qingxidegutousuilieshengxiangqi。
jutongshunjianxijuanletasuoyoudeshenjing，chengxuyanqianfahei，tongdejihuyunjue，quezaineiyipianmohudeshixianli，qingxidikandao——
yuzhijinjinbaozhejinghunweidingdeshenzhihuai，zhanzaianquandedifang，jingjingdikanzheta。
tadeyanshenzaitacanburendudetuishangtingliuleyishun，jikuaidishanguoyisinanyibuzhuodebodong，danxiayimiao，jiubeigengshendebinglenghehenyifugai。
她没有上前。
没有询问。
shenzhimeiyoukaikoushuoyijuhua。
tazhishilengmodikanletazuihouyiyan，ranhou，haobuyouyudizhuanshen，qianzheshenzhihuaideshou，jingzhilikaile。
fangfotazhishilubianyizhibeichezhuangshang、wuguanjinyaodeyemao。
chengxuwangzhetahaobuliuqinglikaidebeiying，xinzangneipianbeisiliedeshangkou，fangfoyoubeihenhentongchuan，tongdetalianhuxidoukunnan。
tazhendeyijuhua……doubukenzaigentashuolema？
napatabianchengzheiyang，xianxuelinliditangzaizheili……
tamen……zhendezaiyehuibuqulema？
yishichedichenruheianqian，tanaohailizuihoudinggede，shineigewuhou，tabaozhemuqinbinglengdeshiti，manshenshixue，yongneishuangxinghong、chongmanwujinhenyideyanjingkanzheta，yiziyijudishuo：
“shi，chengxu，womenhuibuqule。”
zaicixinglai，shizaiyiyuanxiaodushuiweidaonongzhongdebingfangli。
“nixingle？”hushijiluzheshenme，“xinglejiuhao，ganjintongzhinijiazhangguolaiyitang。”
chengxumangrandikanzhesizhou，shengyinshaya：“……wozenmele？”
chuanzhebaidaguadeyishengzoujinlai，mianseningzhongdikanzheta：“chengxutongxue，nizhiqiandejianchabaogaochulaile。ni……deleweiai，yijingshiwanqile。bixumashangtongzhinidejiazhang，womenxuyaojinkuaishangtaozhiliaofangan。”