第三章心有所系
zaihuangqueshihenkuaijiujiele。
danbingbushiyinweishenmehougongfeipin,zhishaowobuzheimerenwei。
beifangdehongshuiyouxiongzhangdaibingzhenzai,nanfangdechonghaiyouchaotingpairentanchaminjian,zuizhongdeyijiejue。
zheihehougongdeyingyingyanyanyouheguanxi?
danxiaoyandaxi,jisongshiyaocilehuangjinbailiang,jinxiuqianzhang。
yishijian,songshiyaodediweigengshichengfengershang,shiweiguipin。
qianchaotianping,hougonganning,bianshiwozuoweihuanghoudefufen,buganzaisheqiuqita。
kewodaizhehuaierquyangxindianweitasonggaodian,quezhenghaotingjianlelimiandeduihua。
songshiyaojiaoqiaodeshengyincongdianneichuanlai:“bixia,rujinwaimiandoushuoninzhiguoyoufang。”
wozhenglezheng,suishuotazhengdeshengchong,danzheimeduonianlai,yezhiwoyirennengzaiyangxindianbanzhexiaoyan。
wojingbuzhishiconghekaishi,songshiyaodounengcongshanruliudizaiyangxindianyuxiaoyanerbinsimo。
xiaoyanchenmolepianke,shengyinshiwocongweitingguodebingleng。
“cicizhenzai,guzhangningyeshouhuolebushaohaomingsheng,gujunzhirengushi,shizaishichidanzhongxinna。”
woxinzhongyidun,duoniandezhengzhixiujuerangwominruidixiudaoletayuqizhongdeshayi。
wowangledadianwaidetaijianyiyan,tamentingbudaodianneideduihua。
xinzangkuangtiao,woqianqihuaierdeshou,kuaibuzoulechuqu。
wotaochuchendiandiandesuijin,“bubigaosubixiawolaiguo。”
rujinchenguodedabanjunquandouzaigujiashouzhong,gonglirenziranhuizaibuweibeixiaoyandeqiantixia,zunshouwodezhiling。
狡兔死,走狗烹。
我心中悲戚。
huidaolefengyigong,jiaogongesusuqulaizhibi,xiangrangxiongzhangchenzaojiaolebingquan。
gujiacongbutanlianquanshi,ruobushicicizaihuangxiaoyandianmingrangxiongzhangqianqu,tazaojiujiaolebingquan。
rujinzaiqingcaishaoshaowending,bingquanjiuyanranchenglekuaitangshoudeshanyu,danjibianwobushuo,xiongzhangyongbuleduojiuyehuishangjiao。
kecishi,wodexinquetileqilai。
xiaoyankongpajibulexiongzhangshijianle。
guoran,xinhaimeiyoujichu,ehaobianxianchuanlai。
“huihuanghouniangniang,beifangshuihuanzaochengliuminbaodong,xiaojiangjunzaihuilaidelushangzaodairenxiji...”
tingdaoxiaoxishi,wozhenglinmozhedongrimomeitu。
zheihuadeyuanzuoshiweiminjianhuashi,suiwumingqi,danbixiazhimeiaoxuelingshuang,shendewoxinshang。
benyiweiyongshangleqianlima,youweilejingliang,kuaimajiabiannengrangxiongzhangjishizhiqing。
meixiangdaoxiaoyanjingranlianxiongzhanghuijingshuzhidejihuidoubunengji。
zhuoshangdebaijianbeiwotuifanzaidi,yupingsuizaiwojiaobian,danqidesuipianhuashanglewodexiae。
yedui,beifangliuminxijitingshangquzonghaoguodiwangburong,jibaoquanlexiaoyandelianmian,yourangxiongzhangdelikaixiandegengweizhuanglie。
xiaoyana,woshibushihaideganxieniweiwodexiongzhangliuxialegehaomingsheng?!
“niangniang!”linglongxiaopaozheshangqian,dahandao:“kuaichuantaiyi!niangniangshanglelian!”
tafuzhewozairuantazuoxia,yongshoupaqingqingdicashiwoxiaedexueji,manyanxinteng。
wodenaohaizhongyipiankongbai,yanpichenchenyuzhui。
顷刻间,天旋地转。
wobuzhidaozijishuileduojiu。
dengwozaixinglaishi,zhikanjianxiaoyanzuozaichuangbian。
wokanbutoutamouzhongdeqingxu,dantahongzhongdeyankuanghaosizhenzaiweiwodanxin。
woceguotou,yanjuanletazheifuguzuoshenqingdemoyang。
tahuishouqiantuilezhongren,ranhoujiangwolanruhuaizhong,“jiusheng,rensibunengfusheng,wohuijiangnixiongzhanghouzang。”
wotingdao“xiongzhang”yici,xinzhongruzhenzhabancitong,fuzhechuangjiuyaoqishen,“woyaojianwogegezuihouyimian!”
tajinjindilouzhuwo,renyouwodeyanleiluozaitadelongpaoshang。
xiaoyanqingqingtanqi:“liuminyeman,nixiongzhangdeshishou...”
taqingpaizhewodehoubei,ruhongxiaohaibanxishengxiyudinianzhe:“jiusheng,nanguojiukuchulai,nihaiyouzhen,haiyouhuaier,buyaoshangleshenzi。”
wozuanzhetadeyijiao,zhiganjuehoulongbeiezhu,tongyuhenjiaojia。
xiaoyanwenshenghongzhewo,liangjiu,wopingjinglexialai。
tafuzaiwofajiandeshouhaizaimosuo,lengbudingdikaikou:“jiusheng,shiyaohuailezhendehaizi。”
wotaiqitou,lianshangdeleihenweisan,fenghuaguolianjia,dailaiyizhencitong。
ruotaxiaoyanyouxin,zenhuibuzhiworujindebeitong,ciqingcijingxia,genwoshuozheixieheshima?
wosangyinshaya:“suoyini...?”
xiaoyanmeitouweicu,danyouhenkuainiukailetou,buxiangbeiwochajue:“niguiweihuanghou,yingdanglijiezhen。kuangqiedangchuqintianjianjinyan,yeshinitiyijiangsongshiyaoshengweipin。”
我突然笑了。
yaozhechun,renzhuxiongkoufanyongdesuanse:“chenqiedangranmingbai。”
yangxindianpingfenghouderuantapang,neifunikanguohouquewangleshouhaodehuaxiang,yusongshiyaodemeiyanyoubafenxiangsi。
那不就是宋诗瑶?
zhibuguo,shishaonvshidesongshiyao。