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从十三到二十三。
jinyanchuanheshenzhiyuancongsiduitoudaoqinmiwujiandefuqi。
quanzilirenrenzansongtamendeaiqing。
直到二十四岁那年，
yichangchehuo，shenzhiyuantuikaileta，tazijinaobuqueshoudaozhuangji，daozhijiyicuoluan。
tashijinyanchuanweichoudi，queshitatongfuyimudedidijinfushengweixinaidebaiyueguang。
jinyanchuanbushimeiyouzhiwenguo。
yechangshiguotuoxiayifu、yongshentihuanqitadejiyi。
kezuihouhuanlaide，quezhishihaozhaili，nvrenlengmoyouyanedituikaita，
“woaiderenshifusheng，erni，shiwocongxiaodaodadesiduitou，nijingshenyijingcuoluanle，wojiniyuyuehaolejingshenbingyuan，nigaiquneili，erbushizaiwozheiqiuaifafeng。”
yushi，jinyanchuanbeitadeairenqinshousongjinlejingshenbingyuan。
cihouzhengzhengwunian，tazailimianshoujinzhemo。
......
“xingle，hetongkuaidaoqile，nibiaoxianhaibucuo，tiqianyigeyuechuquba。”
damenbeidakaideshihou，jinyanchuanhaiyouxiehuanghu，tacengyiweizheiyibeizidoubuhuizaijiandaotaiyangle。
napazhishibangwandexiyang，neiyeshishewang。
tachenmodicongguanliyuanshouzhongjieguoshouji，wunianmeiyounaqiguoshouji，shangmianmanshigezhongxiaoxiheweijielaidian。
jinyanchuantongtongmeiyoukan，tajiaoleliangdeshi，zhibentaheshenzhiyuancengjinggongtongmaixiadehaozhai。
tajidecengjingjiushijiucicongjingshenbingyuanlitaochulaideshihou，zheiduanluchengzhangderangtajuedeyongyuandoukanbujianjintou。
kerujin，quezhiyonglebangexiaoshijiudaole。
jinyanchuanxiache，zoujinzheigeshuxiyoumoshengdehaozhailainadongxi。
gangtuikaimen，tajiutingjianlimianchuanlaidaoshuxidexixuesheng——
“zhiyuan，niyezhenshihaohendexin，juranbajinyanchuansongjinjingshenbingyuanzhengzhengwunian，xianzaitayekuaichulaile，nizhunbeishenmeshihougaosutazhenxiang？”
jinyanchuanrenshizheidaoshengyindezhuren，tashishenzhiyuanzuihaodepengyou。
taqingbuzijinwangliyouzoulejibu，chedikanqingchuleshenzhiyuandeshenying。
nvrenbeiduizhetazuozaishafashang，shenxingyouya，suiyuesihumeiyouzaitashenshangliuxiasihaobianhua。
“kuaile，dangnianjinfushengdouyaohelingyijiehunle，jieguolingyiquezaichehuoliweilejiuwoersi，tasizhiqianlazhewodeshou，qiuwohefushengzaiyiqi，bangmangzhaogutawunian。”
“zuoweihaojiemei，youshiwodejiumingenren，womeibanfabudayingta，danshiwozhidao，yiyanchuandexingzi，dingranbuhuitongyide，suoyiwozhihaojiazhuangchehuoshiyile。”
“rujin，wunianzhiqihaiyouyigeyuejiudaole，womashangjiuhuigaosutazhenxiang，cengjingwomenneimexiangai，ta......buhuiguaiwode。”
jinyanchuanhunshenyijiang，huxiyekaishikunnan。
“nijiubupayanchuanzaijingshenbingyuanlimianshoudaoshanghai？neilimiandekedoubushizhengchangren，nidangshiweishenmebuzhijierangtahuijinjiani？”
shenzhiyuanshengyinliranshanglejifenpibei，
“jinjiarenpianxinjinfusheng，duitabuhao，wopatashouqifu，neijiajingshenbingyuanwotiqiandaguozhaohu，woaiyanchuan，buhuirangtashoudaoyidianshanghaide，tazairenyiren，zheiyiqiejiujieshule。”
jinyanchuanzichaodixiaolexiao，yuanlaizheijiushizhenxiang。
tacengyiweizijidetongkuzaozaijingshenbingyuandeneijinianjiubeimomamule。
kecike，taxiankaixiukoukanleyanshoubeishangchumujingxindeshangkou。
zheijiushitashuodebuhuirangtashoudaoshanghai？
jinyanchuanyouluchugedaizhejifenjiyidekuxiao。
congshenzhiyuanqinshoubatasongdaojingshenbingyuandeneiyitianqi，congtawushucichangshixiangtaqiuraoquewuguoqi，tajiuzaiyebuhuiyuanliangtale。
tamenyezaiyemeiyoukenengle。
jinyanchuanjiangmuguangzhuanxiangshoujidejibaitiaoxiaoxi。
zhongxinfangxiayixiuzhezhutadeshoubei，tahuilezuixinyitiaolaizijinfushengdexiaoxi——
“heqiaojialianyin，wotongyile，zheibianwohuijinkuaiheshenzhiyuanlihun。”