第6章何必自欺欺人

tadeshengyin,tayongyuanbuhuiwangji。zaineiheianderizili,zaibeikunzhuleshuangshouwulizhengzhaderizili,zaibeirenqinfanleyiciyouyiciderizili,tatingdaode,jiushizheigeshengyin。

zenmehui,ruanjinqiangbaolelongyuwangfeidenanren,jingshihuangdi?

“bulunmudeshishenme,qitubangjiawangfeidoushibukeraoshude。chendijuebuguxi,yidingyaochachuxiongshou。”

tingdaoduanmuruozezheiyangshuo,duanmulanchenxiaolejisheng,“ruozeyoujuexinshiyinggai,neixiebangfei,dangranbunengqingrao。”

duanmulanchenshuoba,youkanxianglebailizhenzhen。neimouzilide,fenmingshihulibandejiaoxia。

kandaobailizhenzhendebiaoqing,tayeyinggaizhidaotayijingfaxianle,taxianzaibaichudezheigemoyang,fenmingjiushizaichaoxiaota。

bailizhenzhenjinwolequantou,jihuyaozheyachishuodao:“neibangfei,jibianzhuabudao,tianyehuichengfata。rangtawanjianchuanxin,qiandaowangua,budehaosi!”

duanmulanchenlengleyixia,suijihahadaxiaoqilai,“wangfeihaodadechouya。”

turanjian,tayoushouqilexiaolian,mizheyanmouwendao:“kejiranshenmeshiyemeifasheng,wangfeinalilaidezheiyangdehen?”

bailizhenzhendaoxiyikoulengqi,zheigehuangdijiubupatadangchangchaichuantama?

duanmuruozeganmangshuodao:“tabeiguanyaleneimeduotian。duineixiefeituyouhen,yeshizhengchangde。bixia,jinrishidefeiniangniangdeshouchen,zanmenbushuozheixiebukaixindeshi。”

duanmulanchenyixiao,“ruozeshuodedui,zanmenbushuobukaixinde。”

shuohuajian,tademuguangyouyicipiexianglebailizhenzhen。

jiexialai,yanhuikaishi,gewushengping,meijiujiayao,gegehongguangmanmian,xiaoshengbuduan。zhiyoubailizhenzhen,daizuozaiyizishang,kanzhemianqianjingmeidejiubei,shenzihaihuishibushizhandou。

tameiyouzaikanneihuangdiyiyan,tahaipazijihuikongzhibuzhudangchangshuochutajiushibangfei。tazhidaozijibunengshuo,zheishihuangzuchouwen,huoxuhuiyingxiangdaoxueguodexingshuai。

huizhibuqudeyinying,meimeibishangyanjing,erbianxiangqidedoushitaxiemeideshengyin,neizhangxincucaodedashou,yefangfohaizaitashenshangliulianwangfan。

xueguodehuangdi,weishenmeyaoqiangduozijidedixi,qiujinta,qiangbaota?wushudewenhao,bansuizhezhanli、xiuru、fennu。

tayoubuhaodeyugan,ketagengxiangweiziji,weizheigeshenzitaohuigongdao。

qima,nongqingchuweishenme。

suoyi,tabunengtaobi。yaoqiangyazhuzijidefennu,yaozhaodaoyuanyin。

sijici,bailizhenzhenmizhewuheideyanmouzhongxinkanxianggaogaozaishangdehuangdi。erduanmulanchenzhengminzhemeijiu,banzhedelian,luchudeyanjingyezaikanzhebailizhenzhen,xiemeidimiqi,zhangzhangdejiemaojiaocuozhong,bengshechuyuwanghebaqi……

yanhuijieshu,huiqudeshihou,bailizhenzhenyulongyuwangtongchengyiliangmache。yilushang,tadizhetoubushuohua,zhinengtingdaochegulufachudeshengyin。

“nijintiandejuzhitaibuxunchangle,chadianyinqihuangxiongdehuaiyi。yihoubuyaozairucile。”

mensaowangyeshuohuale,queyiyangdicier。bailizhenzhenkanxiangta,taganmangshoulemuguang,kanxianglingyibian。

bailizhenzhenyaoletou,buyoudeqingtanyisheng。nidehuangxiongjiushibangfei,nihaipatahuaiyishenme?

duanmuruozezaicizhuanguotoulai,“nibumanbenwangshuodehuama?”

bailizhenzhenxieletayiyan,“womeiyou。”

“zheixierizinideyantanjuzhidouhaoxiangbianleyigeren,erqie,meiyousihaodenanguo,jiurutongshenmeshidoumeifashengyiyang……”

bailizhenzhenturandengxiangta,lingduanmuruozechayidetongshi,yetingzhileshuohua。kebailizhenzhenqueyouyiduzidehuashuo。

