第4章 心如死灰

mulinfenglengxiao,“niruoxiangzou,xiushuwoxianzaijiukeyijini,dannenglikaidezhiyouniyige。”

“weishenme?”shangguanyingjihushixiesidilidenahanzhe,“xiangbanduonian,xianzaiwoyaodebingbuduo,keniweiheyaorucidaiwo?”

“wobenjiushiriwuduo,zheihaizinengbunenghuozheyeyaokantianyi,zheishiwozuihoudeyidiannianxiang,nidoubunengchengquanwoma?”

takuchengleleiren,quehuanbulaiduimianmulinfengdeyidianlianmin。

mulinfengmuguangyinleng,yuqixiane,“nixiangdaizhezheigeniezhongchuqu,rangsuoyourendouzhidaobenwangbeirendailelvmaozi?”

“womeiyou。”shangguanyingpinmingdeyaozhetou,gengyanzhedao:“wohuilikai,daoyigewurenrenshidedifang,zheibuhuilianleinide……wozhiyaowodehaizi。”

taxianzaideshentizhuangkuangyexuzhendechengbudaohaizishengxialai,dantayuanyipinsiyishi,napazuihouyuanwangluokong,dannenghexuemaixiangliandehaizixiangchusangeyuedeshijian,yeyijingzugou。

wenyan,mulinfengquejifengyixiao,zheihuatayigezidoubuhuixin。

zheigeshihou,zhongxinaohaodeduotaiyaoduanleshanglai,zheicimulinfengqinzidongshou,qiangxingbazheiyaoguanjinleshangguanyingdezuili。

shangguanyingsisidejiuzhumulinfengdeyipao,jingkongdezhengdaleshuangyan。

tengtongxilai,fubuhaoxiangbeiyigenshaohongdeluotiebutingdejiaodong,yigugureliucongtuixinyongchu,tazaiyezhichengbuzhu,yunleguoqu。

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santianhou,shangguanyinghuanhuanzhengyan。

shaoyaojiantaqingxing,buguxigaishangdeshang,guizaishangguanyingdetaqian,kudesixinliefei,gengduodeshiweishangguanyingbuzhi。

shangguanyingwulidetaishoufumozhexiaofu,lianshangdebiaoqingqiaobuchuxinu,“woshuileduojiu?”

shaoyaomoleyibalianshangdelei,dizhetouchouyezhe:“santianliangye。”

shangguanyingyijiuyuqipingdan,“simarongyijingrufuleba。”

shaoyaodianlediantou,“wangyeyongdeshizhengfeizhiliyingqudesimarong。”

shangguanyingchechun,zichao,“shima?”

tahaimeisini,mulinfengjiuzheimepobujidaidexiangtianxiarenxuangaosimarongdeshenfen。

tajiangtazhiyuhedi,jiangchengxiangfuzhiyuhedi?

dagaicaidaoleshangguanyingdexiangfa,shaoyaobeicongzhonglai,“xiaojie,liangriqianchengxiangdarenyijinggaolaohaixiangle。”

shangguanyingturanzhengdaleyan,“nishuoshenme?”

shaoyaodekushenggengdale,“meilechengxiangdaren,xiaojiejinhougaizenmeban……”

shangguanyingzhangzhezuiquefabuchurenheshengyin,gansedeyanli,youyanleiduokuangerchu。

doushitadecuo,dangchuruobushitazhiyiyaojiajimulinfeng,diedieyebuhuibeipociguan,shangguanjiayebuhuishoudaoruciquru。

mulinfeng,tahaohendexin,liyongwantamenjiajiuhaobuliuqingdeyijiaochuaikai。

cengjingdejingdousidajiazuzhishou,jiuyinweitashangguanyingyicicuowudexuanze,jiuciluomo。

taduibuqidiedie,duibuqishangguanjiazu,gengduibuqineigesiqudehaizi。

shangguanyingbeiliangdixiaole,“mulinfeng,wodaodizuocuoleshenme,niyaorucidaiwo。”

haizimeile,tazhenshideyiqieyebeitaaileduoniannanrenhuile,zaizheigeshishang,haiyoushenmeshitakeyiliuliande?

qiazaicishi,pojiudefangmenbeiyijiaochuaikai。

“yo,zheilizenmezheimehansuanya!tangtangchenwangfeijiuzhuzaizheidengdifang?”renweidao,shengxianzhi,simarongdehualidaizhemanmandechaofengyiwei。

huzhudeshaoyaoshangqianyibudangzaileshangguanyinggenqian,numuyuanzhengdedengzhebusuzhike,“xiuxiangshanghaiwojiaxiaojie。”

zheisimarong,yikanjiubuanhaoxin,tabixuyaobaohuhaoxiaojie。

simarongshensejuao,“niyepeizaibenfeimianqiandahuxiaojiao?”

tahuayingangluo,congtashenhouzouchuyimingbinv。

zheibinvxiaozhangdeyangshou,henhenshuaileshaoyaoyigeerguang,lidaozhida,shaoyaodelianlimazhongleqilai。

shangguanyingtongkongzhousuo,zanzuleliqiyishengnuhe,“simarong,nixiangzuoshenme!”

zhishi,tacaishuowan,jiezheyoushiyizhenjuliedekesou,tayongshoupazhezhuchunjiao,haoburongyizhizhukesou,kaidashoupayikan,shangmianjingzhanlelvlvxueji。

shangguanyingmengdiwojinleshoupa,taiyanwangqu。