第5章苦修三月
“feihua，bushininandaoshiwo？buguojiusuanshijianyetiaoxiaquyemeishenmeshier。”qianyuanjianbuxiedeshuo。
“neige，nikanwozheixiuwei，niqueding？”yibajiandangranmeishenmeshier，yexiaofufeidao。
“nijiubuhuixianlizhongxinyuandianer！”qianyuanjiancishimingxianqijibaihuaile。
yexiaoyouyupianke，yaoleyaoya，yibiyan，tiaolexiaqu，luozaijulijushizhongxinshiwuliumikaiwai。
honglonglongdeshengxiang，rangtabuyouzizhudedaleyigeduosuo，lianmangyunqiyuanqifanghu。
dingledingshen，taitou，kanzhechongqijudashuihuadepubu，yaozheyaxiangzhongxinkuaqu。“weilexiuwei，pinle！”
“honglonglong！”gangwangqiankualesanwubu，danbodeyuanqibeijudadechongjingdasan，judadeshuiliuhenhendezhuangjidaodanbodeshentishang。yexiaozhijuedexiongqianyimen，xionghendeliliangbianjiangtazhongxinchongjidaoshijimikaiwai。
renzhejutong，congshuiliuzhongzuanchulai，kekeliangshengtuchuguanleyiduzideshui，hedao“jinerwojiuhenihaoshangle。”zaiciyaoyaxiangqian。
hong，tamade，hong，wokao，hong......qianyuanjianganshouzheyushuilangjiaojingerdeyexiao，youzhejifenjingpei，neidianerdanbodeyuanqizaojiuxiaoshibujianle，xianzaideyexiaowanquankaozhebuqudedouzhizaizhichengzhe。
yibianyouyibiandechongji，yexiaozhongyukaojinleshimiyineidefanwei，talveweiwanzheyao，chuanzhecuqi，ganshouzheyouxiebinglengdeshuiliuxianglijianyibanjidazai**deshenqushang。jutong！
buzhiguoleduojiu。qianyuanjiandeshengyinzaiyexiaoxinzhongxiangqi。“haole，chulaiba。”
yexiaohuanglehuangnaodai，jiannandepadaoshuiliuwaicedeshitoushang。
“yunzhuangongfa”qianyuanjiancuicudao。
pibeibukandeyexiao，panzhengmeiyousihaoliqideshenqu。yiyungong，jingxidefaxianxiuliansudubizhiqianjingrankuaileyisi。
zheiyiwaidejingxirangyexiaoyisaopibei，suiranzheiyisiweibuzudao，danshirijiyuelei，jianglaibiranhuijizijidailaijudadehaochu。
buzhibujueyoudaolebangwan，yexiaoshoushiyixia，tuozhepibeideshentihuidaozhuchu。
yejiarenshao，oueryuyefuyujian，yexiaoyeshigongjingdexingli，ranhougankuaiduojinzijixiaoyuanzhizhong，bijingzijikeshizhanlerenjiaerzideshenti，huxiangjianmian，henshiyouxiebushiying。shuobaile，jiushixinxu！zhishaoduanshijiannei，rangyexiaomianduizheigeshuxidemoshengrenhanfuqin，yexiaoyidinghuijuedehenshibieniu。
eryefusuiranshucikandaoerzizaochuwangui，zhiyiweishishaonianxinxing，kuangqiesangeerzi，rujinzhiyuyexiaoyiren，suiranbiaomianbingmeiyoubiaoshichushenme，danshineixinzhongduizheiweiyideerziqueshixintengdejin。
yushifuzierren，yigekeyiduobi，yigemanxinchongni，jingwurenfaxianyexiaodebianhua。
errangyechenanxindeshizhiqianyelilaideren，zaimeiyouchuxianguo。
sangeyueguohou，“honglonglong......”