“shuowobianleyigeren?meicuo,woshibianle,jinglileneixie,wobiandejianqiangle。suoyiwobuhuiyikuernaosanshangdiao,buhuirunideyiquxunduanjian。nizhenxiangyaobaituowoqugeqingbaidewangfeidakeyizhishuo,wobuhuilanzheni。”

“nizenmenengzheimeshuo?benwangbuguoshihaoyitixingni……”

“wangye,nihebiziqiqiren?nidejieshi,zhendekeyipianguotianxiarenma?huanzuoshini,tingdaobierendeqizibeijiechilejirierhouhaoduanduandihuilaile,nihuixiangxintahaishiqingbaidema?”

“bailizhenzhen!”duanmuruozedihouyisheng,erhouhuxiningzhongdidengzheta。bailizhenzhenbianyeniuguotouqule。

zaicihuiguileningjing,cheguludexiangdongyefenwaicier。

“ni……weishenmejiubuneng……”

duanmuruozeshuoleyibandehua,youtunxialelingyiban。ketadeshengyin,youxiegengyan,haoxiangzaihenzheshenme。

bailizhenzhenzhuanguotoukanxiangta,tachuizheyanjing,fangzaixishangdeshuangshoujinjindiwochenglequantou。

bailizhenzhensuoyoudenuhuo,yedouxiaoshile。

taguoran,haishiaizhebailizhenzhende。keta,wufafangxiamianzigengshengguowufamianduiqizibeiqiangbaoledeshishi。weilezheigemianzi,taduitalengmo,shuohuangpianren。ziji,quebirenheyigerendoutongku。

bailizhenzhenzhuanhuiletou,kanzheyicechechuanglianziweiweipiaoqi,heianlongzhaoxiadehuangdoujiedao,yebujianbairidefanrong,wanquanbeizheiyesuotunshile。

tadeqingegebangjiaqiangbaoletadeqizi,ta,yesuanshigekelianrenle。danta,wufarentongtachuliwentidefangshi。

zheixiongdiliangren,doubuzhengchang。

bailizhenzhenjinwolequantou。

cengjingjinglideyimumubuduanzaitanaohaizhongshanguo,neixiehua,yeshizhizibuluodejideqingchu。zhibuguoyingxiangzhongdeheiyingyoulezhenshidelian,yizhangwuketiaotidewanmeidelian。

duanmulanchen,tangtangxueguodehuangdi。jiujingshizenyangdeliyou,qushitabianchengzheidianfulunlidezuiren?

jiujingshishenmeyuanyin?tayaonongqingchu……

bailizhenzhenrouzhexiongmaoyan,erhoudaidaidikanzheyanyangxiashengkaidehuaduo。gudaidexiatian,buhuixiangxiandaineiyangredelingrenshoubule。kegaowenyebushigaide,jiashangjiusuanzaizenmere,gaichuandeyijianbunengshao,shidebailizhenzhenzaoyihanliujiabeile。

ketaquedaidaidikanzheyuanzi,shenhouyaoshanzideshinvmenyeyinweizheifenanjingbuganfachushengyin。

wangfudexiaotaijianpaoleguolai。

“wangfeiniangniang,gonglilairenchuanhuale,defeiniangniangqingwangfeijingongshuohua。”

bailizhenzhenzheicaishouhuimuguang,xiumeiweiweiyiyang。

defei?e,bujiushizuowanyanhuidezhujiaoma。zuowanyinweitaizhenjingle,wanquanmeiliuyita,shenzhiliantazhangshenmeyangzidoubuzhidao。

neigedefeiganmayaozhaotaliaotian?tamenyinggaiburenshide。

jinguanyihuoduoduo,ranerhuangfeiyaoqingzongbuhaojujue。bailizhenzhenganmangchuandaizhengqi,genzhechuanhuadetaijianjingongqule。

zheishitadiercijingong,zaiyanyangzhixiakanzhehuanggongdejingse,youduolebangbodeqishi。zhibuguoritoutaizu,gaowenlingrenhenkuaifanzaoqilai。haoburongdaolehougongdefeidezhusuo,taijiantongbaohou,bailizhenzhenzoulejinqu。

yijinwu,jiuyouguliangqipumianerlai,lingrenshuangdaolejidian。yuanlaidefeidewuziliyoukuaihaodadebing,rutongxiandaidekongdiaoyiyang。

liangkuaile,xinqingyehaole,xiaohehedixingliqingandao:“chenqiejianguodefeiniangniang。”

defeiganmangjiaotamianli,lazhetazuozaizijishenbian。