pubujudadeshengxiang，zheneryulong，zailijianbandepubuxia，**shentideyexiao，zhengyaojinyaguan。jingshouzheshuilangjudadechongji。
kancishideyexiao，jingranyijingbijinpubuzhongxinliangsanmi。judadepubuyijingkeyizhijiechongjidaoyexiaodeshenti。
jingguosangeyuedekuxiu，rangyexiaogengjiajingxideshiqianyuanjuejingranyijingdadaolediyijiliuceng。
jingguozheiduanshijianheqianyuanjiandejiaoliu，caizhidao，qianyuanjue，jingranyeshifencengde，meiyijifenjiuceng，erqiemeiyijimeiyicengdouheqitaxiulianzhedejibiexiangduiying。duiyuqianyuanjuegongfaweishenmehuihezheigeshijiedexiuliandengjiruciqihe，ganggangjiekaiyicengfengyindeqianyuanjian，yeshuobuchugesuoyiranlai。
buguosuiranxiangduiying，danshitongjibiedeyuanqizhiliangheshuliangquehaowukebixing，yijiliucengdeqianyuanjueyaobixiulianqitagongfadeyuanzheliucenggaochushubei。
ersuizheduishentidechuilian，rourenxingheqiangdudengdouyouledafududetigao，genglingyexiaojingxideshizijixiuliandesuduyeshiyuelaiyuekuai。
congsangeyueqian，gangganglaidaozheigeshijieshangwubimimang，daoxianzai，zhongyuyouxiexuxiuweizaishen，peiheshangyishidejingyan，suiranyexiaozhiyouyuanzheliuceng，danyuanshiyixia，jueduimeiyoujigerenshitadeduishou。
yemujianglin，yexiaohuidaojiazhong。
gaodapojiudezhuwuzhong，weiruodedengguangshanshuo，yigedichendenannansheng，duanduanxuxudechuanlechulai。
yexiaodunledunjiaobu，suihouxiangzhuwufangxiangzouqu。
“xueer，nizheiyihunmi，jiushisannian，zicongqiuerzoule，nijiuzaimeixingguolai，”shuodaozheili，shuodaozheili，huayuzhongdaizhewujindepibei。
“yexuwoyekuaichengbuxiaqule，womenhenkuaijiunengyiqilikaizheigeshijiele，zailingyigeshijieyouwomendelianggeerzi，haiyouyuefuyuemupeizheni，yexunihuigaoxingyidianerba！”
“kexiwomeibanfatiwomendelianggeerzibaochoule！zhiyuxiaoer，wobuzhidaoshigaiqingxinghaishigaidanxin，tianshengjingmaiyusai，jingbunengxiulian，yexujiuzheiyangpingpingdandandeduguoyishengyebucuo，xueer，zheiyeshinidexiwangba。”
“zheiyishi，weifukuiqiannitaiduo，bunengbaohuni，bunengbaohuwomendeerzi，buguoruguohaiyouxiayishi，wohaixiwangnengyujianni，haixiwangwomenyousangediaopideerzi......”
yexiaoshangyishishiyigeqiying，zhongnianheshifuyezhenshanyiqi，congweitihuiguoqinqing。
suirancongweiduirenshuoguo，danshiyigeshiwusuideshaonian，jibianshizaijianqiang，xindiyeyizhiyouyigekewang，meicikandaobiedehaizibeifumuchongni，shenzhibeifumuzema，neixinzhongdouxianmubuyi，tajingchanghuanxiang，yexuzijidefumushibeipobazijirengdiaode，yexutamenyeshiaizhezijide，suiranyouwushudeliyou，danshixinzhongyizhiyouyifenqianque。
“tengxiong，woyaobaituoniyijianshi！”nannandeshengyinbiandezhengzhongwubi。
“dageqingshuo”yigeyouxiecuhaodeshengyinhuiyingdao。
“dangchuyanjiafashengcanju，woyejiayebeiyangji，zheixierenbumiewoyejiabibuganxin，rujinyejiayijingjianchibuxiaqule，guojitiannibaxiaoersongzou，yueyuanyuehao，ni，yeliquba！”yijuhua，wubichouchang。
“dagenifangxin，woyidingbaxiaoerandunhao，zhiyulikaijiusuanle，dangchuhedagexiangshi，yiluliliantianxia，rujinyijishinianzhijiu，wogushenyiren，yewuqiangua，dengandunhaolexiaoer，wojiuhuilai，peidageyiqi，kankandaodishiheshiliyaoduiwoyejiaganjinshajue！”zheiyouxiecuhaodeshengyin，zhengshiyexiaojiyizhongdetengshifu。
yexiaotingdaoci，xinzhongyouxiejidang，zhiqiandeshengyin，wuyijiushizijidefuqinyepingnan，yejiapiaoyaozhiji，yepingnanbaozheyushijufenzhixin，danweiyifangbuxiadequeshizijideerzi。
zheiyejiapobaizhici，querangyexiaoganjuedaocongweiganshouguodewennuanyuanquangan。